Dear Minho,

                I know it’s been a while and we haven’t talked since you’ve made it, I feel horrible for pushing you away…But guilty for wanting you to stay, to come back, for wanting to keep you all to myself, mostly though for not telling you that I love you. I’m writing you because you asked me to. I shouldn’t have disappeared, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.

                God we were so young, so in love that it feels like it was a lifetime ago not just six years since we said goodbye. I miss you so much, I’m so happy for you though that you’ve done so much, accomplished you dream. I’m very happy for you Minho. It’s sort of crazy to think that you’re an idol while I’m attending university; remember me flipping out that I wouldn’t get in, Minho? I did, thanks to you and your encouragement, to you and me studying together, cheering each other on.

                I have so many memories of us being together, growing up, maturing; I think about you so much that it hurts sometimes, I wonder if you’re healthy, I worry when you get hurt, Minho I get scared sometime for you. You’re so brave, handsome, but you’re too stubborn. I remember telling you that all the time while we were in school, nagging you not to be late. You’d always ask me why, and I’d shake my head. I guess I was hoping you’d figure it out, that I wanted to spend more time with you; I’m not sure why I was so scared to tell you. But I was. I still am.

                I suppose I should explain something’s to you as well, particularly why I left. I knew you’d stay with me, and that scared me back then, I didn’t want you to feel like I was holding you back, I didn’t want you to regret anything. Leaving you was hard, probably the hardest thing I’ve ever done. God I sound so cliché. Well, you know it’s true though, I’ve done so many things since you’ve become an idol, so much. I convinced my parents to transfer me so that you wouldn’t have found me, I applied to my dream school, that I am now attending, and really it’s thanks to you. Thank-you Minho for so much, I can’t even tell you it enough. But…

                Minho, I know it was hard to leave, but just in case the chance was to present itself…move on. I don’t want you waiting around; I want you to make yourself happy, to be with someone. I’m not saying this out of pity or anything because I know I haven’t moved on myself, and I’m not perfect, I’m just an ideal. Keep your heart open, arasso?

With Love,

Ji Young

Reading the letter over I smile to myself, she saw, she cares.

“Yah, Minho!” Jonghyun calls. “You OK?”

Nodding my head I smile. “She got in…She’s attending her dream school.”

“The girl?” He asks quizzically. “Did she call?”

Shaking my head I point to the envelope’s return address. “I can tell her in person that I don’t want to move on, that what I want is to be with her.”

Smirking Jonghyun pats my back. “Go get her.”

Nodding my head I get up, pull my shoes on, a hat and sunglass, grabbing my keys I walk out of the dorm to the parking garage. Climbing into my car I make the short drive to the university, she’s been so close, for so long, I just can’t believe I’ve let her go for so long, that I’ve let myself wonder. Ji Young I love you still and I don’t ever want to let you go.

I'll post the last part to this in my next set :) I hope you guys like this one.

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