Plan’s POV

I never once imagine that one Thursday morning, we will all eat breakfast without anyone speaking at all. This is so weird especially to me because I love talking too much but Mean keeps on shaking his head whenever I want to say something. I know what he meant by those shaking heads, he wants me to keep silence and just keep eating.

I sigh and focus on the bibimbap that one par made for us.

There is also a new face I saw this morning, Ai’Gun told me that he is P’Dayu—P’Wang Qing’s best friend. I thought Nong Heemi will be happy seeing this P’ but she’s sitting in between Ai’Cap and Ai’Gun and she’s just playing with her food. P’Heechul on the other hand already went out going to his work and told Nong Heemi to attend her 12noon Math Academy.

This is getting weirder and weirder especially since I know that Ai’Gun is still not talking much with P’—“P’—you should drink soup na kharb,” I got shocked when Ai’Gun pushed a bowl of soup towards P’Mark with smile on his face. I thought Ai’Gun and P’Mark aren’t talking yet? P’ on the other hand looks so confused. But why?

“Ai’Cap—are you okay now na khrab? Yesterday you looked like you were in pain na khrab—how about now? Do you still want me to buy pain reliever na kharb?” Ai’Gun turned his attention to his brother and suddenly Ai’Cap’s cheeks are turning red. But why?

Ai’ cough and Ai’White gave him a glass of water, “Ahm—don’t worry about him Ai’Gun—he is okay~” and why did he answer for Ai’Cap? I know that they are couple just like me and Mean but I don’t like it when Mean answers questions that are meant for me. I scoop a spoonful of bibimpab and eat it while continue watching the people on the dining table, “Woie—where did he even slipped na khrab? I was so worried because he wasn’t able to walk well yesterday~” Ai’Gun being the protective older brother again to Ai’Cap.

I feel a hand on my leg so I look at the person sitting beside me, “Give me a favor baby,” Mean whispered to me. I nod and continue eating my food, “Talk to P’Mark na kharb. I think—he needs to hear our opinions—and tell him that I will also talk to him after. Is it okay na baby Plan?” I chuckled with the way Mean asked favor to me. No one has seen this side of Mean. I don’t know why Ai’Gun keeps on telling me that Mean is scary because all I can see is my cute boyfriend who likes to be with me all the time. I think if he is in the same college, he might be with me all the time—even during classes. I don’t understand though why he likes to be with me because sometimes Ai’Gun tells me that he doesn’t want to be with me and his getting annoyed of my face. It’s not as if I am always happy seeing him.

I nod my head any way, “Okay na khrab—but what should I talk to P’?” I whispered back because it looks like I still can’t make too many noises, “Just—be yourself baby—and talk to P’Mark okay? I know how much you want to protect Ai’Gun—then protect him with all your might—okay?” although I don’t understand Mean, I nod my head. How hard is it to talk to P’Mark? Very easy—I guess.

Mean told me to wait outside in the garden and he will bring P’Mark to me. I still don’t understand why I need to talk to P’ but since Mean asked me nicely, I need to give in. Also, the weather is nice here in the garden. The stone bench here is also good place to hang out for a while—and I am away from everyone. I don’t like the way people inside the house look at each other or act towards each other.

“Ai’~” I heard a voice so I quickly smile and look behind. Standing there is P’Mark who looks so confused, “Ahm—Ai’Mean told me to meet him here,” he said but still walk towards me. I pat the empty side of the bench and I am glad that P’ sits beside me. “Where’s your boyfriend?” he asked again but I shrug my shoulders, “Mean told me na khrab to wait for you here P’,” I said it with all honestly.

I don’t have any reason to lie anyway, “Why? Do you need something from me?” but I don’t understand why P’ is a bit nervous. “Humm—actually na khrab—Mean told me to talk to you but I am not sure what to talk—but P’—why do you look nervous?” I can’t help but ask him. He laughs nervously, “I’m just—you talked to Ai’Gun—already—right?” why do people answer a question with another question?

I nod my head, “Chai P’—about the video na khrab and what you told him and how hurt he was and he cannot understand why you got so mad na kharb—I even told him na woie to talk to Ai’Cap because he might understand it better than two of us because seriously P’—I don’t know too why you got mad.” And seeing Ai’Gun sad isn’t really nice at all. I prefer Ai’Gun smiling like whenever I see him every day. Ai’Gun rarely has serious or sad expression on his face.

P’ sighs deeply beside me and here I am waiting for his reply, “I think you will not understand too Ai’,” he concluded already—I hate it, “How did you know that I will not understand it P’ if you will not tell me na P’? Also P’ you need to explain it very well na kharb. I am not Ai’Cap or Mean—or even Ai’Title and the rest of our friends—Ai’Gun and I think the same way and sometime Mean also complained about me not understanding a lot and Ai’Cap complained a lot about Ai’Gun and I—but P’—you really just need to explain it to us so that we will understand it well—is it hard na khrab?” I asked him full of curiosity. “Do you really think I will stay with Mean if I don’t understand him? Mean is very—patient to me na P’Mark. When I don’t understand something, instead of getting mad—he explains it the simplest way—so when Mean told me he loves me, I only asked him if he will leave me after a year and he told me he will stay with me forever—that I know—Mean is serious about me.” And why am I telling this P’ my love story? Weird!

Suddenly, he has this smile on his lips, maybe P’Mark is getting crazy, “You are really special—just like Ai’Gun,” and I know he is telling the truth because I can feel it. I quickly cover my chest using my hands, “Woie P’! I don’t like you na khrab! I love Mean! Don’t think about liking me P’~” I freaked out. I thought he likes Ai’Gun? Why is he telling me now that I am special? This P’ is scaring me.

His laughter echoes in the empty garden, “You’re—hahahaha—funny—gosh—hahahaha~” he keeps on laughing in between his sentences, “Of course I don’t like you like the way Ai’Mean likes you—heck I don’t even think about liking you at all—you’re just—giving me an insight of Ai’Gun’s mind,” I drop my hands on my lap and look confusedly at this P’, “Insight na kharb? Why P’? Do you want to see Ai’Gun’s brain? I thought you are in IC—why now you want to be a doctor?” and his laughter becomes louder.

After P’ stopped laughing, he looks at me, serious again, “Actually—I am still in love with Ai’Gun,” I gasp loudly by the confession. Why didn’t I notice it? “Really P’? I mean—Ai’Gun told me na khrab that you agreed to be his friend na P’ so I thought you don’t like him—no love him anymore. But now you are telling me P’ that you love my Ai’Friend?” I don’t think Mean knows this or even Ai’Captain. I need to tell them—or maybe P’ will tell them. He smiles again but his smile doesn’t reach his eyes, “But I don’t think Ai’Gun likes me back,” now all of Ai’Gun’s stories about P’Mark is running thru my head.

There’s something that I don’t understand now, “P’—you said that you love Ai’Gun,” and P’ nods, “But you also told Ai’Gun na khrab that you will try to be with P’Best again,” and again P’ nods, “P’—why?” “Because—I want Ai’Gun to feel jealous towards Best and with that he might like me back,” he is so honest, but I don’t like his honestly. I don’t know why.

Instantly, I know that I am frowning already, “P’—what really is your plan na khrab?” I am getting worked up because we are talking about the person that loves me like he is my own brother. P’ on the other hand stared blankly somewhere but not on me anymore, “I just—want Ai’Gun to love me back—is that wrong?” but that doesn’t work like that, “It’s wrong P’—did you even ask Ai’Gun is he likes you back? I told you at the beginning right—Ai’Gun and I are both simple people. You ask and we answer. If you ask Ai’Gun and he said, he likes you back then it’s okay but if you will make him feel jealous—Ai’Gun will not realize it. He will simply just feel jealous na khrab without understanding his own feelings for you—if he really has feelings for you na P’. Don’t make him this stupid P’—I know that Ai’Friend isn’t smart—but right you—you are the one making him so stupid.” I am beyond mad. I don’t like it! I don’t like what he is doing to Ai’Gun.

“But that wasn’t my intention na—” “I don’t care P’ what’s your intention na khrab to Ai’Gun but all I can see if my Ai’Friend—talking to me—asking me what he did wrong to you na khrab to make you so mad na P’—” I inhale deeply and exhale sharply, “Do you know na khrab what Ai’Gun did when I called him na khrab—to fetch me in Mean’s condo na P’ when he made me cry and scared for the first time?” I don’t like talking about my own issues before and I buried that issue deep down already but I am trying to tell this P’ about it now because he needs to know—he needs to know Ai’Gun.

He shook his head, “What you can see now P’—about Ai’Gun—that’s not everything about Ai’Gun na khrab. When I called him that night, he went straight to Mean’s condo furious hearing me cry which I don’t understand because all I want that time is to go home or go somewhere na khrab far from Mean. Ai’Gun was shouting, calling Mean’s name again and again—very angry—same sound when P’Hyuk is so angry during hazing—no—scarier than P’Hyuk’s angry voice na khrab. His eyes were so mad I got scared too na khrab but I was crying and I cannot say anything. When Ai’Gun saw me that time, he closed his eyes and breath many times na P’—his eyes were still scary na khrab when he opens them but he grabbed my hands softly and said, ‘Come on, let’s go home!’ but we didn’t go straight to their house. Ai’ was so worried that he decided to brought me to Phra Pin-klao bridge na khrab and we both looked at the grand palace na khrab. Then I confessed everything to Ai’Gun without him asking me na khrab because that’s him na P’. He will not ask you—not even bother you so much na P’—so I got so worried na P’ when Ai’Gun told me what happened to you and him—and he is so confused P’. You are putting him aside because you are—selfish na P’! You only think about yourself na P’ and not Ai’Gun!” I accused him—no I am not accusing because I am telling the truth. This P’Bastard in front of me made my Ai’Friend stupid.

I didn’t notice how hard I am gripping my other hand—not until I feel the pain, “You are the worse P’—and if you will just hurt Ai’Gun then don’t bother being with him anymore—because I will not hand over Ai’Gun so easily to you na P’. He did make it hard for Mean and I am not trying to get back to him but I am trying to repay the kindness that Ai’Gun showed to me and the love he gives to me all this time. If Ai’Gun likes you back—don’t expect me P’ to like you back too!” I am mad—more than mad. And this P’ doesn’t deserve my Ai’Friend.

I stand up, ignoring P’ even though he tried to stop me and at the back where we were just sitting, I saw Mean looking at us. I shake my head slowly and Mean nods his head. I pulled my hand harshly from P’Mark and then marched towards my boyfriend, “Are you okay baby?” he asked me quickly and I shake my head again, “I don’t like him Mean!” I said firmly before walking inside the house. I’ve never felt this kind of madness towards someone. Not even to Mean when he did that to me before. All I know now is,

‘Ai’Gun doesn’t deserve this treatment na khrab!’

Mean’s POV

I’ve heard what my Plan told P’Mark and I am not happy at all. First, Plan got so mad and worked up because of this P’. Second, I am really starting to understand what Ai’Gun felt when I did something bad to Plan before—right now—P’Mark’s position was my position before. This will be hard for him because those two friends aren’t easy to pleased.

I put both of my hands on my pocket and stand behind P’Mark, “Hard—right P’?” I asked him and quickly he looks at me but he shifted back in front again after looking briefly at me, “It’s my fault~” he blamed himself, “Cannot agree more na P’. You did make Plan Rathavit Kijworaluk mad—I cannot help you with that na P’,” the sharp breathing of P’Mark didn’t escape my ears.

“I will not even try to ask help from you na Ai’,” he suddenly said and I raised my eyebrow even though P’ cannot see it, “I will not even help you P’—Plan was right—you played with Ai’Gun pretty bad na P’ and if my boyfriend said he will not hand over Ai’Gun so easily—then I will be on his side na P’.” I sigh deeply, “I told you before na P’—there’s a way of talking to both of them—but you chose the hard way and made yourself on blacklist of Plan—and you know na khrab? Plan is right—you didn’t know Ai’Gun so much na P’—there are more to learn about him so if he decided to give you a chance na P’ into your so called relationship—be ready to feel surprise.” I am not trying to scare him; I am trying to let him see the bigger picture.

Again, P’ sighs deeply, “This is the worst na Ai’Mean. All I want is—to just go back to Thailand na khrab—forget about my feeling for Ai’Gun—and maybe try to move on without him,” I can’t help but mockingly laugh at him, “Really? Well maybe I did expect your love for Ai’Gun to be deeper than that na P’—didn’t know you give up so easily,” if I am P’Mark, I would not go home without even telling my feelings again. I know he keeps on pestering Ai’Gun before and showering him with love bomb but now—he isn’t even sure if Ai’Gun doesn’t feel a single thing for him.

“That’s the reason na khrab Ai’Mean—I am setting him free from a selfish bastard like me. He is better off without me!” now he is on self-pity. Ai’Gun is really amazing, he shatters the strongest P’ of IC. I decided to put my other hand on his shoulder and pat it a bit, “Love is selfish na P’Mark but you chose the wrong way of showing love to Ai’Gun. Now—if you really want Ai’Gun—then you need to pleased Plan first. I don’t know if you are aware na khrab—but Ai’Gun and Plan are like—package deal. If Ai’Gun will say no—then Plan will say no too. You need to deal with it na khrab because I’ve been dealing with that every day.”

But then again, I slowly pinch his shoulder making him whimper a bit, “Ai’Gun and I might not be best of friends na khrab—but he is special to me too—especially to Plan—so you P’Bastard should listen to me na khrab. I can beat the living daylight out of you P’ if you will hurt Ai’Gun! Mark my word na P’ because I am not kidding,” before I let go of his shoulder. P’ massage it using his hand, “You don’t need to remind me—because I will not forgive myself na khrab—if I’ll hurt him.” It’s good that we are on the same page.

Lastly, “Then brace yourself na P’—you need to deal with Ai’Cap too,” “Ai’Cap and I are in the same page!” he said quickly which makes me shake my head, “Ai’Cap punched me in behalf of Ai’Gun.” Not so proud about it though, “He also punched me because of Ai’Gun,” P’ replied quickly. I smirk, “Then good luck to that P’. There’s a line-up of people who’s willing to punch you na khrab once you do something bad to Ai’Gun~” and I am not kidding. The list is long but I will not say it one by one. All I know is—if P’Mark and Ai’Gun will be together—then P’Mark needs to be very careful. He doesn’t know yet what he is dealing with.

Okay! Done!

WOAWWWW PLAN!!!!!

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