Goosebumps
A Farewell
SHINee was the first group that brought me to kpop when I was 12, back during Ring Ding Dong Era. I used to watch their variety show, Hello Baby etc and even got my younger brother who is 4 year younger than me liking them. Jonghyun isn't my main bias but he is that member that you can't help but love soo much. His personality gave me goosebumps, I told myself, if I met him or someone like him, I would be blessed. His personality shines like the radiance of sun. Even after 8 years of knowing kpop and liking other kpop group. Shinee wholes a special place in my heart because they brought me to kpop. Even if I'm not actively keeping track of them, i still love them. When I heard of Jonghyun’s passing, I was shocked. My best friend is a shawol and cried so much. Oddly, I didn't cry. I felt odd but still sad. I didn't want to accept it. But going through all my social medias, it's filled with his news. And finally, the last day. It finally hit me. I know I had to accept it. As much as it hurts, that is life. At least he is at the better place then suffering in this dreaded world. Jonghyun, thank you for everything for introducing kpop to me and making it as my lifeline.You did well. I miss you so much, saranghae.
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