I Couldn't Explain To Anyone
A FarewellI really really really hate writing these kind of stuff but i am doing it as i have to let out these thoughts out of mind
If not its going to be too much. Thankyou for making this anonymous as i really hate anyone knowing my thoughts.
To KJ,
Though i liked shinee and was fan of their music , i never was into any member. However, the news came out i cried so hard. It was so weird and i couldn't explain anyone why i am crying. Normally when people are stranger you just feel really bad for them however, i couldn't stop my tears. Then i realised why, though it was not for the same reason but i could understand how afraid you were, how these dreadful thoughts just won't go away. How afraid, sad and frustated you were feeling when there's noone to understand. All the feelings that i tired so much to buried deep inside came out brusting realising its really hard and so i wonder how much more harder it was for you. How much more you were suffering and blaming yourself. But now i know i am happy for you, now that u finally found ur peace, now that you are free, now that you are not lonely anymore, now that these dreadful thoughts won't haunt or hurt you anymore. you did your best and you did well, now take a good rest and i am sure you will be happy there. Rest in peace. Thankyou
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