Never Let Go

SHINee One Shots & Drabbles

Hearing her scream at me, the tears in her eyes all brought it around for me, I finally understood what everyone else saw. Why hadn’t I? Why was I so blind to the pain I was causing her. I’ve been here all along, I’ve been there by her side inflicting the pain, but I was unaware, why had I been so obtuse?

“Don’t you dare act like I haven’t been trying!” She yells at me, her hair falling in her face, gulping I quell my rage and reach out to gently her face. “W-what are you doing?” Jiyoon asks taken back, but she stays where she is.

“I’m sorry.” I whisper taking her hand. “I shouldn't have yelled at you.” She stays quiet.

“Taemin?” She asks looking up at me confused. “I’m sorry too…”

Smiling we both take a seat on the couch, looking at each other we grin, and it’s like for a moment everything is ok, that we aren’t going to end, all is ok.

 

“You know what I like best?” She asks giggling as we walk eating ice cream, her smiling at me like I’m all that matters.

“Hmmh?” I ask her hooking arms with her, smiling up at me she kissing my shoulder. “What was that for?” I ask her happily, swallowing my pride was the best thing I ever did for us, letting myself letting things go, she did it too, now we don’t argue, well not like we used to.

“Being with you like this.” She says quietly. “I thought for a while that we wouldn’t make it, that we’d get sick of it all, that eventually we’d just have to call it quits. I didn’t want that, but I was making you so unhappy.” She whispers. “I’m making you happy right?” She asks me looking up at me, my Jiyoon.

“You’re the most important thing to me in the world,” I tell her kissing her forehead. “I was scared too, I’m glad we got through it.”

“Taemin, I love you.” She whispers while my lips are pressed against her face, looking down at her surprised, her blushing and waiting for me.

“I love you too Jiyoon,” I say confidently, “Come on let’s get home so we can watch that drama.” I say tugging her along, the goofy smile present on her face.

“No, we can watch that movie you wanted to watch, as long as you’ll hold my hand.” She says surprising me. Jiyoon hates horror movies, she’s never sat through one with me.

Grinning I nod my head. “I’ll never let go.”


Since my mini-series, and before really, I've had a difficult time trying to write for Taemin. I love the kid (Even if he is older than me I refer to him as kid xD) I can't ever write for him. I've had several ideas that were meant for him to turn into a full fic, but then I turn him into a minor character and build up on one of the other members so I scrap the idea entirely, but this drabble came really easy to me. I write most of my drabbles and one shots all in one shot, individually I mean, I'll play around with a couple lines and then I get going until I have an ending. I also sort of like that I have endings that I can either leave or build up on. For example, the first part of my Taemin one, The Piano Room, wasn't supposed to be a series, I'd thought about it but was having doubts until you all asked for more. ^^ I know the last one , and I'm very tempted to go back and rewrite it, but that could be the little voice in my head giving me doubt. Honestly, (And I'm not saying this for attention) I don't typically like what I write, I mean I have a couple favorites (Tangent haha) and I think this ones made it there too. ANYWAYS, I know long author note and short drabble, I shall bid you all till my next installment.

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springpetals
#1
I love your oneshots! I have been reading them for awhile and I wanted to comment but I didn't have an account. I recently made one :) I really enjoyed reading all of them. Each was unique and different! I really liked how you put them all in one place as well! I look forwards to more of your writings ^.^
WinterRose
#2
Chapter 103: What a way to finish off with a bang with uri Jong Hyun :D Really liked how you used the concept of honesty and a bit of flirting there too! Thank you for sharing with us your challenge and I fell in love with SHINee even more after reading all of these drabbles and oneshots. Your writing is amazing (though you don't need me to tell you that) and you inspire me all the time. Thanks again and I hope to read your future works!
Yellowmelon143 #3
Chapter 22: This one is my favorite one so far(:
--kyubunny
#4
Chapter 103: Thank you so much for writing these one shots! I've been subscribed for awhile but I just never commented, but I loved each and every one shot nonetheless. c: (The Jonghyun ones especially, and I'm totally not biased.) The last one was so cute and a nice way to end it off. ^ ^ Hope you'll do more of these in the future! Your writing is amazing. Thank you, again! c:
grimmjowmylove #5
Chapter 103: awww I really loved every story you've ever wrote! trully amazing and the last story was cute as well=)
i'll always cherish the story you wrtoe for me (chapter 74+75)
i'll be your fan forever and i'll wait for your next stories and challenge =D
chekkuame #6
Chapter 103: CONGRATULATIONS! I didn't get the chance to read all the chapters yet, but I saw that you posted mine and it was fantastic! And I think it's adorable and not selfish at all that you kept the last chapter for yourself! You worked hard on making so many chapters for people's requests. Well done for improving your writing so well! WOOO! <3 (Looking forward to reading everything I've missed!)
WinterRose
#7
Chapter 102: I LOVE IT! Love the surprise and unexpected meeting on the street, and how he's able to give her a confidence boost. Just what I like about Onew: cheerful and optimistic. Thank you so much <3
WinterRose
#8
Chapter 101: Wow, that Tae Min one shot...I thought the girl wasn't going to end up with him, but she did. Loved it though, the build up to that point and the confession. Can't wait for the next one shot :D
Ella_Ecstasy
#9
Chapter 101: Omg. I loved this so much. It was so...real! The little details and reactions and interactions were all so perfectly placed. :D Thanks, authornim.
grimmjowmylove #10
Chapter 99: OMG I can't believe that the next one is your last...
I love all your stories! I really don't want it to end.
You are a great writer!
I'ii be waiting for your other stories =)