I Cared
A Farewell
At 2:32 am ET it will have been exactly one year to the minute that he was pronounced dead. At 8:49 am tomorrow it will be one year since my friend told me he was gone. I was in denial for probably a full 5 months before I truly realized you were gone. That was the first time I actually managed to cry. When my friend first told me I thought it was a joke. When I realized it wasn’t, it really hit me hard. I’ve coped with dark thoughts for many years, and while I had gotten better, this really sent me back down the pit of misery. But at the same time I saw how the community responded. I saw how much people cared. I realized how much I MYSELF cared. This has all hit us hard, but I hope all of you let your grief out in a good way.
Please rest well in heaven. We will all miss you forever but we all hope you’re in a better place now…
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