Fahrenheit is now in Singapore for concert.Uhmm ,I wished I can be there,but I'm here and stuck at home.I'm sure their concert will be awesome.Jiro is now walking and not in wheelchair anymore,but he is holding on somebody when he walk. He must be feeling better now..I hope.Singapore fans are in for an early Christmas present.

And now for my Calvin Christmas fan fic.This time I paired him with Rainie.Although I have never seen them together,but fans have paired them quite a lot here in Winglin.This is for all Calvin fans out there.Doesn't he look hot in their latest video and he got the best voice there is.

Now for my story ,although Christmas is the best time of the year,it can also create complications,and for the people who got nothing,it is a crucial time for them.For it is the time of the year when you feel the lost and the lack of it most of all.So for people who have a lot,the best is to share your gifts from above ,this Christmas.Is that why Christmas means sharing?

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Last Christmas by Cascada

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day,you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now i know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love,you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special {2x}

A face of a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LG-sg94skRc

Calvin passed by trees which are all out of leaves now.He glanced at Rainie whose eyes are closed and seems to be dozing on their trip.They have been driving for more than an hour and perhaps another hour more, before they will reach their destination,as he took a deep breath.

Rainie must have heard or felt it ,for she started moving,and she opened her eyes.She smiled at him,and looked outside.They are almost there,and she does not know whether she is doing the right thing,bringing Calvin home,when she is still unsure about her real feeling for him.The fact that he knew about her indecision,does not relieve the guilt feeling that she have been feeling inside of her.

"We are almost there."she said."I hope my family won't drown you with their chatters and craziness.They may be crazy,but they are actually harmless."

"Don't worry about me,I'll survive,I have it worst before."Calvin said."You know I'll do anything for you.Even survive Christmas with your family."

Rainie laughed.He is so good to her,how can he ignore his feelings for her.She hold his hand while the other hand is on the steering wheel."I know,I wish I can return your feelings for me."Rainie said."Thank you for coming with me,your a life saver."

She looked outside and then just as they reached the town proper or as they called it the main street.There were Christmas lights,the big Christmas tree stood tall and erect at the center of the town.There was also manger and some carolers singing.The street was crowded with people doing their last minute shopping.She tried to look for some familiar face but found none.

She wondered if all the old timer from her town have left already and the new resident moved in,for she cannot find any familiar faces around when before she knew all the people in sight.

"Just turn on the right here and then four more blocks is where our house is."Rainie said.She can see the roof of their house and the giant tree in front with the ribbons and bows around.They stopped just in front of the house and she happily got out and waited for Calvin and took his hand as they went inside the white fence and knocked on the door.They look at each other as she smiled at him.

Her little sister opened the door for her as she smiled at her sister and screamed with delight."Mom Rainie is here" as she jumped up and down"And she is with her boyfriend."Rainie and Calvin went in as they met her family in the hallway.

"Hey what are you screaming about?" as a young man came.And he smiled when he saw Rainie with Calvin"Hey sis,nice to see you again "as he hugged her and shook Calvin's hand.

And then Rainie's parent came and her Mom hugged her girl and her Dad did the same."Come on you must be cold out there"her Mom said."Where are your luggage"You can bring it upstairs in the bedroom"

" Richard helped him with the luggage ." as she took Rainie in the kitchen."And then you can join us for tea or coffee"

"Mom I missed home,it has been a while."Rainie said.

"Yes,you have been avoiding home all this time."she said."I am glad that you have a boyfriend now and have moved on."

"Yes Mom,I have moved on with my life."Rainie said looking around in the house.

"Tonight is the party in their house,you should come and bring Calvin with you" her Mom said."You know that his wife is pregnant now."

"Mom,I don't know and I don't want to know,he is not a part of my life now."Rainie said."I have forgotten about him."

"Good then,we won't have problem when we go there tonight for the party.Your uncle will be expecting you to be there."her Mom said.

Rainie just nodded her head and then Calvin came.She smiled at him and he took her hand.

"You want some tea?"Rainie asked."You are cold,the tea should warm you up.And Mom baked some cookies too."

"Then after this you can rest,so both of you will be rested before the party tonight."her Mom said.

"What party?"Calvin asked looking at Rainie.

"Oh my Uncle's yearly Christmas party."Rainie answered.

Calvin just nodded his head.He knew,it must be the party that Rainie has been talking about.And he is going to be there.Somehow,he is not looking forward for it.

"Do we have to dress formally for it?"Calvin asked Rainie later when they were in the bedroom.

"No, just dressed casually,"Rainie answered "It is an informal one,but people tend to overdress for the occasion."

"He is going to be there?"Calvin asked"Are you gonna be alright with this?"

"Yeah,I think I can handle it."Rainie said"Just stay by my side all night,I will be fine." as they smiled at each other.Calvin came to her and give her a hug.

"You will be just gonna be fine,I will be here for you." Calvin said.

The house was beautifully decorated.Her Uncle was one of the founder and a popular one in town.He owns the biggest house ,the largest business in their town ,and yes he is also the richest and the most successful people in town.And he have a daughter,her cousin Amber and yes,her own cousin stole Mike from her and now they are married.

It took her a while to get over the idea and the truth of it all.For some time ,she hated Amber for stealing Mike from her but, now,she realized Mike is very much part of it,and now she hated him,for breaking her heart.

Her mind came back to the present when she felt Calvin's hand on her shoulder.She looked at him and he gave her a smile of confidence.

"Rainie,you came home." Amber exclaimed, as she gave her a hug "Merry Christmas and this must be your boyfriend."

"Yes,this is Calvin ,my boyfriend."Rainie said."You look the same and look radiant pregnant."

"Thank you Rainie." Amber said"I can't wait for the baby to come.Mike is so excited too."

"Rainie,How are you?" as Mike came from somewhere"Merry Christmas,you look good." as he gave her a kiss on the cheeks,while Amber and Calvin look on.

And then Calvin move forward and claimed Rainie."I am Calvin,Rainie's boyfriend.You must be Mike?" as he shook his hand.

"Let us go and see Aunt and Uncle" as Rainie took Calvin's hand

"So that is Mike."Calvin said when they are alone in the garden."He is quite a looker I might say,and Amber is still insecure of you.I might say.So how are you holding up?"

Rainie looked up at him and somehow,she have been dreading this moment of seeing Mike and Amber,but now seeing them is like nothing ,it is like a blah and she was glad that she was not affected by them anymore.She was haunted by their ghost only to find that their is no ghost,but the one that she created herself.She smiled at the thought.Somehow the realization gave her freedom and gave her this light feeling within herself.

"I am fine.I thought all along that it is gonna be bad,but now I realize that I don't have any feelings for him anymore,whatsoever,and I am happy."Rainie said as she smiled at him."Now I am free to love the person that has been with me,the one who truly loves me."

Calvin unable to follow what Rainie have been saying for it is too good to be true."What do you mean?" Calvin asked.

"You dork,now I realized that I love you Calvin." Rainie said laughing."I have never been sure in my life than now.I love you Calvin."

"I thought I will never hear you say those words Rainie.I love you Rainie."Calvin said as he took her in his arms and gave her a kiss."Merry Christmas and what a wonderful gift you have given me.I cannot ask for more."

"Merry Christmas Darling.You are my gift from above." Rainie said as she lays her head on his shoulder and looked at the stars above...