Jonghyun,

It pains everyone to see you like this. Even people who are not fans of SHINee or you. Everyone is hurt. Yet no one, except a couple, understand you completely. No one was able to realize that you were alone, not knowing where to go, and suffering. I'm so sorry. Reading your lyrics, I'm so sorry I didn't realize earlier. I'm so sorry no one realized earlier. You are one of the most uplifting people I've never meet. It pains me to know what was buried deep inside your heart.

I can completely relate. Depression comes and goes. It's never something that can be predicted. It can only be prevented. This world is full of hate, jealously, and negativity. Everyone seems to just have the tendency to hate. And this is exactly why suicide is happening much more often.

It's true. This world is a dark tunnel. An endless one, especially if you choose this path where you have no privacy. As you enter the tunnel, you want to get out. Then you realize you can't go back. As you walk, you continue to pace faster. But as you continue to pace faster, you realize that there's absolutely no light at all. You've become tired. So tired to the point where it's gone way past your limit. The tunnel is endless. But please believe, there's a light somewhere in your path. Even if it doesn't seem so.

You've given too much for this world Jonghyun. The world doesn't deserve you. You deserve the world. You aren't a regular human being. You're an angel. An angel in the skys. While no one saw the deep sorrow in your bright face, you continued to walk through a deep endless tunnel until you couldn't do anything about it.

I'm so sorry Jonghyun. I'm so sorry no one was able to save you. As you are in the skies, please do not forget that you will always, always be remembered in everyone's heart. No one dares to forget about a legend, like you.

I love you Jonghyun, and I'm so sorry.