hellooo^^ can you please make an angst scenario with ikon's hanbin? Like you found out that he used you to make his crush jealous? (happy end please) ~^^~ I REALLY love your writing T__T it makes me feel sad yet so happy at the same time XD

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"Things have changed a bit now, you know?" Hanbin blurted out to one of his friends that stood on the couch. They were watching TV, even drinking some beer as they spoke. His current girlfriend was in the kitchen, cooking as she had came home just a few hours ago from work. It had been a few months since they started dating and all the insecurities had faded away, or at least most of them.

"Yeah, I remember." "What re you talking about?" his friend stared at him, rolling his eyes as he shook his head, drinking some of the liquid he had available on the bottle. Kyungri was done cooking. She was about to call the boys when she heard his friend talking about something that got her attention.

"You and Kyungri." "What about us?" "Oh please, Hanbin. When you two started dating, you didn't even like her. She was just... There. The closest girl who was available to use." the female frowned at the talk they were having and without knowing, she wanted to dig deeper into the subject a bit more so she wouldn't misunderstand the conversation - if there was anything possible to misunderstand. "Everyone knew you were head over heels for Yuna. I still don't know how you convinced Kyungri that you liked her." as she thought, there was nothing to misunderstand. She was aware of the situation now and that made her realize how stupid she was to give herself to him so easily.

"Kyungri wasn't that bad back then..." his comment hurt her the most. The female pulled on a straight face, walking up to them as she didn't feel like listening to it anymore. "The food is on the kitchen." her quiet tone informed, startling both males. Hanbin looked at her, getting up as he failed to notice the look in her eyes. There was more than just her face could pull off. "Thank you, baby." he told her, pecking her head gently. She nodded and headed to the room.

Hanbin blinked at her actions - she usually hugged him tightly and even asked for another kiss as the first one was so satisfying and addictive. "Babe,  are you okay?" he asked just to hear her simple answer. "Yes, I just had a long day at work. I'm tired." that was enough excuse to run away from the reality she didn't want to face, so she could think about it before doing something she would regret - as of there was anything to regret after this.

"Your girlfriend didn't look as good." "She's just tired, like she said." Hanbin failed to notice how her soft tone turned so cold and harsh as meaningless words escaped her thin lips. His friend, on the other hand, was aware of that small detail that was obvious. "Let's eat." he added, heading to the kitchen just to his lips at the sight of the delicious food that was proudly showing off a preview of the taste. His friend as well, found this situation pleasing, blaming his stomach for being such a party popper.

"Kyungri's cooking is the best." the still nameless male told Hanbin as he chuckled. "I know. I'm glad I got Yuna off my head with Kyungri." Hanbin commented. "Kyungri is doing well to you." his friend said to him and the male couldn't agree more.

"See you tomorrow, dude." Hanbin closed the door behind him and headed to the room.

"Baby" he whispered, wondering if his girlfriend was sleeping but instead, he was faced with her shoulders raising and falling quietly as she sat on the bed. Her head was buried in her knees as she quietly cried. The male was surprised with the sudden sight.

"Baby?" Hanbin called again, louder this time just to notice the female got up from the bed and ran to the bathroom. He ran after her but she quickly closed the door before he could go in. He sighed quietly "When you want to talk about it... I'll be here." Hanbin waited for her on the bed.

The female came out when he was already asleep. She stared at him quietly, hating him for giving her such senseless pain. She was aware of the fact he was not honest when he confessed to her but she didn't know the reasons behind it yet, she still decided to give him a chance. And at this exact moment, she regret giving him such chance. Her head thought of every empty 'I love you' he told her and every single kiss he glued to her head. "Why me?" she whispered to the sleeping male as she didn't want that question answered. She knew what he would say. He liked Yuna and it was easier to get the girl by making her jealous with someone else.

The female headed to the living room and picked up her phone, sniffing quietly from what she got to know a few hours ago. She didn't call Yuna but instead texted her to meet her in her house in a hour. She knew Hanbin would be awake by then. Yuna was actually close with Kyungri, they were good friends and thankfully, she hadn't presented her boyfriend to Yuna, which meant that if she felt something for Hanbin, she didn't need to feel guilty when stealing her friend's boyfriend. The only reason she thought like this was because she was now aware of the crush Hanbin could still have for Yuna.

Kyungri rushed out of her house, leaving the male behind with everything that belonged to her. She would get her stuff later anyways or maybe Hanbin would rather live with Yuna? The female ignored her thoughts and proceeded to have breakfast on the coffee by herself. She didn't quite feel like eating but she needed to work and in order to work, she needed to make up for the food she didn't eat yesterday.

Hanbin woke up to a quiet house. He frowned by noticing his girlfriend was not by his side. He remembered she ran into the bathroom last night and that was exactly the place he looked for her in. But she wasn't there. He walked around the house but there was no sign of her. He panicked. What happened last night?  Why was she acting this way? It made no sense. He sighed out of relief when he heard the bell ring. He ran to the door and just when he was about to thank god and hug his girlfriend, his eyes fell on a female he knew "Yuna?" he asked, surprised. The female too, was surprised at first but soon understood her friend set her up with this male. She chuckled and walked in, not letting the male pronnounce any other word. ''I haven't seen you around for a while, what have you done, Hanbin?'' the female asked, letting herself sit on the couch as the male closed the door. He wasn't sure of what he should do in this situation, much less what the female was doing inside his house nor how she actually found out he lived there right after he talked about her the day before.

The thought of his girlfriend missing made him tense up a bit more, especially because he had no idea where she was nor what was going on. ''You know, I always liked you.'' the female confessed, making the male stare at her, wondering why he never really took the chance of being foward about his feelings just to remember he was taken. ''We could try tho..'' her suggestion messed his mind; did he still have feelings for her or was he totally over her now that he had Kyungri in his life? He wasn't sure.

Kyungri, on the other hand, found herself at a park after breakfast. She pouted slightly, wondering what she could do. Maybe she could call her mo- right, she left her phone at home. The female took a look at her wrist watch and sighed out of relief, noticing it was past the time she told Yuna to meet up with her, which meant that probably her ex was with Yuna somewhere else that was not their house. With this thoughts in mind, the female decided to get her phone but she regret doing so. As soon as she opened the door, she found Hanbin and Yuna on the couch, making out. Wow. She never really thought he'd be so quick but then again, she was just something he used to get together with Yuna, what was she expecting?

By hearing the sound of Kyungri's steps, Hanbin pulled away from Yuna's lips and took a look at the door, widening his eyes at the sight of his girlfriend. She didn't even look at him. She lowered her head and walked towards the room. Hanbin shook his head quickly and pushed the female off his lap to run after his girlfriend who seemed to misunderstand the situation. Was there anything to misunderstand? In her point of view, no. No, there wasn't.

Kyungri picked up the phone she left on the door and just when she was about to exit the room, Hanbin stood in her way and stopped her from leaving him. ''Baby, this is not what you're thiking, let me explain.'' he begged her but instead of looking at him, she chuckled quietly ''There's nothing to explain. It was her who you wanted from the beggining, I just decided to help you. Now you have her so there's nothing else for me to do here.'' she spat at him, letting him know he was the reason why she cried herself to sleep last night. She heard everything, every single word he exchanged with his friend when she was in the kitchen and even if she wanted to believe he loved her, after what she heard, she couldn't. She couldn't simply ignore the fact he was into someone else and that someone didn't share the same name nor body as Kyungri. The male felt confused with her speech as well; why would she do this to him? He couldn't really understand.

''Wait.'' he asked her right after she passed by him. She sighed and turned around to meet him ''Why did you do this?'' ''Apparently I'm not good enough for you.'' ''If you're talking about the conversation I had last ni-'' ''You don't have to explain anything, Hanbin. You didn't want me from the beggining, why would now be different?'' he thought for a second. Her words were somehow hurtful but right. If he didn't like her from the beggining and used her to get Yuna, why would he care if she left him when he had who he always wanted to be with, waiting for him in the living room? However, the answer was obvious; he loved Kyungri. Out of fear of loosing the female, he ran up to her and held her wrist. ''Sometimes the things we want are not what we need.'' he tried to convience the female to stay but she shook her head slowly. If she compared herself to Yuna, she was lacking a lot. ''Well, sometimes you have to lose what you need to understand that what you want may not be worth winning over what you need.'' with this, she pulled her wrist away and reached for her keys, just to remember she didn't want to be in that house any longer.

''I will come get my stuff later.'' she whispered, exiting the house and leaving Hanbin behind, staring at the door. Yuna on the other hand, was confused with what happened in front of her eyes. ''Am I missing something?'' she asked, getting up to meet the male whose brain seemed in coma. He sighed heavily and shook his head after a few minutes, blaming himself for what happened. ''Look...'' ''She's my friend. I can help you.'' Yuna suddenly offered the male who looked at her, in hope that would be enough. ''But first I need to know what's going on. I'm lost.'' she added, much to his dislike. The male guided her to the couch and told her about the story.

''So that's why she messaged me just a while ago...'' she mumbled, looking down at her hands ''Look, I'm sorry, I didn't know you two were a couple.'' ''No...it's okay, it was my fault, I should have been honest with her since day one...'' ''Yes, you should.'' she agreed with him before sighing. ''Come on, let's make up for the you made before it's too late.'' the female told Hanbin, ordering him to go take a shower as she cleaned the house. She had a plan in her mind, maybe it was going to work but they wouldn't know it until they tried it.

The clock now announced seven in the afteroon, almost time for dinner in Hanbin's stomach watch. Yuna smiled to herself as she noticed the male dressing up all fancy. She chuckled, helping him with his tie before digging her hands into his messy hair just to comb it a bit in a way he'd look presentable. ''Do you think this is going to work?'' the male asked, nervously. ''Well, if you don't mess up... it will work.'' she commented, heading towards the door. Hanbin sighed heavily and nodded slowly, pacing around the room as he waited for Kyungri who informed him she'd get her stuff later on that day. Yuna sent her a message, saying she was heading out with Hanbin so she could come inside and take her stuff with her. She waved at Hanbin and exited the house but the male wasn't even paying attention to her.

Once Kyungri arrived, the house was all dark since the lights were all off. Thank God, she thought; she was crying still. The thought of loosing someone that was never hers to someone she was close with was horrible and the feeling was even harder to describe. The female didn't even feel like turning on the lights as she knew where the room was anyways. As soon as Hanbin heard the door unlock, he froze and stood still, on the place he stopped since he wa spacing around the living room. His eyes watched a figure pass by him without noticing he was there, towards the room.

''B-Baby.'' his voice called, showing off just how afraid he was that if he missed this chance, she would be gone. The female jumped in surprise as she heard a voice. She turned around, noticing a dark shaped shadow that walked towards her. Once he was close enough, she was able to understand who stood there. ''What are you doing here? You're supposed to be with Yuna...'' she said, surprised to see him there. She didn't want him to understand that she was still crying over him who didn't deserve any of her tears. The male shook his head slowly ''I'm supposed to be with you. You should have stayed if you heard me and Donghyuk talking last night.'' he stopped, holding his breathe, afraid she would vanish if he exhaled. Kyungri looked down ''All you two said was enough, I heard all I had to hear but at least you won't have to force yourself to pretend you like me.'' ''No, wait, let me talk.'' he asked her, reaching out for her who stepped back. 

''I'm hurt, Hanbin. I'm deeply hurt. I thought you...I thought that every time we kissed I wasn't the only one feeling sparkles inside. I thought I was special to you. I even thought of us in the future.'' she confessed, wiping away her tears as she chuckled in order to muffle her sniffing. ''Let me explain, please...'' he begged, reaching out for her once again. This time, she didn't step back. Instead, she stood still and let him speak; she didn't want to take that long as she was just going to get her thights and leave. 

''At first I didn't like you. I really liked her ...'' he started, gulping down his saliva as his fingers brushed against her cold arms that were harshly hit by the wind outside. ''But I started growing feelings for you. I forgot about her. I admit I used you to make her jealous but...there was this day when I realized just how stupid I was being and the opportunity I was missing. I don't want to throw you away. I can assure you that every time I told you I love you, I meant it. I meant it, I swear. I didn't want to say it to you at first so I wouldn't hurt you but that one time it slipped out my lips, I was honest. When I confessed to you, two months after we started dating, I was totally honest. And from there on, I never thought about her anymore. There's only you.'' he explained to her, knowing that the first part, even if he said softly would always sound harsh since there was no nice way to put the way he played with her feelings right in the beggining. 

Knowing his girlfriend, knowing it was hard to get her back, knowing he had hurt her a bit too much, he got on his knees in front of her and let his hands slip towards hers. He held them tightly knowing that if she decided to leave and he lost her for good, he would never forgive himself. Never in his life. He wouldn't want to look at himself in the mirror after doing such mean thing. But he knew he could still work it out...if she allowed him to.

''Hanbin, get up please. Don't make fun of yourself.'' she whispered to him, sniffing quietly as his words kept replaying on her mind. ''I don't care if i'm embarrassing myself right now, I just don't want you to leave me alone.'' he told her, sniffing too. The female felt surprised. Never had she seen her boyfriend crying; this was when she realized he wasn't playing around when he confessed his feelings to her. ''If you leave me, I swear I won't forgive myself for doing this to you.'' he whispered as his voice cracked, not allowing him to talk directly like he wanted to. The female bit her lip and shook his hands gently ''Hanbin, please get up.'' ''Then take me back. Don't lave me...'' he asked her, lifting his head to look at her just to notice how bad it felt to be this small, not physically but psychologically. 

Kyungri, started at him for a while before she let her knees drop down to the floor and her head bury on his chest like it usually did when she was stressed; she found his embrace to be the most comfortable to be in and after hearing his words, she knew he was like a shield - whatever came against her would have to drop him down to the floor first before getting to be one of her worries. His arms wrapped almost immediatelly around her, tightly ''I swear I thought I was going to lose you.'' he whispered in her hear, kissing the skin that covered her cheek gently. She sniffed, hugging him tighter as she agreed with him. The only difference was the fact she thought she had lost him long ago but she was wrong. Without her knowleadge, he was there. 

A.N.: omfg i'm sorry for taking so long ;; But oh well, at least it's done, right? Anyways, this was one of the oneshots I got asked to write on the other tumblr blog (that i'm still trying to figure out what happened?) and i hope that the person who requested this is able to read this oneshot? I really hope you are. Anyways, thank you soooo much for requesting, i hope you liked and feel free to request again anytime!