A Wonderful Gift
A FarewellJonghyun Hyung (Appa):
I cannot believe it has been two months already. In these months, I have finally begun to heal. I no longer focus on the hurt, but instead, I focus on the good things in your life. I am now able to watch videos of you without crying very much. Every time I see you in your old videos a small pang of sadness hits me, but at least I am able to smile now. Watching the SHINee hyungs perform in Japan was really heartbreaking to watch. We all miss you so much. I recently received your Poet/Artist Album. It was a wonderful gift. When I saw that your pictures were included I nearly cried "Thank you so much for leaving such a precious gift. I am sad to tell you that some stole my EXO Universe Album... It arrived the same day as your album but the package was stolen. The experience was very emotional, but when I am troubled, I have formed a habit of yelling at the sky: "Jonghyun Appa 괜찮아! I can just imagine you saying "You've worked hard"It brings me so much comfort. I know it will be OK, so please do not worry. I will be strong. I will tell you all about it when we meet again. I will never forget you. Saranghaeyo!
Dongsaeng,
Gordon Xiong
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