My friend told me about the news. I thought it was a hoax and till now, i feel everything is just so wrong. I am not usually so vocal about my thoughts but i need a platform to let this out. I feel so broken and sad since the news. I feel so angry. I feel so unfair. If he was still here, would he have felt that there are so many people around that cares for him and needs him.

To jonghyun,
I really wanted to tell you how stupid it was to do this. Why did you think dying would solve everything. Don't you know that you would just pass that pain to those who loved you, especially his family and SHINee. Why did you choose to leave them behind? Leaving ur mom, sis, Onew, Key, Minho and Taemin behind? I probably can't understand how you felt so it was rude of me to say all this but really, was death your only option left? If we have noticed sooner, If you had been willing to talk to ur family, ur members more.. if you are still alive..If you could come back...It has been less than 48 hours that your news was known to us and i am missing you. I am crying and i can't seem to fall asleep. I am probably going to cry when i see Onew, Key, Minho and Taemin carry your coffin out of the funeral hall.

Thank you for all your hardwork as a trainee and as an idol. Thank you for being here. Your music and SHINee's music has been an
important part of my life and for that, i thank you for being born, being chosen and debuted as an idol. There are so many people out there, like me, who love you as Jonghyun and as SHINee. You were perfect in our, in my eyes, the very best. I hope that you can rest in peace and be free. I hope in your next life, you get to live more, and experience things that you have not been able to done so.

Rest in Peace. XOXO. We Love you. I love you.