Gun’s POV

Friday morning and I am already sitting on the bed, facing Ai’Cap who looks so worried. I don’t know why he even looks worried when I feel really great so early.

“P’Gun~” his voice is shaky to. I frown, “Chai?” I asked him and suddenly Ai’Cap grabs both of my hands. I don’t know why Ai’ is acting like this, “Are you okay na khrab P’? Do you still feel upset? or sad? or even mad?” I blink many times because of the question.

Am I?

I shake my head, “I am feeling just fine na Ai’Cap. Is there something wrong na woie?” I think I am more than happy actually, “P’ last night—” last night? “About you and—P’Mark,” instantly I feel all my blood running upwards. I can feel my face heating up and probably I am turning red now. Ai’Cap looks so shocked looking at me, “Woie! P’—why are you blushing?” I shake my head quickly.

“I am not na khrab—I am just—hungry na khrab,” I reasoned out though I am not good at lying—Ai’Kris told me that before. My brother rolls his eyes and shake his head, “I only mentioned his name na P’—and if you are hungry, your stomach should make a sound na khrab and not your face turning red!” Ai’Cap doesn’t sound happy so all I can do is pout. “Anyway, P’ you need to be serious na khrab!”

I groan, “I am serious!” I said but Ai’Cap is squeezing my hands tightly, “If you are serious na khrab P’—tell me—what are you planning to do?” he sounds demanding now. What’s wrong with him early in the morning?

“What plan? I don’t have plan na khrab! You are making me confused Ai’Cap,” I told him trying to pull my hands free but he is not letting me, “Listen to me P’, last night, you got mad at P’Mark na khrab and pulled him out of P’Hyuk’s apartment. Moments later when you came back in, both of you are announcing that you decided to start dating each other na khrab—” I nod because that’s what really happened, “Then after a while, P’Hyuk got upset because he heard from P’Mark what he did just to get you as his boyfriend na khrab—” yes I can still remember that, “And then P’Hyuk got mad and suddenly he—tells you words that sort of—upset you na khrab and made you cry,” I nod again.

Why is Ai’Cap re-telling me what happened last night? “Yes—so?” I asked him this time because he stops talking already. He looks shocked anyway, “P’—are you listening na khrab? I said—P’Hyuk made you cry last night!” why is does he sound upset now? Ai’Cap is turning weird, “Chai—he did—and I cried and then we went to sleep na khrab and now we are talking na Ai’Cap. I still don’t understand—we should call P’Mark—he promised me to explain everything that I don’t understand and you are making me so confused na khrab Ai’Cap,” I successfully pulled my hands off him and folded them on my chest. I am upset now because I don’t understand the situation.

My brother looks like he wants to hit me or something but trying to stop himself. If he hits me, I will call Mae and Pa, “Okay P’, I will explain it again to you—” he looks mad but his voice sounds so soft, “Because you got upset na P’ with P’Hyuk’s words—we all got so worried. You’ve never cried before P’ but you cried last night because of P’Hyuk.”

“I cried of course na khrab Ai’Cap—I am human na khrab and not robot. I just got hurt because P’Hyuk always tells me good words na khrab and never called me slow, or stupid, or dumb na khrab. Just that moment, it makes me sad and makes me feel like maybe P’Hyuk is mad at me now because he was able to call me those names—but Ai’Cap—we are talking about P’Hyuk. Do you remember na khrab when P’ got so upset during hazing when we went to university and he yelled so loudly we also felt scared of him? This time—he is not yelling at first year na Ai’Cap—but to me! So I got sad—but I still love P’Hyuk—and P’Hyuk loves me so I get over the feeling and now all I want is to say sorry to P’Hyuk for crying so suddenly,” I explained—that was so long but I like speaking a lot so it doesn’t really matter.

From mad, to shocked, to confused, to happy—I think we need to go to the doctor because Ai’Cap is turning crazy, “Really P’? So—you weren’t mad at P’Hyuk na khrab?” I sigh because I explained already, “I am not Ai’Cap—but I think I should also talk to P’Mark na khrab,” remembering my boyfriend so early isn’t healthy for me. I will turn into human tomato soon and my heart is pounding loudly, “Why P’? And will you please stop blushing na khrab every time you say his name or I say his name? You are worse than White when he was courting me na P’!” my brother is over reacting. If I know, he is also blushing a lot when he’s with Ai’White.

“Woie! I can’t help it na khrab! but I need to talk to him because I want him to say sorry to P’Hyuk too—I understand that P’Mark got mad because I cried—I should explain to him clearly while going back here why I was crying na khrab so that he will understand P’Hyuk more—I don’t want P’Hyuk and P’Mark to get mad at each other,” and I don’t want them to fight because of me. I am not even mad at anyone and fighting is bad.

Ai’Cap pats my head and smiles brightly at me, “You are surprisingly reliable brother and boyfriend na P’. Don’t worry, I will call P’Hyuk so that you three can talk again—but for now~” then the smiling turns scary smile—like he has bad evil plans, “P’—can’t you call P’Mark as Mark only na khrab? You need to drop the formalities P’. Both of you are dating now~” my face turns red again for sure.

Everyone is looking at me while eating our breakfast—only Ai’Cap is not looking and busy eating and putting food on Ai’White’s plate.

I turn to my left and find P’Mark massaging the temple of his head—he looks the same with Ai’Title and Ai’White. I sigh, “P’—are you okay?” I asked him softly while leaning my body close to him. I don’t clearly remember what happened to P’Mark last night after Ai’Cap closed the door of our room.

P’ stopped massaging his forehead and look at me happily, “hang over na khrab,” he said but he doesn’t look like he has hang over because he looks so bright early in the morning. I can’t help but smile too, “I know what can remove hang over na P’Mark,” I said softly again reaching out his forehead, “What?” he asked before leaning closer to me too so that I can touch his head, “I always make that for hazing team na khrab when they have drinking party at our house na P’,” I am not sure if no one is really talking early in the morning but it sounds so quiet.

I pat his head a bit before standing up. When I saw everyone, they all look so shocked—why? I don’t know, “Ai’Title—” he looks at me, “Ai’White,” he also looks at me, “Did you three drink na khrab?” I asked because I saw them three massaging their forehead. “Ah—chai,” Ai’White answered my question so all I can do is smile at them and walk towards the kitchen to make something.

I grab 3 empty glasses, pour one teaspoon of honey each and mix it with warm water. This is very effective for all of P’Hyuk’s friends before so everytime they have drinking party, I always make sure to buy honey for them.

I walk back to the dining table with three glasses—trying to balance them all.

“Here you go Ai’Title,” I said putting down one glass near him. He has this gentle smile on his face, “Thank you na khrab,” he said softly. I moved to Ai’White next, “Drink it all Ai’,” I said to him but didn’t wait for this thank you because I can see Ai’Cap glaring at him already. I am not sure though why Ai’ looks mad at him. Lastly of course is P’Mark but I sit down on my seat first.

I push the glass near him, “drink it all P’,” I told him softly again and P’ grabs it right away, “Thank you,” he said before drinking everything on the glass. I sigh happily before looking back at my breakfast.

“Hum—Gun Gege~” I look up again finding Nong Heemi because she’s the only one calling me that. She has been sad lately so I want to cheer her up, maybe movie watching with her will be good, “Khrab?” I asked her nicely. Nong looks uneasy, “Ahm—last night na kah Gege—are you okay now na?” I stop looking at her, instead I look at P’Mark and hit his arm lightly, “This is your fault!” I accused him and he looks shocked, “Me? Why me?” he asked me but I hit him again.

“You got this crazy idea na khrab to go back to Thailand—telling it to everyone and then making me mad at you na khrab—” I hit him again this time on his chest, he is not complaining, not even a bit, “Now look at them—they are all asking me if I am okay na khrab! Even Ai’Cap asked me this morning if I am okay—I am okay—nothing’s wrong! You just pissed me off last night!” instead of getting upset that I am hitting him, P’Mark laughs at my action.

He grabs both of my hands and pulled me closer to him, “I understand na khrab, this is all my fault. Stop hitting me already na Ai’Gun,” he said softly making me irritated suddenly because this is really bad at my health. I tried to pull my hands off him but P’ is stronger than me, “Why don’t you tell them first the good news?” I raised my eyebrow.

Good news? “What good news na P’?” I asked him curiously tilting my head a bit, “About us na khrab~” he said softly again.

Do we call being in a relationship good news?

I shrugged my shoulder and look at the people who are gasping their mouth open—they look like fishes out of the water. P’ released one of my hands but hold the other one, “Hum—good news na khrab!” I started while smiling at everyone, “P’Mark is my boyfriend now!”

Before someone can even say something, I added more, “And we told P’Hyuk last night!”

I am out of time today but I will try to write more later if I find time okay?

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