My Bling Bling Star
A Farewell
I have cried my eyes out last night, the images of his smiling face keeps appearing on my thoughts , I cry because I miss him so much, remembering the first time I saw his face it was in the Ring Ding Ding video and I was awestruck of his beautiful voice. Shinee was there in a moment of my life where I was wishing to be dead as my dreams were crashed forever.
The first song that connected me to them was A-YO it has a great message that brought light to my days. When the new about his dead reached to me, I felt so guilty that he was able to help me when I needed him the most and I was not able to help him in any way. Due to this it pains me every moment I hear his voice and now he's gone from this world, but he has not left us, he is the star that follows you everyday and night. He will be the brightest star on the sky wherever I go. I just hope with all my heart that he is happy, that all pain or sadness he had are now gone for good.
My heart will always yearn for him and his beautiful smile and I hope that after this life, I could meet him, I hope we can be good friends and then express all the gratefulness I do feel towards him.
Everyone that suffers of Depression such as me or JongHyun himself, please remember that you’re loved and you are more than enough for this world. Hang on there after darkness always come lights so just lets all wait a little more.
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