(W) How?
A FarewellHow do I bid goodbye? How do I say sorry to you? How do I show you that I've loved you and I still love you for who you are, flaws and all. I've known, I've noticed that you were crying for help...but I barely did anything, I just told you these simple words that weren't helpful to you. "Jonghyun-ssi, how are you? Your song is so beautiful...it's also quite sad. Please be happy...don't be gloomy." I wish I did more. I wish I wasn't too consumed by my battles, my own monsters. The day you said goodnight, thoughts of ending myself echoed in my head again. It has been like that again. My depression relapsed...so did yours and it became worse. I should have bombarded you with messages of support, of affection.maybe it would have helped you. I am quite okay now though not too certain about it. You and your eyes, shining bright up in the sky tonight amidst the sea of other bright stars. I'll say goodbye for now but I'll see you when I cross the moon river.
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