Insufficient, A Broken Heart

Downing Today, Drowning Tomorrow

themedicalscholar: Hey guys, I have been busy these past few days and I'm sorry if I was not enough for you guys. But certainly I will try to do more, and write more. Being busy doesn't suit me, I have seriously been drained. Anyways, I'll just continue writing, and the building up is coming. I told you, this is nothing - and I'll make all of the KwangMong shipper delighted. I hope you guys are patient and bear with me. I hope you subscribe, vote and also comment! I'm feeling lonely these days. And most of all, please enjoy!

 

'Thanks for the dinner, Jong Suk-ah.' She says as Lee Jong Suk walked her to her car. She parked close from the restaurant, so it was merely just a few steps. She leaned on her car door, searching for her keys. 

'I had fun, noona.' He says, with a smile on his face. She looked at him, his face was dimly lit, but she could see the dimples on his face. 

'Noona..' He says, somehow reluctantly. She found her keys, but she was caught off guard. She raised her eyebrows. His face was too close to hers, and she could feel her heart race out of her chest. He wanted to lean for a kiss, but somehow he changed his mind. He pulled away, But as he pulled away, she spoke. 'Kwang Soo-ya?' 

She pushed her away, leaving Jong Suk speechless.

Lee Jong Suk turned to find Song Ji Hyo running to a man that was familliar to him, too familliar. Lee Kwang Soo, a fellow cast of Running Man. But why does he look so shocked and why was she in such a hurry? Why was she scurrying to him? He wonders. But then he looked the way she looked at him, he realizes it was no joke. She.. likes him. Anybody blind could have known, she looked at Kwang Soo as if he was the only person there. Jong Suk thought that he wouldn't have any competition because while the camera was on; they sufficiently concealed it so that the viewers could have never known. 

Jong Suk just stayed there, leaning on his car. Somehow there was tension around them, somehow Kwang Soo couldn't even look at her. He decided to intervene. , Jo

'Hey, what are you doing here?' He asked Kwang Soo but Kwang Soo didn't seem like he wanted to talk to him. 

'I have a dinner with my company.' He says. King Kong entertainment, Kwang Soo sure did hit it big, Jong Suk said under his breath. 

'Noona, I guess you're in capable hands now, I'll go home first.' Jong Suk said, wanting to flee from this horrible situation. Noona likes him, he says, replaying it in his mind. 

'Thank you again, Jong Suk-ah.' She says, bowing gratefully. 

'No worries, noona.' Somehow he couldn't just live it at that. He needed to fight it; of course he needed to. He liked her, even if she didn't know it. Jong Suk immediately leaned in, and kissed her cheek swiftly - leaving both Kwang Soo and Ji Hyo's mouth gape open. He merely smiled, even with a broken heart, then he left without a word. 

 

Kwang Soo somehow felt fishy from everything, why did Jong Suk give her a peck? Song Ji Hyo thought it wasn't a big deal, it was not the first time. Somehow they both weren't talking. 'Noona..' He called her. 

'Yes?' 

'Were you guys on a date before I was here?' He asked, somehow there was a hint of anger in his voice. 

'I couldn't call it a date.' She says, somehow she couldn't feel the weight of the situation. 

'If it wasn't a date, then why did he kiss you like that?' His voice raised a little bit.

Song Ji Hyo frowned, 'What do you mean why? He's just a cheeky dongsaeng I know, why does it matter?' She says. 

'It..' He pulls her away from the exposure, he led her back near her car. 'He doesn't look like he was just being cheeky, noona.' He says. 

'Kwang Soo-ya, why are you being like this?' 

He took a step closer to his noona, so close he could hear her breathing. 'I am just someone to you, isn't it?' He says, under his breath. 

'Kwang Soo..' 

'Stupid of me to think that you actually did feel something for me, silly me.' He says, with a painful expression that made even Ji Hyo not know what to do. He took a breath, turned around, and did not even turn around when Ji Hyo called his name. I was the only one in love, he says to himself. He could hear his heart breaking. Stupid of me to think that noona chose me over anyone. He says to himself as he walked back into the restaurant. 

 

 

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kwangsooxkyungsoo #1
Chapter 19: I read it again after a year but the heartbreak still feels the same </3
MrsStar #2
Chapter 111: I just finished reading this, but I can’t really decide if I liked it or not. I guess the events leading to the ending (after Chapter 95) was/is not my cup of tea, it kind of made me upset in a way since I love KwangMong, that’s why. But other than that, I loved your writing. KwangMong has been my ship, so thank you for this story :)
regzlim
#3
Chapter 5: Another great chapter.

I like how Kwang Soo is very caring towards Ji Hyo.
I also liked the way he stumbled when Ji Hyo asked the innocent question, "Did you sleep okay?" It was kinda endearing.

Although at the end of the chapter, I ended up feeling a little sorry for Ji Hyo. Yes, she was partly to blame for encouraging Kwang Soo to drink, but she had to be the one comforting him.

I kinda felt both characters cared deeply about the other. With Ji Hyo fixing him breakfast and then comforting him and with Kwang Soo apologising even though it was not entirely his fault for what happened the night before. And I like that you had him behave timidly. It feels like you are setting us up that he cares very deeply for her. If not he wouldn't be so afraid of shaking the status quo.

I'm so looking forward to find out what happens to them! I've upvoted and subscribed. You have yourself a fan!
regzlim
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I never read this story before. I chanced upon your story while browsing the kwangmong tag and I'm sure glad I did. I think your your style of writing is very unique and I'm really kinda enjoying the short chapters.

Although I'm only four chapters in, I'm hooked and I can't wait to find out what happens next! Now off I go to read the rest of the story!
xxxcaixxx #5
Chapter 111: rất cám ơn bạn khi viết bài hát truyện về họ. I got tracking messages from the first and you hope that they will be together. Please again you than that the story of the current ship of my <3. You may be may in live and write them story
mushoo
#6
Hey, I have to admit I was a silent reader to this and was pleasantly surprised when you updated and completed it! I just love your style of writing, it really captured my attention to the point where I binge read the first 50 chapters then realised that it was unhealthy hahaha.
It was such a roller coaster for both Ji Hyo and Kwang Soo, I had always thought that their relationship was moving so fast that it would hurtle of the tracks. It was such a bitter sweet open ending which leaves me hoping for something more. Overall the whole story was so realistic which I found captivating, it showed not only highs of a relationship but also the lows.
So thanks for sharing this. I can't wait for you next idea. I look forward to reading it.
Anisart #7
Chapter 111: Thankyou thank you.... i really curious about your project next time.. cant wait