Not Worth The Fight
SHINee One Shots & Drabbles
“You’re going?!” Minho asks grabbing my hand, tears already running down my face. “I thought we were happy, in love.” His voice says, breaking.
“We are.” I whisper turning to look at him sadly. “You mean the world to me but I just can’t fight anymore.” I tell him tears falling faster. “Minho I can’t be the only one fighting like I have.” Feeling him drop my arm I turn and walk away. Deep inside I want him to stop me but I know he won’t. I was never worth the fight to him. I was just the girl fighting to stay at his side, but I can’t fight forever. I’ve reached my limit. I’ve come to my limit and I hate that I have.
“If you love him so much why break up with him?” Kibum sneers at me; he means well, he always does. “Minho is miserable without you Iseul.”
Biting my lip I look away from his intense glare. “I couldn’t fight anymore. Everyone has their breaking point. Kibum, I met mine. I wish I hadn’t but I did. I couldn’t stand there and stand all the names, hate and sneers anymore. I endured it for so long, and I ignored it for as long as I could, hoping that Minho would help, that he’d soothe it all away. But he didn’t and I ended up breaking.”
Kibum forces me to look at him. “The fight is over then?” He asks me glancing to see Minho striding towards us. “Or is it just beginning?”
Standing up I glare at Kibum, “It’s over.” I whisper tears slipping through again. “I can’t.”
Running away from the table and past Minho I feel his grasp on me again. “I’ll fight. I’ll stand by your side, I’ll make it stop, but you can’t lose faith in me. I don’t want my life without you in it.” He says holding me tight.
Looking up at him, I wish I could say I believe him, that this is all I’ve ever wanted to hear but it’s not, and I don’t. So I push him away shaking my head already knowing we lost.
I just don't write happy endings for Minho anymore :/
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