A/N: I am having too much sugar lately—meaning too much sweetness from MarkGun hahahah even in the event last Monday they were able to find each other and sit beside each other—can you believe those ninjas? hahahhaha

Anyway, please enjoy the chapter. I was writing while eating M&M chocolate so I don’t know if I am too distracted with the chocolate or not hahahahha.

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Toptap’s POV

I was trying to avoid some serious conversation with Ai’Cap and we keep on talking about P’White and also P’Gun and P’Mark’s relationship but not about me—but I guess there’s no way out.

Then again, we are in the car going to the place that P’Hyuk messaged P’Gun. Surprisingly everyone is here and also Ai’Ohm suggested that he will drive the van so Ai’Fluke is on the passenger seat navigating the GPS. On the second row we have P’Mark, P’Gun, P’Plan, and P’Mean. On the third row is Nong Heemi, Nong Rina, P’Wang Qing and P’Dayu (Ai’Cap introduced him to us.) On the third row is Me, Ai’Cap, P’Title, and Ai’Cooheart. And lastly—behind us is P’Yacht, P’Best, and Ai’Kris.

“How was your vacation na Ai’?” Ai’Cap whispered to me. The whole ride is very quiet so I’d rather have us talking this softly.

I smile at him, “I’ve met new friends na Ai’. It was good~” I said honestly while leaving some tiny details behind. I averted my eyes to the window trying not to look so much at Ai’Cap’s eyes. He knows me so well, he can see something.

“Really? Like how good na khrab?” he asked again and I can’t help but gulp, “Ahm—like—I’ve met this cute couple na khrab during the trip and we all spent time together na khrab—eating together—drinking together~” and even crying over something.

I thought I wouldn’t cry anymore actually, “I called you that time na khrab because I saw your post on instagram—” I got curious because of that call and ask my new friend if I can check something on his instagram, “You saw it,” he didn’t ask—he concluded.

I slowly look at him but still trying to avoid his eyes, “Saw what na khrab? Woie—you are getting weird na Ai’Cap. Just because P’White isn’t here you are acting weird now~” I tried to get away by diverting the topic into something else.

Sadly, Ai’Cap didn’t buy it, “I mean—you saw na khrab Ai’Gunsmile’s post on instagram. You knew he was in the fast craft too na khrab and you probably saw him na khrab and pretended you didn’t.” He knows.

I sigh deeply while still trying to get away from everyone’s radar, “I did— Ai’Cap—what can I do? The fast craft wasn’t that big na khrab. When you called me I got skeptic and asked my new friend if I can borrow their phone and check on something. Then I thought that maybe na khrab it was because of him—so I typed his user name with shaky hands na Ai’ and then saw his post—” now I can look at Ai’Cap.

“My perfect get away na khrab was ruined just like that so I asked my new friends na Ai’ if I can keep on hanging out with them until the end of the trip. They were really happy to have me na khrab as their company and then on the last day—on ing last day na Ai’Cap—I saw him there. He didn’t see me—I don’t know—but he was there—smiling brightly na khrab while talking to some people—and yeah—that’s it.” I ended it like that. I don’t want to share more how pathetic I was when I saw him and how my friends comforted me from time to time after that.

I thought I was okay already because I stop getting hurt but seeing him that time—it still hurts me and it isn’t okay—nothing is okay.

I feel a light pat on my shoulder and saw a smile on my Ai’Friend’s lips, “I am here for you na Ai’Toptap.” And that statement is enough for me because from all the lies I’ve heard from Ai’Gunsmile—I always believe in Ai’Captain’s words.

We are all standing in horizontal line in front of the amusement park called Everland.

P’Hyuk is already here with his friends of course and with P’Donghae.

“Annyeonghaseyo~” we all say in union making other people to look at us. We are like on an educational school trip right now.

P’Hyuk’s friends smile at us and surprisingly they wai at us, “Sawadee khrab~”

I hear some giggling sounds from the crowd—we really are attracting too much attention. P’Hyuk shakes his head before standing beside his friends, “English kids—English—okay?” P’Hyuk reminded everyone—I think not only us but also his friends.

“Khrab P’~”

“Neh~”

P’Donghae can only chuckled and shake his head, “Anyway—this small guy here is Ryeowook—don’t be deceive…he is evil~” we laugh by the way P’ describe his friend and by the glare that P’Ryeowook throws to P’Hyuk, “Really Hyuk? Really? Do you want them to know how you failed courting Donghae at the beginning and you need to thank all of us for backing you up because I am up for some stories that will make embarrass,” and it looks like P’Hyuk is right.

“See? Pure evil,” – P’Hyuk

He moves to another friend, “This guy here is Kyuhyun—he isn’t interested in humans not unless you play games and you are good at math,” I look at the intimidating looking P’. He has similar aura with P’Heechul.

“This nice guy here in Leeteuk Hyung—he is an attention seeker,” we giggle, I don’t know if I should feel good with this introduction or not.

Then another guy, “And this guy here is Sungmin—he loves pink—very feminine—don’t copy him okay?” and that earns a hard punch on the arm for P’Hyuk coming from P’Sungmin. P’ groans, “And good at martial arts,” P’Hyuk added while massaging his arm.

“Okay kids, just tell them your names so that your Hyukkie hyung’s friend will remember you~” P’Donghae instructed. I really wonder how P’Hyuk and P’Donghae ended up dating because P’Donghae is too angelic for P’Hyuk’s barbaric ways.

I’ve known P’Hyuk for a long time and I don’t call P’Hyuk as cute and sweet not unlike P’Donghae who has those adjectives to describe P’. For us—for all of P’Gun, Ai’Cap, and even P’Hyuk’s friends—he will always be barbaric, scary, and head hazer of engineering.

“Sawadee khrab P’, I am Fluke Pongsatorn—you can all me Fluke.”

“Ohm Thitiwat Ritprasert—Ohm,” – the man with few words. Ai’Ohm will always be a mystery to us.

“They are in a relationship—aren’t they cute?” P’Donghae interrupted. He is like a fanboy—like those people in school that started making fans club and stuff for us.

All of their friends can only shake their heads while smiling. I think all of them like P’Donghae—no wonder because P’ has a really good personality.

Next one, while holding his boyfriend’s hand, “Mean Phiravich Attachitsata P’—you can call me Mean—” and even before P’Plan can talk, “And this is my boyfriend,” P’Mean claimed him.

“Hi P’s—I am Plan Rathavit Kijworaluk—Ai’Gun’s best friend and my Mean’s boyfriend—you can also call me Plan na woie P’—you are P’Hyuk’s friends so we should all be friend na khrab,” the ice breaker will either be P’Plan or P’Gun. Guess what, P’Plan started it first.

“Wow, I think he can talk more than you Ryeonggu~” P’Leeteuk said to P’Ryeowook and their other friends laugh and nod in agreement. I also agree though I don’t know P’Ryeowook much. P’Plan is like a machine gun—wait until P’Gun talks too.

And he is next, “Woie~ Ai’Plan you need to make it shorter na khrab because many people aren’t speaking yet!” then P’Gun looks at the P’s, “Annyeonghaseyo P’s—I am Gun Napat Na Ranong na khrab but you can all call me Gun—I am P’Hyuk’s younger brother na khrab and really love music too—but above all—I really love Mark na khrab~” P’Gun and P’Plan really knows how to make a grand introduction.

I look at P’Hyuk to see his reaction but he is glaring at P’Mark. I guess the tiger inside P’Hyuk is trying not to bite off P’Mark’s head.

“Show off” – Ai’Cap

“Woie stop it!” – P’Plan

“Bastard” – P’Hyuk

“Kyopta~” – P’Donghae

Next one of course is ‘The Boyfriend,’ “Annyeonghaseyo, Mark Siwat Junlongkol P’s. You can call me Mark—and I am Gun’s boyfriend na khrab,” what’s with the manners? P’Mark is trying to show off too by putting off a perfect manner in front of these P’s.

The one who is busy complaining beside me is next, “Captain Chonlathorn Na Ranong P’s. P’Hyuk youngest brother. You can call me Captain,” and of course I am next, “Hi P’s, I am Toptap Jirakit Kuariyakul na khrab, you can call me Toptap~” then I smile brightly at them.

“Boyfriends too?” P’Kyuhyun asked and both Ai’Cap and I said at the same time, “Ewww~”

“No no no P’—this is like na khrab~” Ai’Cap explained and I agree, “Chai P’—Ai’Cap and I will never happen P’.” I added and when Ai’Cap and I look at each other we have an identical disgusted face.

Our friends are like laughing and enjoying it so much, “Woie~ why don’t you start dating then?” Ai’Cooheart teased us and we both can’t help but glare at him.

“Okay okay, stop now—” P’Hyuk’s voice full of authority makes us all stop. Who wouldn’t anyway? “Ai’Cap’s boyfriend went back to Thailand for a while and I don’t know if Ai’Toptap is still with that Nong I’ve met during my birthday—are you Ai’?” I gulp. Why me? Why should it be me?

“n—” “Of course na khrab P’Hyuk but I’ve heard that their major na khrab is so busy that was why Ai’Gunsmile cannot visit lately na khrab~” P’Plan cut me off and all I can do is sigh and smile.

“Ohh—that’s unfortunate,” then we all move on.

Next one beside me is the one who teased me, “Annyeong P’s, I am Earth Katsamonnat Namwirote or just Cooheart,” the devil in disguise is still trying to make people believe that he is harmless when in fact—he isn’t.

“I am Coo’s boyfriend P’s. My name is Title Kirati Puangmalee or Title,” one thing I also don’t understand is the big personality difference of P’Title and Ai’Coo and how much love P’Title has for Ai’Coo. I mean too much overflowing love.

“Kris Songsamphant P’s. I am P’Hyuk, P’Gun, and Ai’Cap’s cousin. Nice you meet you P’s—just call me Kris,” the only refreshing introduction is Ai’Kris. He is always composed and calm—like always.

Beside Ai’Kris is the reason why P’Gun almost explode in the van this morning, “Ahmm—Best Vittawin Veeravidhayanant—call me Best P’s,” but somehow I feel bad for P’Best. Ai’Cap told me what P’Mark did before and I know P’Best let P’Mark and he is aware and stuff but I feel bad because I can see myself in P’Best somehow. Will do everything for the person they love and will take whatever opportunity they have just to be with the person they love.

“Ah Wadee P’s, I am Ai’Hyuk’s friend. My name is Yacht Surat Permpoonsavat—just Yacht is good,” he smiles so bright but P’Yacht smile always look trouble for me.

“Oh—I will not introduce myself na kah because you all know me,” Nong Heemi said playfully and somehow we all can’t help but agree.

Maybe the Nong beside her can do the introduction, “My turn? Owww—okay—ahm Rina Veeravidayanant na kah—P’Best younger sister na kah—call me Rina P’s~”

Last two people left, “I will not introduce myself—there’s no way you don’t know me Gege,” P’Wang Qing said coldly—I don’t know I find him intimidating too.

So last one will be, “Feng Jiang Yu, Gege. Call me Dayu,” and this P’ is so warm. Together with P’Wang Qing they are like two opposite poles of magnet—don’t match at all. Weird.

That long introduction takes a lot of time.

“Okay—so basically people in Thailand has—” – P’Sungmin

“Long—hard—names?” –P’Leeteuk

“Yes! In Thailand, people should have a very unique name and has meaning too.” P’Hyuk explained. In Thailand, you will hear crazier names that ours.

Anyway, after that long introduction, the P’s explain that we will go by group and by P’s because there are too many of us—we cannot enjoy the rides when we are all together. So we have 4 groups.

P’Hyuk, P’Donghae, Nong Heemi, Nong Rina, P’Wang Qing, and P’Dayu.

P’Ryeowook, P’Gun, P’Mark, P’Plan, P’Mean.

P’Kyuhyun, P’Sungmin, Ai’Cap, Me, Ai’Ohm, Ai’Fluke.

P’Leeteuk, Ai’Kris, P’Best, P’Yacht, P’Title, Ai’Cooheart.

“Let’s go~” we all shouted after the groupings.

‘Yeah—let’s go!’