Cooheart’s POV

I’ve had enough! I’ve been trying to be a good, understanding boyfriend to Title but things has been going out of hands. It’s not funny anymore.

I slam the bedroom door of my boyfriend’s room pretty hard which makes him jump up from his bed as soon as I enter, “Cooheart!” he sounds so shocked but I ignored it and close the door loudly again. I don’t care if his parents are here or not. I didn’t travel for hours and hours just to receive a ‘Cooheart!’ only from him. I folded my hands on my chest and tap my left foot on the floor, “What’s wrong?” he asked, calmer this time.

He tried to reach out my arm but I dodged it, “Don’t touch me na khrab!” I said firmly as I see my boiling point already. “Why na khrab? What’s wrong?” and he asked again but this is making me angrier. Because it seems like he doesn’t care and only I make this a big deal. I unfolded my hand and grab my phone on my back pocket, “Well—” I said before clicking an application on my phone and before showing it to him, “We need to talk na khrab about this—” I tap next on my phone without looking, “And this—” and one more time, “And this!” and I can feel my vision getting blurry from too much anger.

I love Title but I hate it when he looks so calm and compose, “My pictures na khrab? I mean baby—what’s wrong na khrab?” but when he is at the edge of the cliff, he normal talks a lot. Way lot than how he normally did. I tap my foot again loudly, “I don’t have all the time na khrab to play around with you Title—and don’t—baby me!” I love everything about Title. The way he interacts with people. The way he handles his friends. The way he maintain our relationship—everything—but he knows me—what I hate the most is him exposing things I love the most from him to other people.

He finally shakes his head before smiling at me, “Those are good pictures na khrab Cooheart. Do you remember P’Hyuk’s friend na khrab, P’Singto? He asked me a favor last week na khrab and he sent me the pictures after—I thought you will be happy about it,” and now he is making me feel guilty about not being happy about his pictures. I pull my hand and put my phone back to my pocket, “I will not complain na khrab if those pictures aren’t—aren’t so—y na khrab!!”

I am mad at him. I traveled for almost 12 hours just to confront him with his pictures that he uploaded last night and thank God for my good friend Ai’Fluke for sending me the link because I don’t normally look at my SNS account so when I saw the pictures and the comments, I quickly booked the earliest train trip to Chiang Mai for this moment. Title looks weirdly at me, “Those are not y pictures na khrab,” and denied my accusation but I am firm with what I stand for, “Not y na khrab? or not y enough for you? Those people commenting on your photos—sharing them na khrab—I don’t like it! Put down those pictures na khrab Title!” I demanded but all I got from him is a frown.

“You are being unreasonable na khrab Cooheart,” and now I am the unreasonable person? Just great! I sigh deeply, “Before we started dating na khrab—I told you!! I am a very jealous person na khrab—you probably know it because you grew up with me na khrab and you told me you will accept everything about me because you love me. Right now Title, all I want from you is to ing delete those pictures na khrab because I don’t like that people are looking at you like that and seeing that side of you na khrab—those should be all mine!” I sound so pathetic and people don’t normally understand this side of me but I am being honest here. I am the most possessive on earth and I am not denying it because I came out clear to Title before we started dating.

“Cooheart, you are being selfish na khrab!” and that’s it? That’s the only thing he will tell me? My eyes voluntarily roll and my mouth muttered so many curses, “Since we are talking about being jealous na khrab—have you ever consider your actions too?” he asked me which makes me curse more, “Shiya! What’s wrong with me this time?” I asked him wanted to hear what he can say about me, “You like flirting with people na khrab, you like threatening people too. Look—I don’t blame you na khrab if your personality is like that but you also need to remember na khrab that you have a boyfriend, Cooheart! In case you forgot already na khrab!”

I can feel my body shaking and my hands are clenching. For the first time, I want to punch this douche bag in front of me, “Thank you na khrab Title—for looking at me the same ing way na khrab people look at me!” I don’t cry because I don’t think this is worth of my tears, “If you don’t like it and you cannot stand it anymore na khrab—then I am giving you the opportunity to break up with me na kharb—” “Coo—” “And you know what? I am done na khrab trying to prove everyone that I deserve you na khrab as my boyfriend—so call me—message me—when you are done thinking about our messed up relationship na khrab!” and after saying those things I marched out of his room feeling my blood boiling.

I was in a hurry that I didn’t have time to stop and great his parents when I saw them in the living room, “BABY!!” I heard Title but again—I am too damn mad and sad right now to even turn around and argue with him more.

I just ate lunch in Chiang Mai before hopping on the train around 1pm hoping to be back in Bangkok before Midnight. If I stay in Chiang Mai, Title will be able to find me and I really don’t have the energy to talk to him because all I want right now is to go back to my shared condominium with Ai’Fluke and rant about what just happened today.

I cannot believe that I traveled for almost 24 hours just to have a 5 minutes confrontation with Title. I must be so crazy, “Yeah! Crazy na khrab for falling for that bastard!” I hissed under my breath while punching the pin code of the condominium. I can talk to Ai’Fluke tomorrow after I completed my beauty rest because I feel like I will crawl to my bed once I enter this room.

I quickly open the door but everything is in pitch dark black. I didn’t try opening the lights anymore because I already pulled out my phone and open the flashlight. I sigh, “Where is that Ai’?” I asked myself but still proceed to my room but suddenly stopped mid-way, “~” I heard which makes me turn around and point my phone to every direction of the room, “Hello?” I called out and my tired body became so active again, “Ahhh~” I heard again and this time I am panicking.

“Ai’Fluke~” I called out my friend’s name but I didn’t hear any response from him, instead I head a low groan, “nghhhh~” which makes me panic again. I quickly double up my phase to go to my room but saw that lights inside Ai’Fluke’s closed door. “Low—er—ahh~” I heard again and without thinking twice, I run towards Ai’Fluke’s room and open the door with a loud, “AHHHH AI’FLUKE!!!” I shouted but instead of me shouting more, Ai’Fluke shouted back, “AHHHHH AI’COOHEART!!!” and quickly pulled the blanket all over his body—and to cover, “P’Ohm?” I called out.

My mouth hangs open when both of them sit on the bed with messy bed hair and with exposed upper body—both of them. “Sawadee kharb~” P’Ohm said and I wai awkwardly, “Sawadee P’,” I said still can’t believe what I witnessed just now. I sigh, “Sorry na khrab Ai’—” P’Ohm was about to say something but my y friend here cut him off, “You don’t need to feel sorry na khrab Ohm—besides—it’s not as if na khrab you are still a na khrab Ai’Cooheart. Do you remember? You told me about your first time na khrab with P’Title—so what if you saw us having na khrab?” he asked me as if he is just asking me what time is it.

My difference with Ai’Fluke, I am not as shameless as he is but hey—two birds can play one game, “Of course na khrab,” I said before walking near them, “I am aware na khrab,” and sit on the bed beside P’Ohm where both of them are both under the blanket and probably on the bed where body of them were eating each other a while ago. The reason why I tell Ai’Fluke about my first time? He still had feelings with Title that time and I bragged about our first time together.

“Anyway—why are you back now Ai’?” Ai’Fluke decided to ask me question that is logical to my situation right now. I sigh loudly, “Well—I got into fight na khrab with Title,” I answered honestly because there is no reason to lie to either P’Ohm or Ai’Fluke. Ai’Fluke hummed before P’Ohm put his arm around Ai’Fluke’s waist and my y friend lean on his broad chest.

‘Now I am starting to miss my boyfriend!’

“Define fight na khrab,” Ai’Fluke said and again I sigh. It feels like I’ve sighing nonstop today, “Well—I confronted him na khrab about his pictures and stuff and told him that I am very jealous na khrab because I told him before na Ai’ that I am like that before we even started dating—so I told him to delete the pictures but he was so firm telling me no so I got so angry na khrab and then he called me selfish na khrab which hurts me of course but what hurts me more—” both of them are just looking at me, “He told me that I shouldn’t be flirting na khrab and threatening people na khrab and told me that he isn’t blaming my personality na khrab that I must have forgotten that I have a boyfriend—” I bit my inner cheeks.

I didn’t know I was hurt like this—not until I opened up to P’Ohm and Ai’Fluke, “So—he looks at you like how people judge you na khrab?” P’Ohm suddenly asked me and I smile finally, “Bingo P’Ohm!” I answered then Ai’Fluke grabs my hands, “Look Ai’—I know how much P’Title loves you na khrab and I don’t think he means what he said and also—you tend to make impulsive decisions na khrab when you are hurt or angry na khrab so—” “Too late Ai’Fluke—I kind of told him na khrab that—if he doesn’t want it anymore na khrab—then maybe we should—break up?” I confessed and I saw how both of them have the same identical expression.

“WHAT?!? ARE YOU CRAZY?!?” Ai’Fluke almost jumps on me but P’Ohm stopped him and I am thankful he stopped him because I don’t think I would like to see his family jewel under the sheet. “Why did you do that?” he asked me again and all I can do is to confessed, “Because—I was hurt na khrab and then on my way back home I realized that I ed up na khrab and I can’t lose Title na khrab—but I know him—he is way more stubborn na khrab and I doubt if he will even show up this morning na khrab and tell me, ‘I am sorry na khrab~’ because that’s not Title na khrab—I know him~” I was so sure about what I said.

I was ready to hear more encouraging words from the two love birds when I feel a kick on my leg, “Woie! Don’t you want to go in your room already na khrab Ai’Cooheart?” Ai’Fluke is back to his y self again, “I am planning to na khrab but why are you in a hurry?” I asked him and I received a very honest answer from me, “Duhh—don’t you remember? You interrupted us na khrab? We are in the middle of our na khrab and you decided to show up na khrab and bothered us—so please—the Ai’Cooheart—go back to your room because I cannot hold it anymore—I will explode na khrab soon!” and that’s my cue to laugh my heart out and stand up, “Okay! You can continue~” I said before running out of the bedroom.

The next morning, “What did you say again—about not showing up na khrab—early in the morning?” Ai’Fluke whispered in my ears while the both of us are sitting on the living room couch. I fake a smile and whispered back, “I don’t know too na khrab,” and then look at the opposite couch with P’Ohm sitting beside Title.

A little recap, I woke up around 7am today because of the loud knock on my bedroom door. I thought it was just Ai’Fluke or P’Ohm so when I opened it I almost faint seeing Title. Good news is, I we haven’t talked, bad news is, it looks like we will talk now. “Cooheart~” he called me and I almost jump on to him but I feel Ai’Fluke’s grip on my wrist, “Khrab?” I answered while trying to set my wrist free from my friend.

“Look—I might crossed the line na khrab yesterday—” he said and I know I will give in already but Ai’Fluke’s grip is too strong, “Control yourself na khrab. I don’t want you to be thrown away na khrab like last night then with few words you will surrender,” he whispered to me and I totally get his point it’s just that—I don’t want to stay mad at Title anymore, “And also reflect na khrab what you did wrong,” Ai’Fluke whispered again before letting go of my wrist.

“I hurt you na khrab—but you need to understand—I didn’t post those pictures na khrab just because I wanted to post them—as I told you na khrab—I am helping P’Singto na khrab and in order to help him—I need to post those pictures.” I don’t know what’s his deal with P’Singto but hearing him out when I am calm changes my perspective, “And also—I accepted everything about you na khrab! EVERYTHING! You being jealous and possessive—and you being so straightforward na khrab—I embraced everything about you na khrab and I am not judging you like what people did—but you know—I am also a man—and I happened to be your boyfriend na khrab—you don’t expect me not to feel something when you are also being close to other people and not paying attention to me—khrab—so I am sorry na khrab—I just—love you so much~” and there goes my heart.

‘My goodness na khrab Title! How can you do this to me early in the morning?’

I sigh and now I know why Ai’Fluke wanted me to listen to Title first before running into him again like what I always did. “Okay na khrab—I understand—and I think I also owe you an apology na khrab for—you know—being so selfish na khrab and being so jealous na khrab—but you cannot blame me because—just like what you said—I just—love you so much na khrab~”

In our relationship that lasted a long time, one thing we both learned in our countless arguments, in order to have a strong relationship is to have a good conversation. Try to understand each other and explain your point very well. I am lucky because Title adjusted so much for me that sometimes I feel like it’s unfair for him already. So maybe—this time—I just need to be the one adjusting for him.

“Okay! No more arguments na khrab! Now let’s go to Siam na khrab—we don’t have food here na khrab. We need to buy supplies~”

And as the saying goes, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Ai’Fluke perfectly interrupted my good old reconciliation with Title.

What a !

Hahahahhahah next chapter is Plan’s POV. But for now~ Please enjoy and comment!