I Want To Write About You
A FarewellWhen I'm in a slump, only "End of a Day" and "Skeleton Flower" could lift me up. I didn't know that while you were singing to me, to comfort me, you were hurting. I didn't know you felt so alone. We should have known, from that smile you gave at the end of your last "End of a Day" performance.
I'm sorry you had to go through all that. I didn't know you felt so alone. I didn't know you felt so sad. Wherever you are, I hope you'll keep singing for us, and I want you to know that I'll never forget you. I learned about writing and how it takes my mind off the ugly reality because of you. I write because I want to write about you, about SHINee. I know that I am just a mere fan, a speck of dust in your life, but I want you to know that you've been a big part of my life, and will always be.
I love you, Kim Jonghyun. Thank you for existing. Thank you for giving us the greatest songs. Thank you for giving us honest messages. Thank you for gracing us with your beautiful voice. Wherever you are, I hope you are not suffering anymore. We loved you, we love you, we will always love you.
Until we meet again.
Sincerely,
Shawol.
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