No Longer Suffering
A FarewellJonghyun,
I'm glad you are no longer in pain, you are no longer suffering. But my sorrow at your loss is stronger than my happiness for you. You were sunshine, shining brightly among the rest. You had this planned, just like i did when 2 years ago. the only difference is you went through with it.
I' sorry you reached this point, im sorry i wasnt there to help, and im sorry your gone.
I'm mourning, im grieving. I just saw the pictures of your funeral and i feel so sick, because this makes it real, I will never see your smiling face, or hear your beautiful voice lulling me to sleep. Jonghyun, i miss you so much. I've cried so much.
You've made me angry and bitter towards other bands, you've made me spiteful and full of jealousy towards everyone else and you know the funniest part of all this? Taemin is my bias. No offence Jonghyun i love you too but Taemin is still here. Do you hear how bitter i am? I'm angry Jonghyun, im angry and im sad. This is grief, grief that you caused and god dammit Jonghyun i shouldn't feel this way.
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