Gun’s POV

‘Woie my brother is really something. How can he message me like this?’

I want to curse but no one is with me so no one will know how frustrated I am. This morning, I run away with my P’Hyuk because I was so nervous that I will say something wrong just like what Ai’Cap keeps on telling me. It’s not as if I am keeping such a big secret to P’ but Ai’Cap is and as his older brother I also need to protect his secret—or something like that.

I pull my hair in frustration because I don’t know what to do anymore. Ai’Plan was not helping me at all last night, “Ai’frustrated, you don’t need to pull your hair that much. Just go to the barber shop and have it shaved.” I roll my eyes when I heard and feel the presence of my Ai’friend.

“Ai’Plan, you really are annoying sometimes na woie~” I let out a very straightforward remarks to him. He is used to it anyway, “Ai’my friend, you need to loosen up a bit. What’s so hard about telling your P’ about P’Mark?” I cut him immediately, “Not.about.that.P’.WOIE~ I don’t even know him well. It’s about Ai’Cap—not me!” That name scares the hell out of me. What did I do that I even associated myself with that P’?

Ai’Plan scratches his head, “Not about him? I thought that was the reason why you are so stressed last night? Then—you don’t need to think about this matter. Ai’Cap should think about this not you my friend.” Sounds so easy but I can only show Ai’ my phone with the fresh message from my brother. He reads it out loud, “Ai’Gun is there something wrong? P’ noticed that you are bickering with Ai’Cap last night. If you are having some problem you can talk to P’. Also, I might visit the university soon—I need to check the new head hazer.” Then Ai’Paln looks at me with horrified look, “You are so dead Ai’my friend.”

‘Arghhh Ai’Plan, you don’t need to remind me.’

I put my head on my desk and pretend not to exist anymore. “Arghhhh~” but I can’t help but groan in frustration.

“I can only suggest two things to you Ai’. First, go tell your P’. Second, go tell P’Mark.” and he pats my back lightly after that.

“Woie Ai’ you know that I am trying to avoid that bold guy right? That P’ is beyond my imagination and Nong Rina turned me down because of him~” why is my life so miserable. I am not really so into Nong but having a girl dumped me really hurts my pride. The only person to blame is that P’ who ruined everything for me.

I grab my phone and decided to reply to my brother even though I feel so lifeless already, “P’khrab, when are you planning to visit na khrab? Only few days and it’s already P’s birthday so Ai’Gun thinks that we should talk about your birthday first and also invite your old hazing team khrab~” when I think too hard my brain cells are actually working so fine. I have this smirk on my face as I send the message to my P’.

‘Now Ai’Cap won’t tell me that I am stupid na khrab~’

Lunch break used to be my favorite time of the day because I can eat yummy foods and I can chit-chat with my friends but that was changed exactly one week ago and the reason is this P’ sitting in front of me sipping his cold Thai tea.

“Why are you here again, P’?” I can’t help but asked him. He has been bothering me for few days now, I don’t understand him anymore. P’ stared back at me with those sharp eyes, “Because I want to spend some time with you.” And he’s very bold. He is not afraid to express his feelings.

I shake my head as I see more people from my college are looking and giggling as they walk pass us. Where is Ai’Plan when I need him the most? or even Ai’Title. Those friends are always missing, “You need to stop spacing out Ai’ and start eating your meal. You only have 30 minutes before your next class.” He reminded me while he is so chill devouring his cheeseburger. I raised one of my eyebrows, “And how did you even know my schedule, P’?” “Easy, your brother Nong Cap traded his loyalty already. I helped him so he owes me big time.”

I can’t help but pull my hair again, “WOIE DAMN YOU AI’CAP!!” and shouts. I don’t care if people will look more on us but my brother just traded my safety for his safety.

Funny is, P’Mark holds my hands and pull it softly off my hair, “Don’t hurt yourself. I can’t stand it.” And he winks at me. I almost believe him—but I hate that wink.

I stomp my feet on the ground this time, “P’ stop being so flirty to me woie—my older brother is back na and he won’t be happy about the rumors about me in the university—please P’~” I begged him because that is the last option that I can come up with. He pulls my hands and make our face inches apart from each other, “What rumors are you talking about?” and his deep voice echoes in my ears, “Thi—this P’. P’ being so cl—close to me—and—” I cannot look straight anymore. He is so intimidating woie, “That’s not a rumor Ai’Gun. Me being this close to you is because I am in love with you. It’s not a rumor—it’s a fact.” And once again the overwhelming feeling envelopes my whole body.

‘P’ please spare my life na~’

I am straight, I don’t want to be in a relationship with a guy—and this P’intimidating is not even an option woie~

I don’t want to end it here but I will because Chpater 6 will be longer just like chapter 4. Okay?