(W) I Did Felt Him
A FarewellI’m not a shawol but i loved jonghyun like many of us did i always did find him a bright person who's always joking and having fun, i never did thought that he was depressed and i do know that sometimes the most bright peoples are the most depressed , well i’m depressed for now 6 years i think well basically it’s because i faint all the time and in all the places plus having crazy headaches and some problems in breathing witch the doctors still don’t know from what and many said that i’m acting faking my sickness, so many times i thought about it killing myself but everytime i do remember my family friends my loved ones the peoples who had always been there for me so i tell myself that i’m not alone and i find myself again i have faith again , anyway when i did read Jonghyun s letter i did felt him , his thoughts, his feelings to be free from this world ,from problems, many had said that he was a coward but no i can’t say that , true he did escape but sometimes the pain is too much too hard so you believe that it’s the time to give up to hear " you did well" , even if you gave up , you did your best, to know that you ve been right in ur choice even if sometimes it’s the bad one … so i truly respect him his choice and i want to say you did well Jonghyun in your life you were a good person i believe so may your soul rest in peace and lastly i want to thank you for being who you are for doing what you love for living for giving faith to others ... Thank you Jonghyun you really did well . we love you …
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