Plan’s POV

Today is Saturday already and everyone is already getting ready and we all look so good—I really like how Ai’Bas from College of Science helped us all to look like a rock star. He styled my pink hair so well but Mean told me that I still look like a baby though I am not sure because babies normally cry a lot, drink milk, can’t talk, and can’t walk—in my case I can speak well, I seldom cry, I like milk but not like babies, and I can walk. Sometime, I am wondering why Mean is so weird.

Speaking of my band mates, “Woie—Ai’Cap—you look so cool na kharb!” I showed my thumbs up to this Ai’Brother of Gun. Maybe our late night snacks with Ai’White last night helped him feel energized right now. His hair is styled so good—maybe I should make my hair longer too—damn this Ai’Kid making his hair looks so cool. “Woie—only Ai’Cap?” I heard Ai’Friend who just finished styling his hair. One thing I should never tell Ai’Gun—he always looks like a legit rock star and his hair looks freaking cool on him, “You looks okay Ai’Gun—maybe more eyeliner na khrab to make you look like a human~” I because that’s what are friends for.

Ai’ glared at me which makes him look more better but I will not admit it.

‘WOIEEE! IT’S ALREADY GOOD THAT HE IS THE VOCALIST NA KHRAB! I WILL NOT ADMIT THAT HE LOOKS COOL!!’

I saw Ai’Title in the corner busy talking to Ai’Coohert who miraculously appeared in the backstage. “You look like a freaking cotton candy Ai’—so it’s okay na khrab if I don’t look so human to you—because you are a food~” my mouth hangs open the moment I heard Ai’Gun. Did he just call me a cotton candy? He has this smirk on his face that I suddenly want to erase, “Aliawa?” I asked him raising my voice and making Ai’Toptap in the corner to shake his head, “You said I don’t look like human yet na Ai’—but you don’t look like human too~” he really repeats it.

I voluntarily stomp my feet and yelled, “MEANNNNNNNNN~” so loudly that everyone in the room looks at me. I don’t care, “PLAN!” Mean arrived so fast on my side while shouting my name. I quickly point my accusing finger to Ai’Gun and he also points his finger to himself, “Me?” He asked but I stomp my feet more, “Mean—Ai’Gun said I look like a cotton candy na kharb!!! I don’t look like a human he said!! I AM NOT A FOOD!!!” I am so shocked that those words came from Ai’Gun.

Ai’Gun quickly run beside Ai’Cap and Ai’Toptap, “Why me na woie? You said first na kharb that I don’t look human yet!” I am still stomping my feet on the ground while pointing at Ai’Gun, “Eii—are you two kids na khrab? You both look good—you can check the mirror na khrab~” Mean said then he stared at my face, “And of course—you are not a food na Plan but Mean loves eating Plan—right?” I am not sure what he likes to eat but, “You cannot eat me Mean—I am not food!” I stomp my way towards Ai’Title and Ai’Cooheart and leave my friends and my boyfriend.

When Ai’Cooheart sees me, he quickly raised his eyebrow, “Why are you here Ai’Plan? Go back to your husband na kharb!” he is already throwing me away so I look at Ai’Title, “Ai’~” I only said that and Ai’ sigh, “Please behave na khrab~” and I know Ai’Cooheart cannot say no anymore—or maybe I thought so, “Defend your friend and I will go home already!” I am so shocked—if I will say those words to Mean it’s either he will not let me go home or he will let me go home.

“You are unbelievable Ai’—I wonder how Ai’Title handles you na khrab? Ai’is always quiet here and only say words shortly—do you even talk na khrab? Mean and I talk a lot and it looks like Ai’Cap and Ai’White talks a lot too because Ai’Gun is always complaining na khrab about his late night calls with Ai’White—Ai’Gunsmile is also talkative na khrab—how about Ai’Title?” I so curious on how they even got together. Ai’Cooheart smiles at me sweetly—too sweet for his scary personality, “Less talk—more time together P’—I wonder how P’Mean handles you too—you look like a screamer to me na khrab~” then Ai’Title suddenly tug his arm and they both go somewhere, “I said behave!” Ai’Title mumbled which I was able to hear.

The weirdest couple really in my group of friends is those two. I scan the room to look at someone who is not busy because Ai’Gun is missing—Ai’Cap is talking someone to the phone, my boyfriend—I don’t want to talk to him. So the only one who is available is Ai’Toptap. I skip happily towards him and he looks the same to me. Ai’ is good looking but he likes the simple style which I don’t have any problem but I hope he will try to experiment more. “Ai’~” I sing song and sit beside him in the corner of the room. These days, Ai’ likes to only talk to Ai’Cap and I am starting to feel bad because I also want to hang out with them because I always see Ai’Gun.

Ai’Toptap smiles at me but I wonder why his smiles these days look so sad? “Why are you staying here alone na kharb?” I asked him because this corner is a little bit dark and I don’t really like going to dark places because I am afraid of ghost. Ai’ chuckled a bit, “It’s peaceful here P’—it makes me remember all the notes for later,” he said but I don’t know—I sense something wrong to him but I am not sure what.

I ignored my growing intuition and decided to ask him a question that I’ve been curious again, “Ai’—I haven’t seen your Ai’Boyfriend na khrab for the past few days—it’s weird because he is like your number one fan every time we performed—where is he na khrab? Or is he busy na woie? I heard from my friends that College of Business is busy these day~” I am just a curious person but Ai’ looks shocked. maybe he doesn’t know that his boyfriend is busy, “Ahm—P’—actually—” “It’s okay na khrab if you didn’t know—at least now you know na Ai’—I am just curious about Ai’Gunsmile and even Ai’Sing because I haven’t seen them even when we were practicing.—oh no~” he jumps up a little on his sit when I look at him and grab his shoulder.

“I saw them last Wednesday na khab—I remember now! But Ai’Gun told me not to talked to them na khrab—maybe Ai’ also know that they are busy because Ai’Gunsmile looks so stressed na khrab. His eye bags were so bag and Ai’Sing looks so stressed too. I hope they are okay na kharb~” I continue to blubber things up because suddenly I feel bad for those two Ai’. I think they weren’t able to have proper sleep these days.

Ai’Toptap suddenly moves a bit so my hands fall off but I didn’t mind at all, “P’ khrab—I have a question to you,” why he looks so serious so suddenly? “Okay?” “P’—what if P’Mean asks you to break up?” I didn’t even blink, “Then we will break up na khrab,” and never in my life have I imagined Ai’Toptap with shocked face, “Woie P’—you love him right?” I am starting to think weirdly of this Ai’. “Of course I love him—I won’t be with him if I don’t love him!” I will snap if this isn’t my friend but Ai’ is like a little brother already.

He scratches the back of his head, “Eh P’—you are so weird—you said you love him, then why will you break up?” he is the weird one, “Woie Ai’—I love Mean and Mean loves me so much. Meaning, we will only break up na khrab if we don’t love each other. If someone doesn’t have the same feelings anymore then we need to break up. Why do you need to be in a relationship if you don’t feel the same—right? Very simple na khrab!” I only have one reason to stay in a relationship with Mean—our love for each other. Regardless if I will fall out of love or if he will fall out of love—then we need to break up—but as long as we love each other then we don’t have any reason to break up.

Ai’Toptap pats my head like I am younger than him, “Thank you na khrab P’—I understand you now. I hope your love with P’Mean will stay forever because I also don’t see any reason for both of you to not be together~” now he is making me feel good. This kid is so weird—I should tell this to Ai’Gun so that Ai’Gun can tell it to Ai’Cap and Ai’Cap will talk to Ai’Toptap.

I move my head a lot so that he will stop touching it, “Anyway—so where is Ai’Gunsmile?”

PLAN!! I LOVE YOU BUY!!!! PLEASEEEEEE NOT TOPTAP!!! NOT NOW!!!!! TT_TT