Wang Qing’s POV

*okay, I’m sorry—I know it supposed to be MarkGun—but hey—we need to hear out our Baba hahaha*

I felt like electricity run thru my body and all the alcohol I’ve drunk was flushed out already of my system. I am horrified, “Gege—how are you na kah?” I heard my lovely cousin behind me but I didn’t dare to look. I don’t even know what the he is doing here!

With Gun and Mark in front of me, I’d rather hear their cheesiness than face him—Feng Jian Yu—Dayu, “Gege, you need to speak English na kah. People here won’t understand you~” Mei Mei reminded him and again, I am seeking for help. The first one that noticed is my 2 hour friend—Mark, “P’—do you want to—go up now?” though he still in dazed and he would probably kill me for cutting off his moment with Gun—I would still take it rather than be stuck here.

I nod my head, “Do you mind—helping us—Gun?” I asked the oblivious boy in front of us and somehow he nods. We all stand up and Gun is nice enough to actually help me too by putting his arm around me while his other arm is on Mark. Actually, scratch that, Mark is glaring at me but I just smile apologetically to him, “Oww—Baba, are you okay?” Mei Mei I love you but this is not the right time.

I didn’t look at her and actually I signal Gun to walk, “Just—tipsy,” I answered her and we all proceed on walking again towards the second floor. I didn’t hear Mei Mei anymore so I thought it was okay already and besides he are at the first flight of the stairs already when suddenly, my vision was blocked by a figure that I can’t see well, “Qingge~” I breathe sharply.

I hang my head low, “Let’s go~” I told Gun and surprisingly, he is cooperating well. We skip past Dayu but I bet he is still behind us, “Baba—I’ll get warm water for you na kah—” Mei Mei shouted but I ignore her, “Come on Gege—let’s get the basin first and help Baba,” I wish I can say no.

*they are speaking in Chinese here*

I lay on my bed totally ignoring Dayu beside me while he is holding my arm and wiping it with warm damp cloth, “What are you thinking?” he’s upset. I know him so well so I choose not to answer. “Getting drunk in the middle of the day—really? Here in your Shu Shu’s house!” this will be never ending again. I put my free hand on my eyes to cover it.

[shu shu – uncle in Chinese]

“I tried looking for you—I thought I will go crazy!” I groan with the sudden change of topic. I’d rather him nagging me about being drunk than talking about our issue, “Then thankfully—Mei Mei called me and told me your whereabouts and I told her not to tell you that I am coming because you are such a coward running away from me!” his voice is not rising but I know how mad he is right now. I know him very well—even his breathing has different meanings.

He sigh and press the damp cloth on my arm again, “Do you even know how hard it was for me?” I can’t help but shake my head. He has this power over me, “I almost—almost—go to your parents’ house and confess to them—why did you ran?” I cannot tell him that I am still tipsy because the alcohol is already out of my body and I am thinking very well now.

I remove my hand covering my eyes and tilt my head to his side just to see his expressive eyes full of un-described emotions, “You hate me,” I said it. I know he still does, “I don’t—” “Dayu—I won’t hate you if you will tell me that you don’t want it anymore.” He put down the damp cloth and grabs my hand that he was wiping a while ago, “You’re crazy!” he looks sad which is very obvious. I hate how his eyes are looking at me now—his eyes that always look at me—are now full of sadness.

“I pushed you hard Dayu. This—all of this—it’s unfair for you,” I feel my voice trembles because I can’t afford to make him sadder than now, “Did you hear me complaining to you Qingge? Did I tell you that I hate it? I am not dumb so stop treating me like one!” now he is mad, “I put myself in this position. When I broke up with her—I chose that not because you asked me to—but because I chose to be with you! So I don’t understand—why you run away from me!” and I gulp.

Never in my life I want Dayu to get mad at me—this mad, “I—” “Because what? You became possessive after that? So what? If I don’t want you to be possessive—I will tell you! I like it—when you glared at everyone because they are too close to me—or when you put your arms around me and tell people that I only belong to you! I like it when you prioritized me over Mei Mei although I know how much you love her and you know that I like her too because she’s a good kid! I like it when you told me to wait for you—for 10 ing years! Damn! We weren’t even in a stable relationship now because we are only on the 5 years of that stupid promise when you don’t really need to ask me that promise because if you weren’t that coward before—we might start dating a long time ago! DAMN IT WANG QING!” my eyes are getting wider and wider at every word he is spatting on me.

I did my best to sit down on my bed but he pushed me too hard on the bed to make me stay, “Don’t move there because I am not yet done with you!” he commanded me and I felt petrified by him words. People are always scared of me, with my sharp feature and the way I talk—but in reality—Dayu is scarier than me. That was the reason why we haven’t fought—not a single one—but just now.

I put my free hand on his cheeks but he didn’t response to my touch, “Who put you into this mess? Who ing tell you that your possessiveness is suffocating me—because I swear Wang Qing—I will kill those people!” I don’t want to drop any names—I don’t want them to be in trouble because I know Dayu—he will do what he says. We are all in one circle of friends and I know they didn’t mean any hard—but I took it by heart. I am the one that lose confidence.

I shook my head, “No one,” I said but instead of looking glad, Dayu looks madder, “Don’t try because I know them—it’s either their names will come out of your freaking mouth or I will go directly to them!” now this is bad. I need to message them right after this, “They will—” “Kill you? I’ll kill you first before they even kill you! Speak up!” Dayu is another angel in disguise. Surprise, he isn’t that calm. I sigh one last time before caressing my hand on his cheeks, “Cai Zhao, Qui Shi, and Zhu Wen,” I’m sorry my friends but it looks like your time on Earth is going to end soon.

Dayu—for the first time sigh deeply before dropping his head on my chest. I don’t know what happened, “Those idiots!” he mumbled but still lay comfortably on my chest, “I’ll deal with them soon—what did they even tell you?” he asked me and I bet he is pouting already on my chest. I smile realizing that the storm is done. I caress his hair using my hand, “That—you might be forcing yourself—because we’ve been best friends for the longest time—and you might not like to be with me—and I am caging you into a relationship that you don’t like~” I said calmly but Dayu hissed, “ers!” I chuckled, “I am weak Dayu—my heart shuttered just like that.” I confessed to him.

It’s hard for me to confess my shortcomings because this is not me at all. Only Dayu can make me this way, “Have some faith in yourself Qingge. I chose to stay with you—not because I don’t have any choice but because—” I smirk; I know what’s coming next, “Damn! You want me to say it—don’t you?” he raised his head a bit resting his chin on my chest this time while looking at my face. I nod, “Will you?” I asked him teasingly and he snorted at me, “I hate you!” I feel my chest rising up and down because of my laughter.

“Okay—then go home now. I’ll stay here~” I informed him and all I get is a loud slap on my chest. I groan, “That hurts!” I complained but Dayu is still looking at me, “I hate you!” he said one more time and hit my chest again but softer this time, “I hate you—because I love you!” and that’s how to wrap up our misunderstanding. Actually, only me who misunderstood.

I smile from ear to ear, “I love you too—Yuyu~”

A loud crash was head followed by the sudden bang on the door. Dayu and I both look at the door frame, “Mei—” “Baba—Dayu Gege~” she looks so shocked. Dayu sits properly already while I did my best to sit down too on the bed, “Mei Mei listen—” I was cut off again, “Ahh—sorry na kah—ahh—I need to—ahm~” she’s panicking. The kind of panicked that I haven’t seen on her face before.

Dayu stands up and tried walking near her but Mei Mei avoid his touches, “Ahm—I’ll help—P’Mark na kah~” she said before running away from the door. I bit my lips and Dayu did the same. “We are in trouble!” Dayu said with voice full of sadness again.

I know—I know! I know!

And because I want you guys to know that this fic will not end anytime soon….enjoy the drama—and probably I will give MarkGun soon hahahahah enjoy and comment!