김 Hanbin • 20 ¦ request

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heyy can you please make an angst scenario with a happy ending? Like you havent meet Hanbin for a long time then you saw his advertisements and concerts with other girls on tv, so you feel insecure because there are antifans that hate you?

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''Thank you, so much for the support, we love you all!'' Hanbin shouted, holding up a trophy; the female smiled slightly at the sight of her boyfriend on the tv. Lately, that's the only place she had been able to see him in. He rarelly called her now, probably because of the timezones, he was asleep when she was awake and everything else that could be used as an excuse. Her dark colored eyes watched the scene on the tv as her lips released a soft sigh. ''Jinah, stop beating yourself up with this, it's not your fault.'' her sister whispered to her, watching how her hand held onto a card that she recently recieved. The female got up and shrugged her shoulders, heading to her room as she ignored her sister again. It has been two weeks since she started acting like this. Hanbin and Jinah didn't meet over three months and up to recently, she was okay as she got to see him on tv but lately, after someone found out about the relationship she was in with Hanbin, certain comments started gaining some weight on her life, along with the cards that she recieved often in her working place.

Her head rest over her soft pillow as she reread the most recent later; she didn't quite understand where so much hate come from if she was just dating someone she liked. It was not like they'd last forever and at this point, she wished they had never met and that none of them had confessed. Jinah had thought about breaking up with Hanbin more times than she should have but she couldn't help herself. The thought of stopping her feelings was slowly growing in her brain but she couldn't bring those thoughts out as words. The rare times he called her were spent talking about how happy he was and how much he missed her and plus, she thought he deserved at least to have her telling him she wanted it to be over face to face. It made no sense breaking up through a text or a phone call. She was concidering him and his career and she thanked everything and everyone since his promotions were almost over. This meant that after he came back, he would be on hiatus, which would give him enough time to forget about her before he had a comeback with his band. It was a great plan. For him at least. She'd try to make it through somehow. Ignoring the tv wasn't that hard. Eating, working and sleeping wasn't that hard either. She'd make through it. She had made her mind up.

''Babe, I'm coming home soon~'' ''I miss you'' she smiled softly at the face that was in front of her, through the phone ''Miss you too, baby. I'm coming up to meet you soon, okay? I brought you something too.'' ''Hanbin, don't bring anything, really.'' she shook her head, trying to sound okay with it but after she broke up with him, would she want to look at the stuff he gave her? She wasn't sure even if the answer was more than obvious. She sighed quietly, panicking as she remembered she couldn't give it in in front of him ''Is everything okay, Jinah?'' she could hear his concerned voice asking her the question she wanted to avoid the most. A smile was forced into her lips as she sook her head ''I'm just stressed because of my work. My boss proposed something to me and I'm just wondering if I should take it or not.'' he laughed quietly ''I know you'll find out what to do...I gotta go now... I will board the plane, see you in some hours, baby.'' ''See you soon, have a safe trip.'' with this, the facetime was over. Jinah was glad; she threw her phone away, knowing soon she would be letting out everything she didn't want to hear herself say yet had to be done. Her dark eyes released tears while she buried her face on the pillow; she didn't try to fight those, she had tried before but keeping them in at this moment made absolute no sense. She didn't need to keep those anyways. She cried herself to sleep that night but she was glad her room had no more memories of her and her soon to be ex.

Jinah woke up to the voice of someone she knew. Her boyfriend was calling her name softly; once she opened her eyes, she saw his huge smile but as soon as he noticed her dry tears and her puffy red eyes, his smile faded away. He frowned and helped her sit up, stretching his arm so his hand could touch her face but she didn't want him to touch her anymore. It would make her think again about the situation and that was the last thing she wanted in that moment. Jinah pushed his hand away from her cheeks and shook her head, making Hanbin worry even more about the situation. ''Hey, what's wrong?'' he tilted his head slightly, leaning to his side so he could see her face that she tried her best to hide. She didn't want to see him, she didn't want to tell him what was on her mind because she knew that the moment she announced her worries to him, their relationship would be over.

He managed to take her hands away from her face but he wished he didn't since he found her eyes crying crystal tears that he wanted to avoid. His thumb wiped those tears away as his eyes looked at her full of worry before she started ''Hanbin'' the way she pronnounced his name warned him right away that she was going to say something he didn't want to hear. ''Let's break up.'' she asked, surprising him; out of everything bad he could expect, she picked out the worst, leaving him speechless. ''I'm sorry that I've been fooling you for so long but I really don't like you. It all started as a bet with my friends, I never meant to make you fall in love with me as much as you did...I'm really sorry.'' she had gotten this idea from one of the letters she was sent and she couldn't regret her words more than she did in that moment; she bit her lip harshly, hating how bad those words sounded and how she was hurting him ''I'm so sorry Hanbin, I never meant to h-'' ''I don't want to hear you nor see you again in my ing life, ever again, understand?'' with this, he got up from her bed and she nodded her head, she deserved this and finally broke down when she heard the front door bang. He was free, which meant she probably wouldn't have any problems with his fans any longer. This made her smile but she was nowhere near happy because she had let go of her happiness.

It has been a while since any of the members of her ex's band came to talk to her, basically since Hanbin and Jinah broke up. She felt relieved but at the same time heavy over the fact she was forcing this situation. Jinah managed to get through the first month alright. She rarely went out but when she did, she would try to make the most out of it. However, due to Hanbin's crazy fans, she wasn't able to be in peace. One of her friends asked her out for lunch so she could relax and get over her ex for a while, letting her head rest for a few minutes but...there's always a but. As soon as they sat down to order, her voice was called. Jiwon was standing there, looking at the male in front of her ''Mind if I steal her for a second?'' the male was taken aback but held his hands up as if telling him he didn't mind, at all. Jinah glared at him but soon followed Jiwon. 

''Hanbin doesn't want to get out of his room. What the hell did you do to him?'' ''I told him the truth.'' ''About?'' Jinah looked away, giving away the fact she was lying; she was bad at lying and she couldn't look at anybody in the eyes once she was trying to lie and unfortunatelly, Jiwon knew about it ''I only started him because my friends bet me to do it.'' ''You're lying.'' ''I'm not.'' ''Then look me in the eyes and tell me it was all just a bet for you.'' he ordered, watching the female quietly turn her head to face the male. She tried to escape his eyes but she couldn't; she looked into them and started ''It was just'' she stopped, finding it extremelly hard to keep going on. It wasn't just a bet. ''just a bet.'' she quickly said to him. Jiwon sighed and shook his head ''What happened? Why did you break up with him? There has to be a damn reason. I can't keep going on trying to get him out of his room. He barelly wants to eat...do you know that he was planning on asking you to be his? As in, for the rest of your lives.'' he tilted his head slightly, crossing his arms over his chest ''He was so happy that he couldn't even stop grinning, he couldn't even fall asleep on the damn plane, he even got Donghyuk mad at him for being more noisy than Junhwe. Because of you. I don't think you realise what you have done, Jinah.'' he frowned, sighing quietly as he confessed this small fact to the female who bit her lip ''I don't want to marry him. I don't want to see him.'' ''Stop lying to yourself, for 's sake. I'm so tired of having him crying. You don't have to deal with it but we do. He even refused to go see his mother and sister.'' Jinah looked up at him, frowning.

She finally gave in, letting her feelings be translated by tears ''I can't go back to him. I really can't, you should understand that.'' ''Why?'' ''Because I can't.'' frustrated, the male took her hand and pulled her with him, forcing her to enter the car he came in. ''To the dorm.'' he asked, crossing his arms as the male on the driver's seat started driving where Bobby ordered him to. ''You're solving this right now, I'm tired of this. Honestly tired.'' he leaned on his seat but soon froze, hearing Jinah shout at him ''I don't want to go back to him, what did you not understand? His fans do not like me, I don't want him to be punished because of me. I'm solving a damn problem, could you understand that for once?'' however, she slapped . She shouldn't have talked about his fans. She shouldn't have mentioned it. ''Are you perhaps being blackmailed?'' the way his voice whispered those words was scary. Jinah had no other option left but to be honest with the male. Unwillingly, she nodded her head, looking outside the window. ''Why didn't you tell him? You didn't make the right decision for any of you.'' ''He'd get over me at some point.'' ''No he wouldn't because he's dumb enough to want to marry you when you're so ing selfish.'' he was honestly mad at the female as in his eyes, her actions made no sense. He was sure Hanbin would rather know about the situation and take care of it than simply having his girlfriend breaking up with him out of nowhere. ''I hate you, Bobby.'' ''I never liked you either.'' he commented, killing the conversation right there.

As soon as they arrived the dorm, he pulled her in and opened the door of his shared room, walking in to pull Junhwe along with him ''You have visits, Hanbin.'' he coldy said, closing the door after Junhwe exited the room as well. Jinah and Hanbin were left in the room ''I don't want to talk with anybody.'' he commented, sitting up quietly to see the female he had been crying over. ''I thought I was clear when I said I don't want to see you anymore?'' ''I'm sorry.'' was all she could say. The male scoffed after hearing her out. ''Why did you even come?'' ''Jiwon dragged me here.'' ''Then you can leave.'' ''He won't let me.'' she pointed to the door, knowing that probably he was there, to stop her from leaving until she spoke the truth to his best friend. He sighed and wiped away his tears ''There's just something I don't understand...why did you bet us?'' he asked, getting up to wash his face as he somehow didn't want her to see how bad she had forced him to be. She kept quiet for a while, wondering if she should go on with her lie, forgetting she was unable to lie to him. ''Because they wanted me to tell you that.'' ''Who?'' Jinah frowned, ''Your fans.'' ''Are you friends with my fans?'' he came out of the bathroom, asking her in a low tone as he didn't understand her the slightest. Sighing, she walked up to him and handed a letter out for him, allowing him to read the letter where she based the acting of. His lips met into a straight line as his eyes read the words. His jawline tightened as his expression was no longer sad but angry. ''Why didn't you tell me about this?'' ''It didn't matter that much. It's not like we'll always be together, someday you'll get over me and all of this will be over so if you told you fans to stop this, some of them would hate you and when there's no more us, there's nothing else for you, right?'' she sighed and walked to the door ''I told you the truth so I guess I can go now anyways so yeah. I'm sorry.'' she mumbled, opening the door to find Bobby standing there. ''I already told him, now I can go.'' Jinah claimed, pushing him aside but Hanbin came out to meet her ''What are you even talking about?'' ''You'll end up with one of those beautiful models or idols you see around because that's what's supposed to happen. You're not supposed to date someone like me, don't you get it, Hanbin?'' ''Are you jealous of anyone?'' he carelessly asked, having Jinah turning around to meet him ''I'm not jealous but aware of the reality. Do you want me to point out the reasons too?'' ''Go ahead.'' she stared at him quietly, watching him cross his eyes over his chest; why did she even suggest it in first place?

''Alright. They're always with you, I'm not. They can dance, I can't. They can sing, I can't. They have money, I don't. They have a brilliant future, I don't. They have the looks, I don't. They're nice and concidering towards other people, I'm not. They're mature, I'm not. Your friends like them, they don't like me, at all. And lastly, I don't belong here. They do.'' Jiwon bit his lip, thinking that the last phrases may have been spat out because of him and the way he spoke to her when he was mad at her actions. ''I miss you because you're not around like they are. I like you for being clumsy when you dance. I can't sing either. That's alright, we don't need money to work things out. What are you talking about? You do have a brilliant future, you just have to find out what you want to do with your life. I never said I loved you because of your looks. I never asked you to be nice nor concidering towards anyone, all I ever done was ask you to accept me just like I accept you. That's fine too, mature or not, I like you. And I'm the one who has to like you? I'm your boyfriend. And for god's sake, I don't ing care about them, don't you get it?'' he answered her over everything she pointed out ''Got anything else to say? Or can we talk things out like the two adults we are and solve this?'' ''I told you I'm not mature.'' she mumbled, just to notice Hanbin rolled his eyes at her before sighing ''You're impossible.'' ''What do you want me to say? You're much better without me. Love comes and goes but you can't replace your career as easily. You don't need me, at all.'' ''Can you stop with that? You're pissing me off with that ing conversation. I need you, okay? I need you more than I ever needed anyone. I don't know what the hell you did to me but you gave me a reason to work harder and to come home after a long day of work. Honestly, can we stop this stupid drama and go back to what we were? Jinah, please.'' the sound of his begging voice woke something up inside of her. She too wanted to go back and hold onto him as she hasn't been okay with this at all. She found strange the fact she had to sleep alone most of the time. It was like she was inside a universe where there was nothing but her. Wherever she looked, everything seemed black and that was because Hanbin was the ray of light she had thrown away after giving out such stupid excuse. It did nothing good to the both of them so probably she shouldn't even think of it anymore. 

Jinah sighed quietly and turned around, hugging him tightly; fighting against her will was too difficult in that moment when all she needed was him, she knew it and the second her arms wrapped around him, his arms wrapped around her tightly so nothing would pull them apart ''Please be honest from now on, I want to know what's wrong with you, baby.'' he whispered to her, pressing his lips gently on her head ''I missed calling you baby.'' ''I missed hearing it.'' she confessed just to hear a slight laugh from her boyfriend who didn't mind the fact his friends were watching him. Jiwon had yet to apologize to the female but that was certainly not the moment and when he did decide to apologize to her, he wouldn't want Hanbin around; he didn't need any more drama to exist in his friend's life. Truth was, that night, Hanbin didn't let Jinah leave as he claimed to be away from her for too long, leading her to forget about the friend she left behind on the restaurant. He was probably home anyways. The couple slept on the couch since they were watching tv too comfortably. Jinah was cuddled into her boyfriend's embrace as they weren't willing to shed any more tears, they still needed water to survive anyways.

 

A.N.: Ups... I may have gone too overboard with this. I'm sorry /sings to iKON's apology, hoping you'll forgive me/coughs. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it, thank you SO much for requesting and I'm sorry for taking so long; hope you enjoyed it!

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iisalexithymia
#1
hehe i just come back to upvote ?
Akinaaa
#2
Member: Kim Han Bin a.k.a B.I
Name: Kwon Mina
Genre:IDK you can decide
Plot: Hanbin and Mina have friends for a very long time. They drift apart because, Hanbin becomes a trainee and Mna finishes her studies. After a long time the see each other and Hanbin confesses his feeling to Mina. Mina accepts his feelings
MyHottestAMPDay
#3
Member: Donghyuk
Name: Lee Jiyeon
Genre: Kind of angst and fluff ? I don't really know, haha.
Plot: Jiyeon has an eating disorder. She only eats something when she's with her friends because she doesn't want them to worry and feels bad as soon as she eats something which almost always leads to throwing up as soon as she is alone. It's getting better now that she has her boyfriend, donghyuk, though. She doesn't throw up anymore but she still hates herself for eating and never eats much. She still thinks she's too fat and too ugly as well.
And the story is just.. donghyuk finding out about Jiyeons problems and tries to help her and tells her that she's beautiful and he loves her the way she is and that he's worried and all that kind of things?
fedianadnd #4
iKon member; kim jinhwan + kim hanbinn
• your character's name; yoo aejeong (oc)
• genres; angst + fluff
• small plot (optional); jinhwan spends too much time with aejeong's bestfriend, hajin, even on their most important date (anniversary). jinhwan dated hajin and aejeong met hanbin (dating too), reconciles 3 years later (hajin cheated again and hanbin passed away). please make the ending fluffy, thank you!

ps ) sorry if it the plot'soo long or somethin!!*
choco_mint99 #5
Ikon member : Chanwoo
Your character : Lee Sohye
Genre : fluff
Small plot : ( I'll pick one from the list above- I'll drive you to the hospital)
Thank you for reading my request :)
kmcl21
#6
• iKon member; Kim Jinhwan.
• your character's name; Lee Mirae (Mirae means 'beauty' and 'future' just for reference kkk)
• song (optional); Today (Oneul ddara) -iKON
• genres; Fluffx1000
• small plot; Mirae is Tablo's niece, she's 19 years old. Tablo and Hyejung had asked Mirae to babysit Haru over the weekend since they have important matters to attend. Come Monday, Mirae's supposed to drop Haru on YGE. That's when she first met iKON--who were all mesmerized by her, particularly the 13cm fairy.
• other; Could you make it like, they're all fighting for her attention? But in the end, Jinani 'won'. Kkk~ Thank you~
ilovechangkyunim
#7
Hey, can i have a reuest?? XD

• iKon member; Kim Jinhwan
• your character's name; Regina Yoon
• song (optional); Monsta X's All In
• genres; A lil' bit drama + angst + (can I? HAHAHA)
• small plot (optional); Regina was one year older than Jinhwan. Regina was an iKON's new assistant and have a secret with the other assistant that Jinhwan is her favorite member. Jinhwan heard about that and want Regina prove that.
• other (anything you'd like to add); Jinhwan was a cool guy when the first meeting with Regina.

Good luck!!