You Cried For Us, Now It’s Time We Cry For You
A FarewellFor you, our shining star. Even if I not know you so much. It breaks my heart when i hear about you.
That day i still remember, 18 december, I'm on the way to the hospital after hearing my grandmother is sick and had to be operated because of diabetes. i worried that day. my mind black. I keep myself from crying because my grandmother will be sad. So i open my YouTube and search 'Shinee Savage Moment ' and you also appear. It’s very hilarious seeing you guys that i feel more relaxed. But....
I don't know it would be the last moment i watch you guys with a laugh. Because when i got a notifications in instagram about you, i couldn't even smile or cry. On the same day my grandma dying and your death. My mind goes blank.
I thought it’s just a meme, a joke but i cannot laugh even i hope so. I search about you. more and more and more. In instagram, facebook, twitter. All about you. Not your comeback or your dating scandal. It’s about your gone in the most awful way.
i smiled when i knew my grandma condition were more stable but my eyes sting. Wanting to give away.
Away from everyone in my room. I look at my phone, search about you and cry all of my heart. So it hurt so damn much. Even i don't know you but Shinee are one of many group that lead me to this world. The world of hardship and dreams.
And I'm sorry for not knowing you too much as much as i love your song.
It too late to say this. But you saved us when we’re down, with your gentle hand write a song.
Thank you for existing . Thank you for living. Thank you for breathing. Thank you for be part of Shinee. You work so hard. If you want to rest. Please rest in peace. You always cry for us, to make us happy and satisfy. Sacrifice everything you ever dream. Now, it’s time to cry for you.
I may not know who you really are or what your story is but i know your name is Kim Jonghyun part of ShiNee. A man who save many soul with a song.
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