The Impact You Had On Everyone
A FarewellDear Jonghyun, i miss you. I still can't believe you were going through such a hard time and I had no idea. When I found out I couldn't believe it. I still remember the feeling of my heart dropping when I read that you were gone. Ever since then I've felt a little bit empty and like there is a piece of me missing. I don't think I'll ever be able to fully accept the fact that you're gone. I didn't think I'd be this hard to accept that you're gone. I still cry everytime i think about you and everytime i close my eyes, i can't help but think about you so falling asleep has been hard. Its been hard to do anything besides cry. I think its crazy how heartbroken i am over a death of a person that i didn't personally know, but that just shows the impact you had on everyone. Even though I didn't know you, I still feel guilty that I couldn't save you. Even though i didn't know you were going through such a hard time, i still feel like i didn't try hard enough. I'm so sorry that you were in so much pain you couldn't bare it anymore. I know what its like to want to be gone and i just wish that when you reached out to people, they persuaded you to stay. I just wish you were still here. I don't think a day will pass without me thinking about you. You were so talented and such a unique person. We lost such an amazing and genuinely good person too early. You were truly one in a million and i hope that wherever you are now, you are able to feel happy and at ease. I hope that you know that we forgive you and that we will always love you. Rest in peace angel
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