Nowhere But Here

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

Since it was already 7, Song Ji Hyo started dinner in the dining room. Well, it's not actually a room, just a part from the living room sanctioned for the four-seat dining room table she got from Ikea Gyeonggi-do with his brother when she first moved in. She liked it, since it suited with the interior of the house. She sets up the seafood stew in the middle, got some banchan for three people and asked Dong Wook to fill the bowl with rice. He obliged, and helped her set up the table. Jin Wook thanked her for the food. 

When Jin Wook tasted it, it suited his taste perfectly. 

'Your cooking is no joke, Ji Hyo-yah.' He compliments, pouring the stew all over his ramyun. 

'Please, help yourself. I made much more than I am supposed to.' She says. 

'I haven't eaten a home-cooked meal in ages. It's always take-out or just simply ramyun or something.' He says as he ate. 'I approve, since it's Song Ji Hyo.' Jin Wook says to Dong Wook who was busy eating. Dong Wook merely raised his eyebrow. 

'So you guys have been friends right? It's finally time for Dong Wook to think about settling down.' Jin Wook says childishly. 

'Aigoo, you're not married too, remember? You're not even dating. You'll end up alone if you keep eating here.' He says. 

'I'm a guest, don't use that tone with me.' Jin Wook says jokingly. 

Before, she was cooking for one, and somehow that's a bit sad once she thought about it. Sometimes she would eat outside, watching over her balcony to forget how alone she was. She wasn't lonely, of course, but it does get to you sometimes. All of those thoughts, like what if I die and nobody finds me here kind of thought. It was normal. And with three people eating her food, she felt warmer than ever. 

When they were done eating, they ate the apple pie with ice cream topped on it. 

'Song Ji Hyo-ssi, you are a goddess.' Jin Wook says as they all ate. 'I think I need to find myself a girlfriend, a good one that cooks.' 

'I can't wait for it.' Dong Wook says. 

Jin Wook bid goodbye after dinner, but he left having done the dishes too even if she said no. He insisted, since she cooked for him whole-heartedly. She liked him, he was easy to be around with. He's a bit of a chatty-cat too, and she knew why Jin Wook suited Dong Wook. Dong Wook went to the bathroom and took a shower since there were nothing to clean. She sat on the sofa, lazily, and she thought about the phone inside. 

Dong Wook wouldn't be the kind of person that would check her phone, right? 

Right?

Right.. 

Instead, she found herself rushing to the bedroom. Dong Wook sitting on the side of the bed, with her phone in her hands. It seemed like he had only been out of the bathroom, since he was still in his towel. 

'What are you doing, Dong Wook-ah?' She asked, taking her phone back. He was checking her Weibo and since she merely locked her phone, the last thing she was checking were there. There was a long silence between them, and when she couldn't handle it, she walked away aiming for the bedroom door. 

'Even if I'm in front of you, you'll never look at me the way you would with him, right?' He asked, his voice stern but it seemed like it's shaking. She turns to face him, and smiles. 

'I'm always looking at you, Dong Wook-ah.' She says. 

'But not the way you look at him.' He says. 

'Can you just, not mention him right now?' She asked him. 

'Why? I'm right, aren't I?' 

She hurriedly walked and faced him, standing in front of him.  'But I'm here. I'm here. Right now, I'm here. I'm not anywhere but here. I'm not with him, I'm not with anybody else, but I'm with you.' She held his face in her hand. 'I am committed, I am trying hard to forget Kwang Soo, so I can face you properly. I saw how hurt he was, and I'm bleeding because of it. So Dong Wook-ah, heal me please, because I don't want him to fill the spaces in my head anymore. I said yes, because I knew the odds. I calculated it, and I said yes to you. So please, please, heal me.' 

He held her, and naturally, he pulled her into his arms, forcing her to lie on the bed while he was on top of her. 

'Do you mean it?' He asked. 

'I'm still here, aren't I?' She says, smiling at him. She shuts her eyes while he placed his lips on top of hers. She wanted to forget, she couldn't keep running in circles anymore. Even when her body matched his heat, even then, her mind is drifting around, aimlessly, wondering if she really meant what the words she uttered. 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait