I Never Knew
A FarewellI never knew…I never knew that I would be this affected by your death,
I never knew that… I would be on my bed crying over your death for hours.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry that everything was so hard for you.
I’m sorry that no one understood you.
I’m sorry that we failed to recognize the pain and hurt you were going through.
I’m sorry that you had to go through this alone.
I’m sorry that humanity failed you.
I wish you cried out for help.
I wish I was there to hold your hand and say that I understand and that you’re not alone. You have me… US… your members and Everyone.
I wish you poured out your heart and soul to us and told us off all the hardships you have been through, all the memories you made good and bad.
We would have listen to you unconditionally, without missing a single detail. If only, if only you spoke about this, if only you mentioned this…. maybe you would have still been here with us... Alive…making us smile.
You did well my love, you lived well.
You created many memories for people like us to embrace and hold on to while you’re gone.
Gone to soon… I pray and hope you are finally at peace and that you are happy. Even though my heart is broken and mourns for you, I will NEVER forget your beautiful smile and sparkly eyes, I will forever embrace those and the beautiful songs you left us with.
Goodbye Jonghyun 3
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