I’ll Live My Life
A FarewellA few days ago you appeared in my dream. Days before that, I kept on wondering how you are and I've been praying that you're somewhere happy and at peace. I guess that was your way of assuring me that you are indeed in a great place now. You were wearing a white polo and black jeans. You were in front of me, laughing and smiling brightly with someone (who looked like Minho). It was your usual smile and laugh and you looked so alive. You looked so happy that even I felt it. i was about to go to you and call your name but I was stopped by a faceless little girl and ended up getting sleep paralysis. It was hard waking up from that sleep paralysis but I would like to think that it was your way of stopping me from following you because you still want me to live my life. And now I will. I'll live my life with you in my heart. I'll live my life with you as my inspiration. I'll live my life with the thoughts of being able to see you in the future and hopefully getting a "you did well" from you. I'm going to live my life in a way that you'll be proud of me.
Kim Jonghyun, thank you for saving me with your music. Thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for keeping me alive and for being there to fight my demons with me. Sorry if I wasn't able to save you the way you did. I know you're happy now and that you're smiling brightly just like how you did in my dream. I love you always and forever, Dino. Your memories will forever live. I promise to keep on supporting your brothers no matter what.
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