Restless

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

themedicalscholar: omg never thought that you guys would like the story, I hope you guys could give me more love to make sure that I could keep on writing :) I sat at a coffee shop today, thinking about what I should write about, so now I have roughly how this fanfic will continue. I hope you guys keep commenting, or maybe even subscribe to be notified for updates. And to AshleyDaUnicorn, I write pretty fast, so it's not really a problem. God I love you guys. 

Lee Kwang Soo was the one who first finished their meal. They went to Haha's restaurant, eating blissfully but Kwang Soo had something in his mind, going around and around like a mismatched puzzle. 

There was one thing in his mind. 

It was Song Ji Hyo. 

'Kwang Soo-ya, are you okay?' His beloved-hyung, Kim Jong Kook asks. Hyung was not too big on eating outside but he feels comfortable eating with the cast, a bit of a pity that Jihyo could not make it though. 

It seems like Kwang Soo was not responding, probably he is drowning in his own thoughts. Jong Kook tapped on his shoulder. He jolted, surprised. 

'Are you okay?' Jong Kook says again. He nervously laughs. 

'I'm okay, hyung, why wouldn't I be?' He says. 

'Probably because you've been spacing out since we got here. Come on, join the party mood. You usually are the chatty cat around here.' Jong Kooksays, as he takes another bite from his green onion pancake. He usually doesn't eat snacks like those, but tonight he's making an exception. 

'No hyung, I just feel unlike myself right now.' Kwang Soo says, realizing that Jae Suk has been eyeing him, with one raised eyebrow.

'Is something bothering you? You can tell your hyung if you want to.' Jong Kook assures, but Kwang Soo is certain that even if he tells his hyung, there's no actually thing that he can do to change their predicament. I slept with Jihyo, hyung, he says in his head, and I'm starting to feel something for her.

'No, it's nothing. I think the long filming made me kind of swamped today,if there's something wrong, I'll tell you.' He says respectfully. Despite being on screen, his usual self was not like what they show in th broadcasting. Well, he is cheeky and easily-bullied, but he never really frames other or maybe condemn his peers and hyungs. Beyond Running Man, he has developed a long-lasting relationship with his hyungs like Jong Kook, Haha, Gary and the others. 

His noona has always been his noona before that night happened. He sometimes picks his noona up, get her some coffee and sometimes get breakfast with her if the filming starts a bit later at noon or one. Noona has always been the one who would be glad to pay for him, even if she's the girl. I'm your noona, I should settle the bill, she says every time she took her purse and walked to the cash register. Somehow Kwang Soo was always at awe with Song Ji Hyo who was robust but still beautiful at the same time. 

HIs noona, was not someone to look down upon. 

Haha and Gary started drinking, and they did offer some to his maknae, but he declined respectfully. It would have been a -less environment, but he doesn't want to be in a situation in which he could not control. His hyungs did not pressure him as his noona did, they probably thought that Kwang Soo had a filming or a shooting tomorrow, because he never refuses a drink from elders. 

But Kwang Soo was hot on his seat, he became restless - too restless. What if they both kissed? He wondered if his noona had feelings for Jong Suk. Well, Jong Suk is a attractive young man, and Jihyo is as beautiful as it gets to people beyond the cast. The idea of people, seeing his noona like he does, made him incredibly worried. The next thing he knew, he was already bidding an early goodbye to the cast and the PDs, he's off into the night with his no-longer-new Honda. 

 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait