What Did We Just Do?

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

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Kwang Soo waited on his noona's sofa, scared. What did he do to his noona last night? I should have never drank, he says to himself. I do stupid when I drink. His heart feels like it's going to jump out of his heart, nervous and all. 

He closes his eyes and leaned back. He could remember what happened last night clearly. He could remember Ji Hyo's lips, placed on his, the taste of Soju in her breath, and a taste of the fried chicken. Noona does like her fried chicken, he says as he thought of her. He could feel his hands, wrapping around her soft body, and how he thought of how fragile she was last night. He remembered the nape of her neck, and kissing the edge of her lip. He could remember how she kissed him back, and how nice she smelt despite the soju. 

He tries to keep away from thinking about what happened, but he couldn't. 

Until he heard the click from the door. 

 

In the bathroom, she had a stare down with herself in the bathroom mirror. She looked at her pale, but still pinkish skin and how bad she smelled. She would usually prepare herself whenever she was going to have with somebody. And to top it all of, it's Kwang Soo of all people. She decided to not think about it, and try to solve the problem without being too stupid about it. 

'Calm down,' she says to herself. 'It's okay, you just need to calm down. It's just anyway, right?' She says, but she herself know that is not the case. 

She knew why she slept with him. She was in the dumps yesterday, it was something natural for her. It's not her first time, hooking up with someone to eliminate grief. The good thing is, it worked, she was not thinking about the President anymore. But the bad thing from this experience is, it was with someone she knows. It was usually a stranger, or someone she was not that close with; with no emotional attachment at all. 

But this was different, Kwang Soo works with her, and he is her maknae. 

How am I going to get out of this? She says to herself, as she forced herself into the cold shower. She needs it, anyways. 

But for the first time last night, Kwang Soo saw her like a woman, he held her like a woman and she felt good all night. Well, she couldn't remember all of it, but she remembered, regardless. She was just, in need of some companionship. She showered herself well, even her hair turned from smelling like hard alcohol turned into strawberry shampoo. She brushed her teeth and went out of the shower. She chose a pair of old blue jeans that almost fully-faded into a white, and a pair of white shirt. She looked decent, even with her hair wet. 

Oh lord, help me face the music, she prays just before she opens the door. 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait