'We never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting'

“I want to forget…” I whisper tears falling, my lips trembling. “Key I’m done.” I murmur not daring to look up at him.

“Forgetting us?” He yells angrily, I don’t have to look up at his face to know how twisted in rage it is, I’ve seen it before, it’s been directed at me one too many times these past few months, letting out a sob I nod my head. “You want to give up just like that?” He asks his voice dropping to a whisper. “To break up…”

Biting my lip I nod my head. “It isn’t like we’ve been good. Honestly we haven’t been good in a long time Key.”

“I just thought we’d work past this Jae.” He mumbles his voice getting lower. “Get out then if we’re done.” Turning his back He walks away from me.

Nodding my head I watch him walk down the hall. “You always walk away.” I whisper turning to leave.

Doing my best I wipe my tears away, trying to pull myself together, but mostly trying to convince myself that what I did was for the best. After all it was getting harder to remember the good times; it was getting too easy for us to fight, too easy for us to slip into this and too hard to fight our way out.

Entering the dorm I stare blankly at the photo of Key and me hugging each other happily, laughing and smiling. Striding across the room I pick up the framed picture, staring at it affectionately.

“Jae are you alright?” My roommate asks my resting her hand on my shoulder. “Jae?”

“I will be.” I tell her smiling encouragingly. “I’m going to the library; I’ll see you at dinner.” I tell her setting the frame face down trying to shake the anguish and regret.  Leaving quickly I walk across campus trying to fight the urge to sit and cry what I want more than anything is to forget…Right?

As the months passed I moved on, I assumed that if I moved on far enough I could forget. This theory was quickly shattered when I saw him pace pass the café I was eating at with my friends, him focused on something else entirely. Seeing Key made me ache for him all over, trying to imagine I hadn’t seen him was impossibly my mind was quickly flooded of memories we shared, times we had and things we’d done; all of this in the past.

“Jae quit staring at him, he’ll look!” Soon Kyu hissed over at me, making me blush.

Diverting my eyes to my plate I sigh sadly. “I can’t forget.”

Sneaking one last peak at Key I smile sadly as he holds the hand of someone new already moved on while I’m still trying to forget…

Another sad-ish one shot... I've just been in a sad writing mood I guess XD I'll try to write something a little more uplifting soon :)

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