As Cliché As It Sounds
A Farewell
I knew shinee for the first time when I was seven years old I left my hometown and that took a great toll on me and lead me into depression shinee was my escape as cliché as it sounds. really, the only reason why I even started listening to Shinee was jonghyun he was the start of everything for me. though he didn't really cure my depression fully he still cured it to some extent. jonghyun means everything to me. he really does. I was able to keep going with my life because of jonghyun and now that, that reason is gone I don't really see a reason why I shouldn't be too.
I really really wanted to tell jonghyun how much I loved him. how thankful I am how much I love him and how hard he has worked. I want to tell him that he's loved no matter what he does or says. I wanted to tell him that he's the light of my life, my motivation, my everything. but he's gone. and that hurts so much because I won't be able to tell him anything and I won't be able to express my love anymore.
Jonghyun, I love you so much and I'm very thankful towards you. If you're really still with us and if you are watching over us, please know that there are thousands that miss you and love you so dearly. Rest well our angel, you did very, very well.
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