Staying By My Side
A Farewell
Jonghyun,
It’s been a year and yet sometimes I find that it’s still so hard to see a picture or video of you. Sometimes even just hearing or seeing your name makes me get teary eyed. A year ago when I heard the news, I didn’t know what to say. Not that day, not the day after and even now I’m at a loss of what exactly to say.
For the longest time I avoided listening to any of your music, except for the song Lonely. When I listened to it I cried so much because I miss you. Because I didn’t want it to be true. Because I love you so much and you have always been my angel.
Thank you for always staying by my side and for allowing me to stay by yours. Thank you for holding my hand, for advising me, for wiping my tears, for encouraging me to get back up when I didn’t think I could, for making me smile. I can only hope I was able to do the same for you. My angel, you did well and I know one day we’ll see one another. Someday?
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