Chorong's POV

Hfff,, I can't reach Bomi at all, was she that angry to me? I kinda worried about her, where are you Bomi-ya :(, I cannot concentrate working, I feel like going home, but I'll be keep thinking about Bomi if I'm home. I try to make myself busy, I can see Eunji takes a glance at me many times. I know she must be worried about me and Bomi. I didn't tell her anything but I'm sure she knows. I tried to send message to Bomi, honestly I want to call her but I'm afraid I'll disturb her.

“Aarrghhh,,” I'm trying hard to concentrate working but I cant. I get up hurriedly and take my bag and I walk out of my room, I decide to go to Bomi's apartment. I walk out of my room and walk fast along the corridor and I suddenly bump someone whom I don't want to see,

“Aarghh... aishh..” I groaned in pain.

“Oh, gomen,, gomen ne Chorong-chan, are you hurt somewhere?” Tamaki hold my body and asking me, seriously, I don't want to talk to him right now.

“Hhh,, Nope. I'm okay, and excuse me I have to go out..” I told him

“Oh, where are you going? We have to discuss about the event..” He told me, right now I am really disgusted to see his face. (Sorry)

“I'm sorry, I don't think I can do it today, I have to go somewhere, excuse me...” I hurriedly walk and move away from him. I walk without bid goodbye to him and I don't care what he will think about me after this, I really don't care. I just care about my Bomi now.

I take my car at the basement and drive to Bomi's apartment, I don't know how high the speed that I reached. I really feel my heart hurt, I cry while I'm driving. I can't imagine if Bomi really ask for a break up, I can't stand a day without her.

I stop my car in front of the building, I didn't go out of my car, I was too hesitant whether to go there or not, I was really afraid if she will get angry. I laid my head on my seat, I take a deep breath many times still thinking whether to go inside or not. I close my eyes for few minutes, but then when I opened my eyes, I see someone who is familiar to me.

“Huh? Nana-sshi??” She's walking out of the building to her car, I should not be thinking too far, but I'm sure she has just been from Bomi's apartment. So Bomi is at home, that's why Nana came here, it's still morning anyway. I suddenly cry again, I can never hold back my tears, stupid me.

“So could this be the way you revenge to me Bbom-ah??” I feel tears running down to my cheek.

I canceled my plan to go to Bomi's apartment, maybe she's right, we better not meet for a while. I have to think about many things and I have to introspected to myself. I need to fix all the mistakes I made. It's my own fault that Bomi wants to escape from me. I decide not to go back to office. I call Eunji and tell her if I can't go back to office.

It's been three days I didn't see Bomi, she didn't go to office either. She only send message to HR Department and said she couldn't go to office due to important things. I really feel sad about this, I really wish she would at least respond one of my message. I cried all night long when I knew that she put the Christmas stuff to securities at my apartment and they give to me. I was really sad and upset, why she did that, she could have just entered my apartment and put them inside. I cried all night long when I decorated my apartment all alone. I didn't want to do it actually but I really wish Bomi will come at night and forgive me so that we can spend the Christmas together. But they seems so impossible, she didn't give me any message till now. Maybe she's spending her time with her friends, or maybe only with Nana. You lose Chorong-ah, you lose.

Meanwhile, what happen to Bomi who is disappearing all of sudden for these three days? She even didn't go to work, she always goes out from her apartment in the morning then she only go back to her apartment at night. Wonder what is she doing all this time.

Bomi's POV

I feel like crazy these three days, I don't go to work since two days ago, it's because I don't want to see Chorong unnie. I don't want to see her not because I don't want to, but I don't want to see her suffering because I keep ignore her. I got so many messages from Chorong unni, Eunji and even Hayoung. They all ask me where I am, but I didn't reply them at all. Hayoung even scold me for not replying her message. I feel love from everyone who send me message and even scold me. But I really need my time alone now. I need to think about all the problems, Christmas is only two days left and I still haven't made up with Chorong unnie. I secretly go to her apartment in the morning and watch her from a far. I wanted to cry seeing her so pale, I'm afraid she'll get sick. My body told me to go out from the car and run to hug her, but my mind says no. I just want her to realize all the mistakes that she did. I've told her that I can never tolerate lies and she lied to me few times.

I drive my car somewhere after I saw Chorong unnie's car out of her apartment. I wanted to follo her but she will definitely noticed my car. I drive my car faraway from the city, I drive to a beach near Incheon, it's quiet enough, that's all I need, a quiet place. I park my car near the beach but I don't get down from my car tho. I close my eyes and try to think about my relationship with unnie, what would it be if she keeps lying to me. Once I thought about a breaking up, but I don't know what would I do without Chorong unnie, I've been crazy enough for these three days. I waited for so long so that I can get Chorong unnie so that she can be my girlfriend, and why should I give up this fast?

I was closing my eyes then I hear a call, I was sure it's from Chorong unnie or Hayoung, but it's from Nana, I hesitantly answered her call.

Phone Convo

Bm : Hello unnie

Nn : Bomi-ya, where are you? Why you never pick up my call or answered my message?

Bm : Sorry unnie, I don't mean to be rude for not replying your call and message, I just, feel like being alone right now. Sorry for ignoring you unnie.

Nn : Hff you made me worry shorty, why you should do that, you can share your problem with me anytime, don't force yourself

I smile after hearing her statements, deep inside I really feel grateful she still cares for me.

Bm : I really a sorry for making you worry, but don't worry unnie, I can handle myself. And I wanna say thank you again for taking care of me that day.

Nn :Don't mention that, but you don't have to do this and force yourself babe. What if you're sick again and no one help you?

She's back to the real Nana that I know before I had a girlfriend.

Bm : I'm not gonna sick again unnie, don't worry, I already feel better now.

Nn : Hfff, I know you said that just to make me not worrying you, but you have to call me if you need anything, don't hesitant okay?

Bm : Nae unnie, thank you so much for your help.

Nn : Hmmhh,, okay then shorty, take care and don't get sick,

Bm : Take care of yourself too unnie,

I was about to hang up my phone but then she called me again

Nn : Eumm,,, shorty,,,

Bm : Nae unnie,,,

Nn : I,,,, I miss you so much, really miss you...

She said it softly, she said she missed me. I admit that miss her too. I don't go out with her too much after we made up last time.

Bm : I miss you too unnie

I hang up the phone and put it in dashboard.

Hfff, I back close my eyes but then Chorong unnie appears in my head, I really miss her to be honest.

I open up messages from her, I didn't read them at all. Most of them are asking where I am, and asking chances to talk and fix the problem. I know I maybe too childish for behaving like this and ignoring her. Christmas is about to come in two days and we still haven't make up each other. I don't want to spend Christmas alone. Hff what should I do? Should I go to her home or meet her?

No One's POV

It's 6 pm that means it's end of working time. Bomi has been thinking hard all day whether she should call Chorong or not. She was thinking hard but then her phone is ringing again. She takes a glance to the caller,,

“Huh, Chorong unnie?” she hesitant looking at her phone to answer it or not. She decided to answer it

Bm : Nae unnie

Cr : B-bom ah,,, hff, finally, w-where have u been?

Bm : I'm going nowhere,

Cr : B-baby, can we meet? We need to talk, how long will we stay like this, can you make it?

Bm : Hmm,,, nae,

Cr : Where are you now?

Bm : Just wait at the office, I'll pick you up,

Bomi is in front of building and wait for Chorong to come out from the office. Chorong told her to wait for no more than 5 minutes. Then Chorong comes out from office. She still looks pale and looks tired.

She then enter Bomi's car and greet her, but the younger doesn't turn her head at all.

“Let's talk..” Chorong said shortly

Bomi then drives her car to a place that there not too much people.

They sit on a bench on a Park near their office, there's not much people there, it's quite peaceful place.

Bomi still doesn't say any word, meanwhile Chorong just hanging her head down and stealing a glance to Bomi few times.

“Baby how long you won't forgive me? Forever?” Chorong ask that, she sounded desperate, maybe she's giving up whether Bomi will forgive her or not.

“...................”

“It really hurts to live my days without you, I can't reach you, I can't call you, and you didn't even read one of my message at all. I was living desperately without knowing if you will forgive me or not. I desperately decorated my apartment by myself, hoping you're coming back to me and we can spend our Christmas together like we've planned before.............”

“I won't force you to forgive me, I know it's all because of my stupid mistakes, I know it's all because of a stupid liar like me, it's my own fault if I really have to lose you, but don't leave me hanging like this” Chorong's voice has sounded crack, she's about to cry already.

Meanwhile Bomi can only looking straight to the front without looking at her girlfriend.

“You can say anything inside your mind, I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, I don't wanna give up but,,, but if you really don't want to forgive me,,, I'll accept,, I'll accept whatever your decision, but,, one thing you have to know,, that I still love you so much...”

Chorong can't finally hold her tears, they're falling down through her pretty eyes. While Bomi just taking a deep breath many times. Her tears are also running down silently, her eyes are reddened due to tears that are falling down too from her eyes. She wants to say something, but she can't. Deep inside her heart, she really misses Chorong, deep inside her heart she's starting to forgive the older.

“I'm afraid unnie.....”

-to be continued-

A/N :

Wheeww,,, I can't believe I gave you update almost everyday right :D hahaah

I am amazed to myself tho, can't believe I can do this hahaha,

I was stuck of idea a long time ago.

But yeah I just wanna make my readers happy, tho it comes out with angst :D

I hope you like this chapter too ^^. The storm still not over huh??

hahaha,

but, yeah, I'll try to update faster  after this.

See ya next time

xoxo

Chomi Lover <3