I am sorry it's not update,i will try to work hard but recently I was struggling with depression it's been long hard fight, life keeps getting complicated. family problems. I felt trapped and suffocated, I even thought of suicide lot of time. I find it hard to talk about it. I find no enjoyment in life in one period. I hope you understand, I will try my hardest to update. also the wattpad one is not me. I hope someone please credit me as author if u gonna use my story. I've dealt with enough in real life, just don't steal from me too in internet. please just mention my name and credit me as author. make me at least I have the worth. I will update and delete this author note soon