The First To Make Me Laugh Again
A FarewellI had always wanted to tell you this in person but I was too late.
I was introduced to Kpop through Big Bang but, the first person to make me laugh again in 14 years was you. I like yourself suffer from depression and have done for 14 years. My Dad died 6 years into my depression and never got to hear me laugh or see me smile for those 6 years. Thanks to you, my mum got hear her daughter laugh sincerely and smile until it hit my eyes, thanks to you my Mum was finally able to relax and not worry for hours because I would sit and watch the shows you were on and listen to your songs. I spoke about you so much that my sister decided to search you and soon became a fan of you. For me, you were that first ball of light that I had been searching for and longing for, for a very long time and thanks to you, the light grew more and more each day and I'm nearly better now.
You have worked so hard and you are so talented. All the love that people have for you, you deserve all of it and so much more. You are such an amazing and beautiful soul and I am so sorry you lost your light by shining it on others, I'm sorry we couldn't shout loud enough so you could hear and feel how much you mean to all of us. Not just because of your beautiful voice but because of you as a human being, we did want to see the real you, to us, you are perfect even when you feel you aren't, we love you for your perfections and we accept you for your flaws. We just wanted you to be happy and healthy.
Thank you for being our light, now it is our turn to be your light and heal your hurting soul.
Sleep tight Kim Jonghyun and thank you for being you.
R.I.P Our Angel
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