An Important Author's Note

Masks

Hey.

 

First, I think I owe you an apology/explanation for disappearing for so long.

I didn't forget about this story, I just had some things going on in my personal life and I had a serious writer's block that didn't allow me to write anything no matter how much I tried. I'm sorry for disappearing for that long and for not updating.

One of the reasons I couldn't update is because I didn't like where the story was going. I had a plot planned out but I decided to change something and make Hyeri remember the earlier which complicated everything because I didn't think things thouroughly and how it'll affect the rest of the plot. I gave it a lot of thinking and I decided to go back to my original plot because that's the only way I could write and actually enjoy my story. That's why I'm going to remove the part from that chapter. I don't know if I'll use it in the future or not because I want to make it close to reality and I don't know how it'll go with the rest of the plot and if I want Hyeri to go through this. So for now, please pretend it didn't happen. I'm sorry for doing this and changing the story in the middle but I do hope you'll understand me. I understand if some of you will unsubscribe because of that, it's your choice.

 

Now, a few clarifications/explanations:

1. Hyeri is a month older than Daehyun, which is 23 years old in this story, so you can do the math yourselves ;). The story is currently happening in 2016, but I might use songs/events that came out after that if it fits the plot. I'm trying to stick to the actual time in the story but I'm giving you a heads up since it might happen.

2. I'm trying to stick to reality but there might be slight changes and inaccuracies, especially related to Hyeri's mental state and treatment. I'm going to explain more in the related chapters. Please note that I do have a diagnosis for her so hopefully things will make sense soon.

3. This is pretty much stating the obvious, but to me B.A.P is always 6, no matter what happens.

 

Lastly, to make it up to you for the long wait, I have 3 new long chapters for you. You already read the first one, but it has changes as well so please read it again or else it will be difficult to understand the rest. Hopefully now I can get back to normal updates becaue I think I got my muse back.

I'm sorry again for the trouble and thank you for waiting and staying with me until now, I really appreciate it and I promise to try and make a better story for you from now on.

M.

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Anfia976 #1
Hello,
How are you? We miss you
Anfia976 #2
Hello,
How are you? We miss you
jmayo81 #3
Chapter 156: Wow, I was blaming both of them at 1st, as things could’ve been handled so much better on both sides. I loved how Himchan & Sey reasoned with both of them, but Hyeri crossed a line once Yongguk apologized. I didn’t feel she necessarily deserved it, but I knew they both needed it.... sure the way he apologized, did seem like a back handed apology, as her kissing technique could’ve been discussed privately. But Hyeri towards Himchan, she needs to make this better, and of course, he hit below the belt, but she had consistently hit below the belt prior & then to hit him!!! I’m not sure how this is going to turn out, thank you for updating!!
infinitecuties #4
Chapter 156: I still one hundred percent believe that this entire situation is one in which Hyeri is very much at fault. I don’t think Yongguk is in a position where Hyeri requires an apology and I don’t think Hyeri even DESERVES an apology. She completely blew a small and minor incident out of proportion.

I do believe that Himchan went slightly too far with the comment he made however Hyeri shouldn’t have been as horrible to him as she was.
jmayo81 #5
Chapter 155: Welcome back!!!!!!!!!!! I was BEYOND happy to see the update, wow so much happened, where to begin? I see Hyeri & Himchan are still at each other’s throats, I do wish they could get along, and that Hyeri would see the validity in what Himchan said, but no matter what, I think time stopped when Yongguk said Sumi was a better kisser. I felt bad, that super slam, even if honest, that was the time to lie. Especially knowing Hyeri... I was shocked she would kiss him after that was said, and kept thinking why does kissing Yongguk keep coming up, even after he said she wasn’t as good of a kisser. .... sighs, once again, he’s storming out and even with his stupid honestly, I can’t say I blame him. Thank you so much for coming back & for updating,
infinitecuties #6
Chapter 155: WOOP WOOP!! MY FAVE FANFIC IS BACK!!! And OMG this is spicy as hell. I just wish Hyeri would stop being a drama queen and finally realise that she needs to get some help and that Yongguk loves her.
Anfia976 #7
Hello how are you? Happy new year ?? Authornim we miss you and the story ? Hope you are fine bye
infinitecuties #8
Chapter 153: Chapter 152: I miss this :,) it was legit the only reason I kept on checking this website
jmayo81 #9
Chapter 153: Thank you for updating despite your busy schedule. I truly hope that Hyeri is ok! She let a lot of things off her chest the night before, and while I do wish she would've thought of the impact her leaving like that would have, I hope they catch her in time before she does something that would change all of their lives. Regarding the comment I just read, there's a difference between constructive criticism & just plain being rude. While it's true, being factual or doing some research on weightier subjects is a good rule of thumb, most of us are adults that don't use fanfics as our barometer of social issues. Assuming what someone's language is, was completely unnecessary to state. You don't have to read the story, if you're a writer, you should understand what it takes to create, upload & continue a story remembering details from previous chapters...etc. If you're not a writer, perhaps you should put yourself in the author's shoes before you begin.
BAPlover716 #10
Chapter 153: I look forward to the next update!
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