AN: Lisrene moment to. Salamat sa mga nagbabasa nito, kahit sinasaktan ko kayo. Wag na kayo magalit sakin. Konting tiwala. Ang masasabi ko lang, intayin niyo yung jenlisa moment because it’s going to be worth the wait. It’s going to be one hell of a love story.

Chapter 66

“I love you.” She said over the phone. It felt as if my heart stopped. Kanina lang we were arguing over the stupid gathering. I felt so threatened that she was going to see Jennie again. It was the first time I truly felt how annoyed she was over my jealousy. I couldn’t help it though, I knew from the get go na mahal niya pa naman si Jennie and she’s been trying to move on like what she’s been doing months ago tapos magkikita nanaman sila. I know, hindi naman silang dalawa lang, but there’s the four of them tapos girlfriends pa yung dalawa niyang highschool friends. How was I supposed to feel? Parang ako pa yung third wheel don if ever I agreed to come with her.

Naisip ko, what about me? Paano na ako? Yes, she comes home to me, yes, we sleep on the same bed, yes, we do almost everything together. Pero hindi parin sakin ang puso niya eh and that stung. Nung pinasok ko tong relationship na to, I thought things were going to be better because of how open we are to each other. Pero may downsides din pala because you have to keep an open mind all the time. You have to be mature enough that love doesn’t really come right away kahit pa gustong gusto niyo ang isa’t isa because there’s always a difference between liking and loving someone.

This time, I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t help but be a little more selfish because meron na siyang lugar dito sa puso ko. I knew it was getting serious when I got jealous for the first time dun sa beach. Before that, I felt so bad for getting in between her and Jennie for being the reason why lalong nawalan ng chance for them to get back together when all those time, I was both trying to help them cope up. I betrayed a life long friendship Jennie and I had and I broke someone’s heart because I was too damaged to fix something that could have been fixable. I had to apologize to Jennie because I know I had something to do with it. I know hindi naman ako inosente. I apologized to Seulgi because I hurt her and I gave up trying but I can never apologize for feeling this way for Lisa because I want it too.

Maybe I over reacted sa hindi pagsama sa gathering nila ng friends niya. Wala naman talagang issue if Jennie wasn’t there. Kaso andun siya and I felt scared. Kasi ramdam ko anytime, baka marealize niya na hindi niya pala kayang kalimutan si Jennie. Na siya padid and then she’ll leave me. Anong magagawa ko dun? The heart wants what it wants diba? I’ve found that statement to be true when I ended things with Seulgi. I loved Seulgi. You have to know I truly did but our relationship was a ticking time bomb. When it finally exploded, there was no going back.

Maybe I was just getting ahead of myself. Maybe I should give it a benefit of the doubt and so, I’v decided na puntahan siya sa Coconut. I wasn’t going to admit that I over reacted right away pero it’s a start right? So I changed clothes and headed out to pick her up. For sure naka inom na yun and I didn’t want her to book a car and ride with a stranger.

I called her up but she didn’t answer right away. I began to think na baka she was too busy to notice my call but before I could hang up, she answered. “Papunta ko jan, wala ka car, sundo kita.” Sabi ko sakanya. “Di ka na galit?” she asked and I sighed. “Joohhyyuunnn wag kana magalit.” She cooed. She knew I wouldn’t be able to stand it whenever she acts like this. “Eh bwisit ka eh.” Sabi ko sakanya. “Di ka cute kapag galit ka.” Sabi niya naman sakin. “Wala akong pake.” Sagot ko. “Pero, sinusundo mo ko.” She teased me. “Mahal mag book ng ride sa gabi.” Sabi ko naman but it was just an excuse. I wanted to see her and bury my face on her chest. I wanted her. My girlfriend. “Mahal din gas.” Sagot niya naman sakin. “Sige di na pala kita susunduin uwi nalang ako.” I said as if I’m offended pero hindi naman talaga. “Joke lang. Halika na dito. Pag malapit kana tawagan mo ko ulit, lalabas ako.” Sabi niya sakin. “Okay.” Sagot ko sakanya.

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