Regret
A FarewellJonghyun , our shining star... I'll keep saying that we love you with all our hearts and I know you knew that too ... Although I came late (2014 Kpop) I still watched and saw how you were such an angel ... Heavens lucky for gaining an angel like you ... Everytime I watched videos of shinee you'd have these antics that were so extra, so full of life that you immediately took a part of my heart. You never failed to make me smile and laugh till my stomach hurt .. The time when you wrote the song 'breathe' for Leehi I was screaming with glee cause I know how much of an amazing artist you are... When I found out the news I almost laughed thinking it was a joke .. How I wish it was , but then that thought vanished and tears came running down my face .. I panicked ... I prayed so hard ... I was denying .. I stayed in bed for two days regretting that I didn't have a chance to comfort you to cheer you on .. Most importantly the regret of not noticing you as much as I should've. I regret so many things but I'm slowly healing cause I know that I can't turn back time , it was out of my control .. I know you're happy now .. You ended it satisfied and you made sure you fulfilled everything you wanted to do .. IM SO PROUD OF YOU ... You've worked hard ... You've done great ... No matter where you are ... in the next life or if I see you once I've fulfilled and made something for myself and it's my time .. I'll always support and love you ..... now ... SHOW MJ , WHITNEY , PRINCE .. WHATS GOOD AND SHOW THEM HOW ITS DONE ... TO THE BIGGEST FANBOY YOU ARE ,WHO's PROBABLY PROMOTING SHINEE IN HEAVEN ,WHOS DANCING TO GIRL GROUPS AND WHOS PROBABLY TEACHING RING DING DONG TO SHAKESPEARE KEEP BEING THE SAME QUIRKY GUY I LOVED . I know you will guide me in my journey through lif, help me from my demons ... Your legacy and passion will always be remembered... THANK YOU .. Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun ??
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