Changing Perspective

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

Their lips parted, and Song Ji Hyo felt nothing but numbness all over her body. It was just simply a kiss, but it felt like electric, somehow she could feel the temperature of her body rising. Smitten, she says to herself. I am absolutely smitten. But she does not know whether it was lust or love. Could it be that she feels this strongly because they slept together before, or did she feel like this because she really loves him. 

'I like you, noona, because you're you.' He says, 'I have no other reason but because you're you.' He utters slowly, then he went back to pick up his trash. After putting aside the white garbage back to the side, he went and took out a plate for the muffin that his noona bought for him. He halved it, and placed it on another plate, handed it to her. 

Silently he handed it to her, and sat in front of her. The idea of people have in their heads of Kwang Soo is someone obnoxious, maybe even a little bit annoying but cute also. But something that she would always forget is of how much of a man he was. And so she decided to stare at him. He was undoubtedly tall and lanky, but what made him look like a man? She averted her eyes to his large hands, his fingers long and spidery, given his height. His t-shirt made his collarbones looked so apparent, deep and almost a bit, y, she thinks. Ji Hyo started to think about what he is always hiding under that shirt of his, she has seen it a dozen of times, but it seems like she never did pay attention to it. The longer she stared, the more she could think about what made Lee Kwang Soo a man, much more than he was a dongsaeng. 

'Noona?' She finally snapped out of it. 'I'm sorry I kissed you, out of the blue.' He says, his ears starting to appear redder every time. 'You should eat the muffin, you might drop it in any rate.' He says. 

What made her space out much more was that night that night that made her remember. His silhoutte, his lips kissing her every inch, his eyes that never averted from her. It was as if now, she could not manage to forget about it. It feels like hypnosis. 

'Kwang Soo.' She calls her, without even the usual familiar tone that she uses. This time, she was stern; she wanted her point to get across better. 

'Yes, noona.' He says. 

'Make me fall in love with you.' She clears . 'With all of you.' 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait