They Are Strong
A FarewellJonghyun, I don't know how I ended up here, but I still did. I miss you, and sometimes I wonder how much you went through. It must have been harder for you. Lately, I've been going through somethings that I don't really want to open up to anyone. And for years I've kept it inside me and now, it's starting to bother me for real. Sometimes, I feel so down that I start to imagine......things that scares me. I don't know. It's just starting to get real. And in those times, I wonder if it was the same for you. You didn't want to tell anyone about most of the things, and me too, want to do same. Sometimes I feel too lost, and I just want to let go. But I hope you are happy now, I really do, because living sometimes can be really hard. You achieved a lot, you impressed people. I hope you can see how much people miss you here, and you would be over the moon. Just know that, people cherish you so much. And I don't blame. I know how hard it is to open up to people, to pretend that you are fine, just to drown in a sea of thoughts when you are alone. In the end, happiness is all it matters. And I hope you are happy. I will pray for you. And the others, Key, Onew, Minho and Taemin , I wish them all the best . They are strong ❣️
So, yeah, I will keep thinking of you. Remember, you won't be forgotten. I know, that some point in your life, you might have thought, what if I can talk to a person, with all of my honest feelings? Because I've felt it sometimes too.
But really, you've done well. ❤️
Love you, jjong.
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