Lies

My secret (내 비밀)

 

After that night, Daran decided to give up her happiness for Jongin. She knows that Jongin will just suffer if they continue their relationship. Letting him go is the hardest thing for her and it hurts her to the point that she wants to die. But if her comfort means Jongin losing everything he has, she prefers to suffer not wanting to see him break down.

 

Daran decided to let go, but before that, she thought of spending the remaining days given by Mrs. Kim, a week, happily with Jongin not wasting even a minute of it. She took her 5 days leave from work and planned to be with Jongin every time as possible.

 

She told Jongin about her leave with the reason that she needs a break from all the stress from studies and work, and believed it. And since that day, they became inseparable. If Jongin didn't sleep over at his girlfriend's house, Daran will be the one sleeping over at his.

 

 

She told Mrs. Kim about her decision and she gave Daran the time she needed to say their goodbyes including tolerating her sleep overs at their mansion. Jongin was happy to finally get to spend time with his girl, but he felt something odd.

 

He noticed Daran's unusual sweetness and feels like she never want to ever part from him not letting go of even a minute pass. Don't get him wrong, he likes his girlfriend's affection. No, he loves it, but why so sudden? He has those thoughts lingering at the back of his mind but since he thought of it as a good change; he just put aside that weird hunch.

 

 

At the 1st day, they went bungee jumping. 2nd, they stayed at darans apartment watching movies and dramas all day. 3rd, they went to a romantic dinner date. 4th, they spent the whole day studying at the school's library and 5th, they went cart racing.

 

Days passed by quickly and it was finally Saturday, The day before Daran's worst nightmare. They went to the spa and relaxed then went to the Kim's mansion.

 

 

Daran was sitting on Jongins bed looking at the pictures they took these past few days. Everyday she'd take at least one picture and keep it in her diary. Jongin noticed her weird habit but since he saw her happily looking at the pictures, he didn't bother to make such a big deal over it. After all, everyone has their own different interests.

 

 

 

Jongin got out of the bathroom wearing a black sweat pants and a grey wife beater with his hair still wet. He lay down to the other side of the bed watching Daran arrange the photos by date and writing notes at the back of it.

 

"Jagiya ~" he called.

 

"Hmm?" she hummed with her eyes still fixed on the pictures.

 

"Are sure you're okay?" he asked, a hint of worriedness in his voice. "Is there something you're not telling me?" he said looking at her.

 

 

She stopped her movements and slowly took a glance at him. "W-what do you mean?" she stuttered acting like there's nothing wrong.

 

"You've been acting strange these past few days. You became more sweet and cuddly and you never leave my side at all." he explained and Daran gulped nervously before speaking.

 

 

"Oh. Am I?" she played innocent. "I just wanted to be happy with you since it’s my break." she looked down to the ground not wanting to lie but had no choice.

 

Jongin took her reaction differently thinking she's upset of what he was thinking.

 

 

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to look like a stalker girlfriend." she said using the guilty technique to prevent him of thinking more things.

 

 

His worried face changed into a guilty one before sitting up beside her. "I'm sorry for thinking like that. I'm just worried, you know, the dramas we watched. I'm afraid you'd leave me too." he said back hugging his girlfriend making Daran stiff.

 

She chuckled instead of bursting in tears, as she shook her head and started taking the pictures and placed them at the table near the bed.

 

 

"You silly, How could you think like that?" she beamed hiding her brokenness.

 

 

*I'm sorry Jongin-ah.*

 

 

Jongin chuckled and pulled you in the covers. "I know right. But really, I can't afford to lose you. I won't be able to live without you." he said nuzzling into her neck making things harder to Daran.

 

 

*Please don't say that. Or I won't be able to let go.*

 

 

"Ara. Let's go to sleep, we have a long date tomorrow." she changed the subject and hugged her boyfriend closer resting her head on his arm as they cuddle together to sleep.

 

 

 

 

 

*I’ll miss you Jongin-ah.*

 

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!
passionburn19
can i have 4 upvotes for today's update? if not thanks anyway

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
Galaxyboo_
#1
Chapter 75: I want to spit on kai mom
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 113: I miss reading this~~
roseygirl
#3
Chapter 6: The plot.. It's like the heirs? But I will read it till the end ❣️
roseygirl
#4
Chapter 4: Ahhh so she is dragon's princess
teacoffee
#5
It's a nice story! :)
-2Mirae-
14 streak #6
Chapter 113: Omg I can't believe I finished this story.... noooooooo
ㅠㅠ
aliahlaw
76 streak #7
Chapter 110: OMG I FREAKING LOVE HEEYOUNG IDEA!!!! And finally Meihan knows about it yeayy
aliahlaw
76 streak #8
Chapter 103: Awwwww poor Kris
aliahlaw
76 streak #9
Chapter 97: No Meihan nooo!!! He likes u urghhh....btw, Kris is soo sweet
aliahlaw
76 streak #10
Chapter 96: Truee i agree with Luhan