Hyuk’s POV

I look at the stage where I saw my brothers. I tried to forget what happened last week and will try to enjoy their performance as much as possible. Actually, I want to talk to them after this event because I am starting to feel bad more on Hae. When Hae talked to me and said that he wants to break up with me—it felt like a cold water has been poured all over my body. I want to say that I will not let him break up with me but my crazy drunkard head decided to be a little bit stubborn and now Hae and I are not in good talking terms again. I attempted so many times to talk to him but I chickened out.

I also want to give credits to my brothers for taking good care of their P’Hae. He has been sleeping at their room but I never heard any complain from them. In fact, when I asked Hangeng Hyung, he said that Hae is enjoying his stay at my brother’s room. Another thing, the reason why Heemi watched all of their practices was because I asked her to look after her P’Cap. She told me that Ai’Cap isn’t doing anything close to abnormal—which means he isn’t seeing his boyfriend so far so I want to give credits to my brother too. He really respects me even though he disobeyed me. I will try to talk to him one more time—not with that Ai’White—just the two of us to hear more of his reasons.

In short, I am ready to listen to them to also show Hae that I may be stubborn but eventually I will also think rationally.

The performance continues and I can’t help but feel proud when the crowd go crazy when my brother Ai’Gun starts to sing the first verse of the song and side by side with Ai’Cap they strum the guitar and bass that they are both using while their band mates are also doing a great job. Now I know why Pa told me to watch them perform because their over flowing passion and charisma on stage is something undeniable.

“P’TITLE KAH!!!! LHOR KAHHHHH!!!” a girl from my back shouted at her heart content and I want to laugh but suddenly, “WOIE—WHO TOLD YOU CAN SAY THAT TO MY HUSBAND???” The Nong that Ai’Title left with us shouted back to the girl behind us. I was so shocked hearing those words from him, “I AM JUST—” “DON’T TALK BACK NA WOIE—I CANNOT FOCUS!” he has a very interesting temper.

[lhor – handsome in Thai]

I focus on the show again and Ai’Cap bob his head up and down as he feels the intensity of their performance and Ai’Gun grabs the microphone and starts walking on stage like he owns it, “YOUR BROTHERS ARE GOOD!” Heechul Hyung shouted because there is no way I can hear him from the loud crowd, “NEH HYUNG! THEY ARE!” I feel so proud right now. I can’t wait to tell them how good they are.

“P’GUN NA SOMBOONBAEB KAH!!”

[somboonbaeb – perfect in Thai]

“OH MY GOSH P’CAPTAIN NA KAHHHHHH~”

“NA NA NA P’PLANNNNN NA RAK!!”

[na rak – cute in Thai]

“WOIE P’TOPTAP NA YEN!!”

[yen – cool in Thai]

I can’t really believe that these kids who told me that they will form a band before will get this popular to many people. When Ai’Cap and Ai’Gun told me before that they want to be in College of Music, I wanted to disagree—but Mae and Pa totally supported my brothers and then I realized that I should be happy on what makes them happy so I also supported them until now. Looking at stage and seeing them perform and pour their hearts out while people sing along with their music makes me feel like I did a good job supporting them until now.

The five members on the onstage all have different appeal to people. Ai’Plan who always looks so cute and funny is a hardcore legit drummer on stage. That Ai’Silent Title looks so charismatic too, and of course my brother’s Ai’Friend Toptap looks so untouchable there like he has his own world,—and we are not going to talk about my brothers because I am pretty bias about them.

I enjoy the whole show when I suddenly feel a hand sneak on my arm, “Hae?” I asked but he looks in front smiling like he is enjoying the show, “Just for now,” he mumbled and all I can do is to pull him closer to me and to feel the warmth that I haven’t felt for a week, “Okay—na khrab!”

“P’Hyuk, you can go first—I need to wait for Nong Rina and Nong Heemi first,” this Ai’ that Heemi quickly said as Ai’Gun’s first said those words while Hae, Heechul Hyung, and even if Hangeng Hyung wants to with for Heemi—we drag him in the backstage to look for my brothers to congratulate them. We come across many people because it was not only Ai’Gun’s band that performed tonight but many of them but in the end, my brothers won so we are so happy. We never knew that this was a competition not until that Ai’Cooheart told us—and speaking of that Ai’ he already run to the backstage even before the contest ended.

We continue walking with Hae leading the way. After our mini moment a while ago, Hae pulled back from me and now we are back from square one but he is leading now so I will take this as a good sign. As we were walking, we saw Ai’Plan, “Woie—P’Hyuk na khrab—” but he looks at everyone and quickly wai, “Sawadee khrab~” and we wai back at him, “Wadee~” I said, “P’ are you looking for Ai’Gun or Ai’Cap? Or both Ai’Gun and Ai’Cap? I don’t know which one but they are in different places now na khrab. Ai’Gun went to the bathroom na khrab because he said he was too nervous before the announcement he kept of drinking water na khrab and now he needs to pee all of the water while Ai’Cap—I think he is just in some corner na khrab because he was talking to the phone again na khrab—I am not sure who—but I am sure he is somewhere there.” I shake my head in defeat with this Ai’—he is like Ai’Gun.

“Thank you na khrab,” I only said because my friends and Hae didn’t understand all the Thai words that came out from his mouth. “I think they are just somewhere hyung,” I quickly said to them and Heechul hyung laughs a bit, “I like that kid—he is like Wookie,” Wookie is our friend from the company in Korea. He also talks a lot but not as much as this kid and Wookie has sharp tongue which I doubt that innocent kid has. “I don’t think so Chullie—I think that kid can speak more words per minute than Wookie,” see—even Hangeng Hyung noticed.

I let those two love birds to have a debate while Hae still walk ahead of us but suddenly, “Let’s go back!” he said and he quickly turn around to me already. My forehead quickly form a frown with the sudden halt, “Why? I think Ai’Gun or Ai’Cap will be around somewhere,” I protested but Hae has his pleading eyes on me, “Please—Hyukkie—I don’t want you to be mad again—let’s go back!”

‘Why would I be mad?’

I tried to look behind him but Hae is quick enough to cover me, “Ahm—I think Donghae is right—we should go back now,” and now, not only Hae is covering but also Hangeng Hyung. I don’t understand them, “What’s wrong with you guys?” I asked him getting a little pit piss off because of their weird behavior. I know that we are heading towards a door a while ago and they probably see something to make them act like this, “I will get mad for real if you will not—” “Hyuk—listen to them—let’s go back for now,” Heechul Hyung said and actually the more they are trying to hide something from me the more I want to see it so with one quick movement I was able to walk pass Hangeng Hyung and Hae.

I thought seeing my brothers on stage today will be the biggest shock of my day—but the day wasn’t over. My mouth opens up quickly and—“Please—don’t shout—don’t make a scene—I will call him—please Hyukkie,” I can feel the veins on my head ready to pop on what I just saw right now and my heart beats so fast that I wanted to strangle someone’s neck, “WOEI~ P’MARK KHARB! NONG HEEMI! NONG RINA! AHH P’BEST?” I heard a loud yell coming from our back which I am 100% sure is from Ai’Gun.

I inhale and exhale quickly especially when I saw my other brother pull away because of Ai’Gun’s loud yell, “AI’GUN!!” I shouted loudly and Hae can only close his eyes. I feel too many presences behind me. I look straight at Ai’Cap who finally saw me and he looks so conflicted, “P’~” in no time, my brother is already in front of me and Hae already opens his eyes, “Pull out your brother out of that damn room—we will talk!” I said with authority while controlling my voice.

Looking at Ai’Gun, it looks like he doesn’t know what’s happening, “Aliwai—P’?” and he turns around only to see our brother. Hae backed him up, “Call him—please and I will—take your brother out—make sure to bring Ai’Captain to the car,” I don’t want to go honestly but all of them pull me out—Hae, Heechul Hyung, and Hangeng Hyung. I also saw my brother’s friends while I am going out and Heemi is shaking her head.

Hae looks so worried while pulling me and I don’t think my head is functioning very well, “Hyukkie~” he mumbled with the voice I don’t want to hear anymore. How many times do I need to hear his pleading almost crying voice? This isn’t his fault anymore and I know he just want to protect me just now, “This is the second time already Hae—the second time!” I spat words together with the anger I am feeling inside. “How many times do I need to catch them?” I asked again but Hangeng Hyung decided to speak up, “Talk to them with all sanity left with you Hyuk. Don’t let anger overtake you right now. Listen to your brother first~”

I nod without talking, “Please—tell Ai’Gun not to go with us anymore—I know he isn’t involve anymore—and I don’t want him to defend Ai’Cap again because this time—Ai’Cap is in serious mess—” I want to get mad—but I am also trying to stay calm as much as possible, “And tell him—to bring the boy with him—I will talk to both of them!”

The drama will start in 3—2—1—but before that—enjoy the next special chapter—hehehehe