Not Worth The Fight

SHINee One Shots & Drabbles

 

“You’re going?!” Minho asks grabbing my hand, tears already running down my face. “I thought we were happy, in love.” His voice says, breaking.

“We are.” I whisper turning to look at him sadly. “You mean the world to me but I just can’t fight anymore.” I tell him tears falling faster. “Minho I can’t be the only one fighting like I have.” Feeling him drop my arm I turn and walk away. Deep inside I want him to stop me but I know he won’t. I was never worth the fight to him. I was just the girl fighting to stay at his side, but I can’t fight forever. I’ve reached my limit. I’ve come to my limit and I hate that I have.

 

“If you love him so much why break up with him?” Kibum sneers at me; he means well, he always does. “Minho is miserable without you Iseul.”

Biting my lip I look away from his intense glare. “I couldn’t fight anymore. Everyone has their breaking point. Kibum, I met mine. I wish I hadn’t but I did. I couldn’t stand there and stand all the names, hate and sneers anymore. I endured it for so long, and I ignored it for as long as I could, hoping that Minho would help, that he’d soothe it all away. But he didn’t and I ended up breaking.”

Kibum forces me to look at him. “The fight is over then?” He asks me glancing to see Minho striding towards us. “Or is it just beginning?”

Standing up I glare at Kibum, “It’s over.” I whisper tears slipping through again. “I can’t.”

Running away from the table and past Minho I feel his grasp on me again. “I’ll fight. I’ll stand by your side, I’ll make it stop, but you can’t lose faith in me. I don’t want my life without you in it.” He says holding me tight.

Looking up at him, I wish I could say I believe him, that this is all I’ve ever wanted to hear but it’s not, and I don’t. So I push him away shaking my head already knowing we lost.



 

I just don't write happy endings for Minho anymore :/ 

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springpetals
#1
I love your oneshots! I have been reading them for awhile and I wanted to comment but I didn't have an account. I recently made one :) I really enjoyed reading all of them. Each was unique and different! I really liked how you put them all in one place as well! I look forwards to more of your writings ^.^
WinterRose
#2
Chapter 103: What a way to finish off with a bang with uri Jong Hyun :D Really liked how you used the concept of honesty and a bit of flirting there too! Thank you for sharing with us your challenge and I fell in love with SHINee even more after reading all of these drabbles and oneshots. Your writing is amazing (though you don't need me to tell you that) and you inspire me all the time. Thanks again and I hope to read your future works!
Yellowmelon143 #3
Chapter 22: This one is my favorite one so far(:
--kyubunny
#4
Chapter 103: Thank you so much for writing these one shots! I've been subscribed for awhile but I just never commented, but I loved each and every one shot nonetheless. c: (The Jonghyun ones especially, and I'm totally not biased.) The last one was so cute and a nice way to end it off. ^ ^ Hope you'll do more of these in the future! Your writing is amazing. Thank you, again! c:
grimmjowmylove #5
Chapter 103: awww I really loved every story you've ever wrote! trully amazing and the last story was cute as well=)
i'll always cherish the story you wrtoe for me (chapter 74+75)
i'll be your fan forever and i'll wait for your next stories and challenge =D
chekkuame #6
Chapter 103: CONGRATULATIONS! I didn't get the chance to read all the chapters yet, but I saw that you posted mine and it was fantastic! And I think it's adorable and not selfish at all that you kept the last chapter for yourself! You worked hard on making so many chapters for people's requests. Well done for improving your writing so well! WOOO! <3 (Looking forward to reading everything I've missed!)
WinterRose
#7
Chapter 102: I LOVE IT! Love the surprise and unexpected meeting on the street, and how he's able to give her a confidence boost. Just what I like about Onew: cheerful and optimistic. Thank you so much <3
WinterRose
#8
Chapter 101: Wow, that Tae Min one shot...I thought the girl wasn't going to end up with him, but she did. Loved it though, the build up to that point and the confession. Can't wait for the next one shot :D
Ella_Ecstasy
#9
Chapter 101: Omg. I loved this so much. It was so...real! The little details and reactions and interactions were all so perfectly placed. :D Thanks, authornim.
grimmjowmylove #10
Chapter 99: OMG I can't believe that the next one is your last...
I love all your stories! I really don't want it to end.
You are a great writer!
I'ii be waiting for your other stories =)