Why Did You Do It?

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

themedicalscholar: I'm sorry about the last chapter, I accidentally checked the completed box. So, moving on.. 

 

Song Ji Hyo has came back from surgery. She's pretty much knocked up from all the drugs dripped into her body. Unfortunately, what she once prayed for came true - her baby didn't make it. What is left is a hollow cavity where it was once been. Does she know in this point? No. She has no idea. Lee Kwang Soo cried, sitting in her bedside. What did he did he do? It was torturous. Ji Eun has been calling non-stop. her, he said to himself. He doesn't need her. All he needed was her wife to be okay. He cursed the day he went to the photoshoot. Angry at himself, disappointed with the situation - there is nothing he could do to change things. 

Song Ji Eun surely was sneaky. She was opinionated, she was set with the things that she wanted. And Lee Kwang Soo liked that she was all of that. She wouldn't take no for an answer. 

He liked her. Who wouldn't?

 

Lee Kwang Soo was waiting for the shoot to wrap up. Since Song Ji Hyo used his car, she's picking him up after the shoot. They have dinner reservations for two at a new French restaurant that just opened. Ji Hyo loves her Korean food, food that reminds her of home however it wouldn't hurt if she tried. However Kwang Soo was the type to be open with everything. He liked trying new things. He was changing when she knocked on the door. The girl that ruined everything for him. It was not that he could blame her for everything - everything started from him. But when you have no one to blame but yourself, you start blaming other people. 

'Kwang Soo-oppa.' She starts. She was wearing a short overalls with a white tee underneath. Her hair was braided and placed to the side. She knew she had the style, she knew that he wouldn't say no. 

'What is it, Ji Eun?' 

'Why aren't you answering my calls anymore? We had fun last time, right?' She asked, she twirled her hair with her finger. Her body so taut and white, all Lee Kwang Soo could do was swallow his spit. 

'I'm going to get married, Ji Eun.' He utters slowly, looking around. 

'Well, Ji Hyo-unni sure is pretty.' She says, her head tilted slightly as if mocking him. 'But I love you,  oppa, what can I do?' She starts leaning on his chest, he grabbed her by the shoulder. 

'You really need to stop this.' He utters softly,  but his voice was strict. He wants her to know he's not playing around. 

'Alright, I will, oppa, don't worry.' She says, taking a step back. 

‘Thank you,' he bids. 'I have to go now.' 

He starts walking away when she spoke again. 'But wouldn't it be a pity, if the lovely Ji Hyo-unni finds out?' She says. 'She surely would be incredibly disappointed.' 

He swallows his spit, a dark lump starts to form on his stomach. 

'If you had the balls to cheat on her oppa, then you'd have the means to bear with the consequences, right?’ 

'What do you want from me, Ji Eun?' He asks her seriously. 

'It's simple. I don't want things to change between us. My principal has always been the same as always, oppa. You can either have both, or you can have none.Simply all or nothing.' She smiles and it was certainly with intent. 'I'm in love with you, oppa, can't you see? How could I simply let you walk just like that?‘ 

Her words were simple however menacing. The girl was smart, and that was all that he could say to that. 'But I don't feel the same,  Ji Eun.' He utters slowly. Her menacing smile turns into a scowl. 

'Do you think I care about all of that? Things like that require patience. Maybe you're not in love with me now, but I believe in the odds that you will be later. You even told me about how you fell in love with your bride-to-be, how much you loved her. But what are you doing to her now?' 

He stood there, frozen. 

She spoke again. 'If you truly loved her, how could you do it? And you did it to her, of all people. Your pregnant, future wife that has given up her career just to marry you. If you loved her, then why would you do it?' 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait