Gun’s POV

Ai’ Cap and I decided to separate to be able to control the situation well. I walk in the house and tried to find Ai’Plan to let him help me with the current situation.

As I keep on walking past some Engineering Nong that I was talking a while ago, they keep on whispering and looking at each other the to me. Some are even giggling.

‘Woie, you are really handsome Gun Napat Na Ranong!! Those Nong are seriously attracted to you na woie~’

I didn’t stop walking because I seriously need to find Ai’Plan or even Ai’Mean. I ignore everyone but at the end of the living room, I saw P’Ngern waving his hands to me. It’s really weird because he greeted me already but maybe P’ forgot so I smile and wave back at him. He came towards me half running, “Ai’, what are you doing here?” he asked me and in instant I frown, “P’ this is my house. Did you drink a lot and forgot na woie?” I asked him confusedly.

P’Ngern frowns at me before pointing his finger on my right side, “Not you Ai’Gun. I was asking him—Ai’Mark.” That is the exact moment I felt a cold aura behind me, “Khrap—Ai’, this is my Ai’Gun’s house—na khrab.”

‘WOiEEEEEEEEE~’

I quickly turn around, “P’Mark, why are you following me khrab?” I asked him half panicking and half irritated. When I saw him in front of my P’Hyuk a while ago, P’ looks awkward—it’s like he is not P’Mark—but when I saw him again just now, he is back with his usual aura. “My Ai’Gun, I don’t want to follow your Nong and Ai’White. I don’t want to see them and humping at each other na khrab~”

My forehead once again frowns, “Woie P’, I know that our house is not like your house na and we only have electric fan, khrab—but I don’t think Ai’Cap or even Ai’White will take off their clothes because it’s too hot na woie!! And why are they humping P’? They are not rabbits.” I am starting to doubt if this P’ is really smart just like what Ai’Mean told me.

All P’ did is to shake his head and chuckle, “Did you hear that Ai’Ngern?” “Khrab!” “That is the reason why he is special to me na khrab.” I think not only P’Mark is weird, even P’Ngern is weird. I am a little bit disappointed.

Anyway, I shake my head and look back at P’Ngern, “P’ khrab—this P’Annoying and also Ai’White is here right now. Please—please P’, don’t tell my P’Hyuk about—THIS.” I don’t even want to admit that my good—pure image in the university was tarnished because of P’Mark. Also, I know that Ai’Cap don’t want to P’Hyuk to know about Ai’White.

P’Ngern looks confused, “Alaiwa? What are you talking about Ai’?” He asked me and he looks so confused. I can’t help but scratch the back of my head, “Huh? P’ about me and P’Mark khrab and Ai’Cap and Ai’White.” I explained again but P’ still looks confused, “I don’t understand you Ai’. What about you and Ai’Cap?” “Very smart Ai’Ngern.” P’Mark commented but I guess I should move on because P’confused is not really cooperating well, “Just P’ don’t say a thing. I need to keep going na P’ khrab.” And I wave my hand goodbye with P’Mark still following me behind.

On the way to the back door, I almost bump into P’Yatch—but good thing I was able to dodge him. Aside from P’Off, P’Yatch is the other one that has big mouth. He will keep on telling everyone about P’Mark and I.

Safe to say that when I opened the back door—because the is a mini gazebo there because Pa and Mae likes to drink coffee in the morning—in there I saw Ai’Mean and Ai’Plan. I am not sure what they are doing because they are a bit hidden because of the wooden pole that supports the gazebo but they look quite close.

‘Maybe they are talking about something serious na khrab.’

I quickly raise my hands, “Ai’My friend!” I called out but P’Mark tried to cover my mouth but it was too late because my Ai’Jumpy friend literally hop a great distance from Ai’Mean when I called him, “Ah seriously my lovely wife~”

‘What? Wife? Who?’

P’Mark continued, “You need to stop being this innocent. You are making me what to taint your innocence.” He told me before walking pass me. I pout because I don’t understand him. Anyway, Ai’Plan has this shocked look in his face when he saw me and Ai’Mean looks—the same. “Ai’Gun—no—ahm—khrab—we—” I think right now, Ai’Plan is having some speech defect.

“Save it Nong—he didn’t understand what you were doing.” P’Mark told my friend. I half walk half run to the gazebo, “Sawadee P’~” both of them wai to P’Mark and P’ wai’s back at them. “Ai’Gun—” Ai’Plan walks towards me with a very weird facial expression, “Khrab?” I asked before he grabs my arm and turn me around so that we are both not facing Ai’Mean and P’Mark, “What is P’Mark doing here? Are you crazy? There are so many students here na woie. What if P’Hyuk finds out? He will be mad for sure—he will use his hazing voice again. It’s very terrifying na khrab!!” Ai’Plan sounded so worried and I understand him very well.

“Ai’Plan I didn’t invite him. P’ khrab suddenly showed up with Ai’White and right now Ai’Cap is talking to him. I was really looking or you because you need to help me. We need to tell the guest to not tell my P’ about P’Mark and Ai’White or else my brother will really get angry na khrab~” I explained very well to my friend.

He nods at me, “okay na khrab~” and again we turn to the side where P’Mark and Ai’Mean are. Surprisingly, they are not talking to each other. “Ai’Mean, if you help me this time—I will try to forgive you on what you did to Ai’Plan before.” I said right away to Ai’Mr. Boyfriend. He rolls his eyes, “I don’t know what favor you’ve asked my Plan and I know that Plan will do it for you khrab regardless if I will say yes or not—and I don’t care if you will forgive me khrab or not because Plan already forgave me.” Nasty mouth of this Ai’Mr. Annoying.

“Nong—watch your mouth. I don’t like the way you talk to my wife.” But P’Mark was fast enough to talk before I even did. I only shake my head, “P’Mark, let’s talk.” I said and fast enough, Ai’Plan and Ai’Mean already head inside the party again.

Both of us sit opposite to each other. “P’Mark—what are you really doing here?” I asked him and this time I want a serious answer from him. He sighed, “Khrab, I was just upset that I wasn’t invited. This is your P’s birthday, of course I want to meet him and the rest of your family na khrab. Also, I am serious a while ago, I really want to see you.” I know that he is a very honest person but why does his honestly makes me nervous.

“Woie P’ this is the reason why I didn’t invite you. I don’t want my P’ to see you. Ai’Cap is already dealing with Ai’White and if my P’Hyuk finds out about you and Ai’White—he will be very angry na khrab. My brother is this scary P’, I am not exaggerating. Even Ai’Plan is afraid of him.” I never imagine that I would feel frustrated talking to someone.

I am a chatty type of person. I have so many stories so I really like talking to people, but P’Mark is making me tired, “Ai’Gun—I can face and introduce myself to you brother. I want you to see that this P’ is really serious about you. I think—since I confessed to you, Ai’ never really think that I am serious, khrab?” I can’t help but nod, “But I am serious about you. I will go crazy soon thinking how can you make me like me—even a bit—or how to let you stay by my side. I want all of you but you don’t take me seriously.” These kind of words coming from P’ makes me more nervous and worried.

‘I don’t know if P’ is really telling the truth or not.’

“P’ listen to me. You are smart, talented, rich, and khrab handsome—you have your own charm P’ and I don’t want you to waste your potentials on me—I don’t even think that you are gay at the first place.” I wanted to let out everything to day. “Who said that I am gay? I am not even an inch attracted to boys—I just like you and no one else. You have this power to pull me towards you Ai’.” I shake my head.

Why is this P’ so persistent? “P’ I AM NOT GAY! I don’t like men too. I am not getting excited seeing men’s body. In short, P’ I AM STRAIGHT!” I am breathing heavily because of my frustrations, “I don’t have a crush on you or even like you nor love you P’. I hate it when you are following me everywhere—or when you suddenly show up without any notice. I hate it when people are talking about me because of you. I hate it when girls are flocking to me because they thought we are in a relationship. I hate it when you answered so honestly to me—you are creeping me out me. Maybe Ai’Cap gave you my schedule but that doesn’t mean that you have all the rights to stalk me. Woie P’ this is so annoying. You created a big mess for me that I needed to lie to my P’Hyuk. Do you even know how much P’ loves the university? Now we are forcing him not to even go there na P’ because of the issues about us. P’—I am begging you—please—stay away from me.” All of those words are what I really want to say to him. I know I was so harsh but he needs to hear it all.

He has this straight up expression that I cannot read anymore, “Are you sure na Ai’?” he asked me, “Sure of what, P’?” I also asked him. “Are you sure na Ai’ that you don’t want to see me anymore?” his question makes me smile, “Khrab, P’.” And I didn’t hesitate to answer him back.

He stands up so suddenly, “I am not that selfish as you think na Ai’Gun. I have this rule; I don’t want to make those people special to me to suffer because of me. But Ai’Gun, I will not beg you to come back to me—but I will forget about this if you will learn to appreciate me na khrab.” Then for the first time, I saw the saddest expression from P’. Not even Mae’s lakorn can compare to how sad he looks right now. “Khawp khun khrab na Ai’Gun for the fun journey—but I guess this is the time that P’ needs to back off.” My eyes are probably shining right now. I know I should have some sympathy to P’ but I cannot do it right now, “I will not show in front you Ai’.” And with that sad expression, P’ walks away from me.

‘Ai’Gun, finally—you are free!’

P’Mark went inside the party and I am getting ready to go in the house, “That was harsh of you—Gun.” Then my heart pounds fast when P’Donghae came out from the bush near the gazebo.

‘But Gun, think! P’Donghae cannot understand Thai—chai~’

“What do you mean, P’?” I asked him and act innocent at the same time, “I was hiding here because I was shocked when I saw your friends, Plan and Mean—but I never intended to overheard your conversation with Mark.” He explained to me and same as P’Mark, he has the saddest facial expression right now, “And Gun—I can understand Thai a bit.”

“Oh !” I didn’t mean to curse but it came out naturally.

From all people—why does it have to me P’Donghae? I am so done.

I can type faster now—not as fast as before but somehow I can hahahhaha.