5 years

You are not alone.

"No matter who you are or what you are doing, remember there is always someone who loves you more than you love yourself."
                                           - Lee Jinki

Please Note:

These are messages submitted by all of you. As of 2020 I am not uploading new messages anymore so subscribers do not constantly recieve notifications. You can read newer messages in the comments.

Update dec. 2022

Upvoting, Subscribing and gifting Karma is still very much appreciated, I want to keep advertising this place on every 18th of December - I had to spend 40 dollars for additional Karma last year (someone else really wanted the spot for the 18th of december) and honestly, I cannot afford to do that a second time. So if you can help with either Karma donations or upvotes and subscriptions (those will give me Karma too) I would be incredibly thankful.

This is not possible without your help.

Share love♡

Thank you.

Sincerely,
AIMRWV

WARNING

There might be letters/messages that include mentions of self-harm and/or suicide. I don't want to put up any restrictions to this story, so please if you are sensitive, don't read chapters marked with a "(W)"

AIMRWV's note

This is my way of dealing with his death. You are not obliged to read these letters. But if you want to share your grief here you are very welcome to do so. Crying is good. So read these messages, knowing you are not alone. Cry a lot. This is not a place to judge. We post whatever you guys give me. This is a place for your grief. So we do not edit anything even if we disagree. (apart from spelling and grammatical errors) And you shouldn't either while reading. Leave opinions standing. We are all in the same boat. We need each other right now. Even if we disagree over things. Share love. Share support

If anyone is looking for a way to help: you are more than welcome to randomly choose some comments (also older ones) and answer them, tell each other that we are not alone, give strength, interact and support each other. This would mean the world to many.

This is not a place for advertisement of any kind, but for sharing grief. Please accept that.

REACH OUT

Update 18.12.2022: Due to exams I was unable to check on the availability of the open ears. Therefore if you want to talk please message me personally

(ALSO if you are an open ear and would like to be marked as active pleasedo let me know!)

There are people offering an open ear. I will link their profiles here, together with the languages they speak if you are more comfortable in your mother language. So you know where to go when you need someone to talk. If you want to be linked here as well, send me a message and I will link your profile.

If you or anyone you know is contemplating suicide, please reach out to one of the following helplines at the list of international suicide hotlines

Make sure to read the following before you asked to be added: 
As people may be reaching out to you with distressing message of their own, I just wanted to remind you to be clear on where your boundaries lie and not being afraid to protect them. If you become upset by something someone is telling you, please don't hesitate to refer them to another listener (or preferably to one of us authors so we can choose a fitting listener) who may be better able to deal with the situation or to explain that the situation is upsetting to you. Please also take measures to protect yourself on the Internet (i.e., not revealing personal id information, taking care to discuss only that which you are comfortable sharing etc.)Thank you for offering to help!

I have sorted the accounts depending on their activity.
First those who have gotten back to me in the last
week, then the ones who have been online in December,
followed by the ones who haven't been active for a while.
This way you can find an account that is most likely to
respond to your message.

Open Ears:

People who have been in touch with me June 2020:

123manju (English, Malayalam)
Distinctra (English)
Jimminniee(English)

Active in December 2018 & have been in touch with me:

Karma Donors