Dance to U&I Together
A FarewellKim Jonghyun, how i miss you. even though i was never a shawol, i was always a fan of shinee and you too. it was not just your miraculous voice that made you stand out, but also your amazing personality, someone who always smiled and laughed. i am sorry to hear you were struggling behind those faces though. you didn’t deserve that. but you did amazing. the best you could have done. i wish we could have helped you, i wish anyone could have helped you, but people just said “it was all in your head”. they were liars. horrible liars that told you horrible lies. even though those demons in that head of yours overcame you, jonghyun, you are in a better place now. you are an angel. always have been, forever will. you are a strong will to keep going, to know that even if you let the monsters take over you, there is still hope. for everyone. me included. do you know my favorite song from you is U&I? you may be wondering bby, why is that? well because it is song that shows the real you, the you that doesn’t include those demons. the happy, cheerful jonghyun we all love. i always get very happy whenever i hear it come on shuffle. i also like to imagine you dancing, singing along to the song. i am sure you still are up there in heaven. you love singing. but my angel, i want you to know, you couldn’t have done any better. you did well. is that what you want to hear? i will tell you that a million times to help you feel better. please, know we will never forget you. you will forever be in not only our minds, but hearts too. let your wings spread wide. rest in peace, our angel, kim jonghyun. maybe one day, we can listen and dance to U&I together, shall we? ~ ashna
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