We’re So Far Away, But We Care
A Farewell
i wasn't a fan, but it still hurts so much. i didn't knew him at all, but now i do. now i know his smile and his eyes and his voice. it's so sad that only now i realize how beautiful and amazing he was.
me and my friends are bringing flowers and candles and balloons to send him off and wish him good fortune. we're in mexico, we're so far away, but we care. every kpop stan in the world cares. i can't imagine the pain shawols must be feeling.
you saw the sky today, right? i didn't. obviously, i'm in another continent. i didn't saw it, but i still felt it. i felt his presence and my heart ached. when i found out, i didn't cried. the next day, i didn't cried either, but now i can't stop the tears. i didn't knew him and i didn't loved him as much as y'all did, but i care. i can't belive he's gone. i don't know if there's a god, i don't know if there's a heaven or hell, but i'm sure he did this, i'm sure he turned the moon blue, for us. for every single one of you. he did it for the members, for his family, for his friends, and for you, shawols. one last act of love.
i hope he's happy wherever he is right now, i hope he stopped hurting and i hope he's watching. don't harm yourselves, you know he wouldn't want that. Ah, one of my babies tweeted this after the news broke out, "let us not hurt, let us be happy". he's right. you have to be happy for him, try your best to send him off with a smile on your face. that's what he would've wanted. that's what he wants.
he's not gone, he's not dead. he's still here and you can see him, you can feel him anywhere. you're all feeling him, right? he's in your heart. he'll always be. let's remember him forever, so he can continue to live alongside us. You worked hard, you did well, Jonghyun. We love you so, so much.
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